Apr 26, 2020
how am i supposed to reply to people who asks me how am i doing? like...i'm not doing any good. i've been crying everyday. and i wait for the rain to cry with me but it doesn't come. and that i don't look forward to tomorrow. and recently i've been regretting why my life hasn't ended when i was 22. but i am 24 now, did i do a good job there? no. no i didn't. i wished for the same thing when i was 23 and even now that i am 24 already. and that i used to not take pain relievers but i do now because my head hurts a lot after too much crying. and that i want to quit my job because i want to do myself a favor. and i don't want to explain all of this, so I say nothing.
