why am i so sleepy

my name is alma! though i also go by amaya!

i guess if i'm known by something it's by this little akks fanfic i wrote...

though i'm also known as The Annoying Mfks Person (self-imposed)

i guess i am also known as That Person Who Can't Shut Up About Parun's Works Dear Lord Why Won't She Stop The Games Are Really Short How Does She Get So Much Out Of Them

i can't shut up so much i translated rekinder in spanish even though there's already an available translation because i'm just that into the grind. si sabes español juégalo. me harás muy, muy feliz <3 (pero cuidado que es un juego muy heavy)

back in 2018-19 i was also known about inago's second year trio fan club president, if you happened to be in the fandom around then, you probably saw me. i think.

i also do art! though i don't post often...

anyways, if you're here because of the comms, this is the part that interests you!

as for my fandom list when it comes to fanfictions, this should be a good starter, but if you want me to write about a certain fandom and it's not on the list, you can just ask! maybe i know it!

thanks for reading!!!

aquí hay un error de la traducción inglesa. las opciones de la cama suicida están intercambiadas. yo pensaba arreglarlo, pero por alguna razón, no me dieron la opción. supongo que la cama suicida se quedará así por siempre 😔

esto no es una nota de traducción, es que dice la familia entera, y me recordó a mi teoría de que heart y yuuichi son familia (primos específicamente) y la canción que le gusta a heart también se llama así 🤔no estoy diciendo que heart le enseñó la canción a yuuichi antes de que cortaran contacto con él, peeeeero...

(ignorad lo del EV00X, son cosas de programación... asumo)

tal y como dijo vgperson, es un poema para aprenderse los caminos de tokyo. podría haberlo sustituido por otra cosa, pero ehhhh... ¿por qué lo sustituiría siquiera?

por un poema de luis cernuda, probablemente

(esto es un chiste interno. luis cernuda era un poeta que exiliaron de españa por ser homosexual. sus poemas trataban en su mayoría de su anhelo por tener pareja, una familia que le quisiese, y vivir libre y feliz, esas cosas. hasta ahí supongo que le queda a yuuichi por obvias razones, pero es que tenía dos profesoras que, tratásemos a luis cernuda o no, siempre remarcaban que "luis cernuda era un homosexual" y se volvió una celebridad entre mis amigos. te queremos, luis cernuda)

Originalmente, esto era más suave. pero en una clase nos dijeron que si queríamos hacer buenas traducciones que no nos contuviésemos y que fuésemos fieles al original y no nos cortásemos si el original no se corta. y así acabó la cosa

con esto tuve algunos problemas porque tanto en japonés como en inglés el "mental" de "enfermedad mental" aquí difiere del término "enfermedad mental", usando "enfermedad del alma" y "enfermedad de la mente", traduciéndolo de forma más literal, pero no me gustaban ninguno de los dos, así que lo dejé así

las ganas de hacer que yuuichi se refiriese a sí mismo como "el menda" eran grandes, pero yo soy más fuerte. y el límite de palabras por ventana también("el menda" es slang español anticuado. significa "yo mismo")

jaja lo pillais porque la gente se muere en el pueblo

yo juro que intenté hacer la traducción lo más neutral posible. pero es que estas cosas se me escapan. está en mi alma más profunda. y como alma es mi nombre, significa que es inherente a mi ser. o algo así.

en fin, pegar ostias como panes es que golpea muy fuerte XD

mira, si hay algo que debéis saber sobre mí, es que encuentro el doblaje castellano de dragon ball fascinante. lo encuentro tan fascinante que cuando era pequeña me causó tal impacto que redirigió mi mente hacia la traducción, con el motor que impulsa la mayoría de cosas que hago hoy en día: "yo podría hacerlo mejor"

todo lo que podía salir mal salió mal, y lo que salió mal salió tan bien que se convirtió en una comedia involuntaria. algún día debería hacer un top "idioteces del doblaje castellano de dragon ball que cito todo el rato" pero este no es el momento

EL CASO, que hay un momento específico en el que krillin intenta decir que deberían encargarse de los androides a su tiempo porque quizá así tengan a vegeta más controlado y no comience a matar gente porque se aburre, pero en el doblaje castellano empieza a decir que él y goku eran "realmente terribles y horribles" y desde entonces no paro de decir eso. el discurso acaba siendo totalmente incomprensible y cuando gohan, compartiendo sentimiento con toda la audiencia, le pregunta que a qué se refiere, krillin le responde "cállate, mocoso"

lo cual es bastante gracioso ahora que lo pienso, porque hice que yuuichi se refiriese a sí mismo como un mocoso en un diálogo anterior XD

pero esta fue sin querer, lo juro </3

esto no es una nota de traducción pero una vez estaba escuchando liar dancer de masarada y me recordó justo a este momento. la persona media no piensa en parun demasiado a menudo, pero alma guidingthulite, que piensa en parun a niveles cósmicos y estratosféricos, es una excepción y on debería ser contada.

¿es yuuichi el irregular man?

nah, qué digo. el irregular man soy yo 😎

intentaré hacerlo en orden cronológico pero por como está estructurada la herramienta que usé para traducir (translator++ porque no podía abrir re:kinder en el rpg maker vx por alguna razón) no me fiaría mucho. por suerte me sé de memoria este juego, así que... (llevo 11 años aquí) (pediría ayuda pero no sé si el mundo está preparado para una alma guidingthulite que nunca jugó re:kinder) (en fin)

RUTA COMÚN

escribí ese ALGUIEN en mayúsculas como si shunsuke estuviese diciendo "ALGUIEN (que no soy yo porque soy un niño) tiene que limpiar el fregadero"

estuve a punto de cambiarle el nombre a mami porque recuerdo bastantes youtubers confundidos porque pensaron que mami era la madre de shunsuke, pero al final dejé su nombre como estaba.

refanfinfla es una palabra que me hace mucha gracia. si quiero ponerme aun más meta, es una referencia a la traducción de P3:Dancing, que fue la primera instancia de algo de persona 3 traducido al español de forma oficial. el prota tiene una catchphrase, por decirlo así, porque siempre tienes la opción de decirle a la gente "no me importa". por alguna razón, en la traducción cambiaron ese "no me importa" por algo diferente cada vez, yendo desde "me la suda" a "me da igual" a "qué más da", y acabando, finalmente, en...

ME LA REFANFINFLA.

sangrante es porque, bueno, está sangrando, pero "sangrante" también significa "cruento. indignante, ofensivo."

esto fue hecho totalmente a propósito y no lo descubrí porque no sabía si cambiar "sangrante" por "ensangrientado". definitivamente.

referencia a este video. teniendo en cuenta lo de takeru, lo considero relevante E INCLUSO foreshadowing (???)

esto me recordó a heisei pistol show, así que añadí lo del malvado corazón porque, bueno, el prota se llama heart

referencia a la localización de persona 5 royal. es algo que dice ryuji y que no paran de repetirle que "no va a tener éxito y lo no va a decir nadie", PERO AQUÍ ESTOY YO PARA DEMOSTRAR QUE SÍ VA A TENER ÉXITO Y SÍ LO VA A DECIR ALGUIEN (ese alguien siendo yo)

"asesiona" es por un typo en una canción de mitchie m, en la que, cuando fueron a traducir la canción, escribieron "asesiona" en el título en vez de "asesina", y me hizo tanta gracia que lo tuve que meter. tristemente, ya lo han arreglado :(

según vgperson, el chiste original era una combinación de "wakarimasen" (no entiendo) y "sen-yen" (1000 yenes) para crear "wakarimasen-yen". yo le devolví el dinero al chiste #capitalimso (<- lo escribí mal sin querer pero me hizo gracia así que ahora lo dejo así)

en inglés es "mistresses", que vendrían a ser "damas" o "damiselas", pero si no recuerdo mal, en japonés son princesas, y cuando luchas con ellas tienen ese título, así que como princesas se quedaron.

esta es probablemente la peor parte de la traducción, pero es mi traducción, Y YO DECIDO QUÉ REFERENCIA EXTRAÑA COLOCAR AHORA

en fin. según las notas de traducción de vgperson (como habréis podido ver, han sido mi biblia en esta traducción XD) este diálogo era una referencia a un anuncio antiguo, así que estuve comiéndome la cabeza para luego tener un momento de revelación: ¡YO tengo unos anuncios antiguos que me hacen gracia solo a mí y no puedo parar de citar! ¡es perfecto!

mixta es una marca de cerveza, lo cual es bastante irónico porque cuando emitían estos anuncios yo no podía consumir el producto (pero le pedía a mis padres que lo hiciesen XD) y tenían anuncios que empezaban con una palabra, y si no tenían x, se la añadían. lo que seguía era algo bizarro. tenían hasta sus personajes, como el gato de la suerte, el yaoi entre turrones, el pensamiento, que es básicamente r/showerthoughts, willix, un pato que metieron a youtube y que no liberarían hasta que sus videos alcanzasen 1.000.000 visitas, para que este lo lograse, pero echa de menos la atención mediática, tiene una crisis existencial y... o mixto y mixta, en el que por alguna razón hicieron una historia de amor en el que la mala es su propio producto. y mixta engaña a mixto, y este último intenta suicidarse, así que ES RELEVANTE PARA LA HISTORIA (?????????)

en mi país no se usa la palabra "botana", pero a mi hermano le gustó tanto la expresión en la traducción original que me dijo que si la cambiaba, se enfadaría conmigo 😔

esto no es una nota, es una anécdota. una anécdota de como el parque casi se queda con el nombre que no es para siempre (?)

un día estaba jugando re:kinder con unas amigas (el bonding definitivo) e ibamos por esta parte, pero pasé el diálogo demasiado rápido sin querer, y una de mis amigas leyó el nombre del parque como "mi polla beautiful", y me hizo tanta gracia que lo dejé ahí de coña. la cosa es que olvidé corregirlo, y claro...

(esa amiga además se refiere a yuuichi como "el de mi polla beautiful" y supongo que si alguna vez la invito a jugar mi traducción me dirá "ohhh, el de mi polla beautiful" también)

esta traducción viene de una anécdota también. cuando tenía 15 años o así, una amiga se descargó una aplicación en la que insertabas un nombre y la app te daba un insulto o amenaza con la voz de loquendo. este, por alguna razón, se nos quedó grabado en nuestro corazoncito, y pues...

sé que esto es una referencia a star wars, pero no encontraba el clip ni en castellano ni en latino, así que lo traduje directamente. de todas formas, esto es una sustitución a otro chiste que hizo vgperson... pero pensé que quedaba bien (y comparto el sentimiento) así que la arena pudo vivir un día más

estaba tentada a decirle "papás y mamás", pero no quedaba del todo. lo cual es una pena porque en shin-chan le dicen así y aparentemente parun era fan de shin-chan. gote to handa está basado en una peli de shin-chan (MI PELI FAVORITA DE SHIN-CHAN, DE HECHO.) así que eso asumo.

con este chiste me ayudó un amigo, quien probablemente no recuerda que me ayudó con este chiste porque llevo AÑOS intentando traducir este condenado juego (que quiero mucho) (el problema es del translator++ :( )

jamón serrano my beloved <3 no sabía qué otra cosa poner, lo siento mucho </3

referencia a una traducción deficiente de super mario RPG. el HA, BROMA lleva siendo parte de mi vocabulario desde entonces.

referencia a esta canción. es relevante porque suena una canción de miku más tarde. o al menos así pienso justificarlo yo.

sí, es una referencia a los simpsons. en latino no sé qué dice, pero en castellano el clip es este.

mira, lo intenté. lo intenté y fallé estrepitosamente. pero hey, el hecho de que está escrita de forma extraña hace que las mayúsculas destaquen más. yo digo que es un movimiento magistral por mi parte

lo de "tan esperado" no estaba originalmente. lo añadí yo porque se me da muy mal esta parte XD

esta traducción ha sido realizada a partir de la traducción al inglés de la maravillosa vgperson. le debo la vida, verdaderamente.

no está beta-tested del todo, pero le hice beta-testing a una versión anterior y lo único que hice en esta fue cambiar algunos diálogos porque no cabían (tengo la maldición de hablar mucho, mirad los tags de cualquier publicación o de mis sideblogs lol) o no estaban bien formulados, pero si veis algún error informadme, porfa <3

de hecho si jugais mi traducción en general y os ha gustado y me lo decís os amaré por siempre. o si no os ha gustado pero la habéis jugado igual también

he intentado que sea lo más español neutro posible. el resultado de esto queda a vuestro juicio. aunque claro, luego están las cosas que hago que diga yuuichi...

(antes de descargar la traducción, mirad estos videos. porque decidí añadir una cosa que me hace gracia a mí y a mí sola, pero es lore accurate. creo)

hay muchas cosas que debería añadir en una nota de traductor como una referencia random a heisei pistol show que metí y un millón de cosas más, pero ya lo dejo para otro post.

no quiero que se trate a esta traducción como una sustitución de la traducción original al español ni quiero implicar que mi traducción es superior. simplemente quería hacer mi propia versión.

no sé cómo traducir heisei pistol show ni gote to handa... lo habría hecho de ser así... [llora]

pero en fin, espero que la disfruteis mucho. ¡mis dms y askbox están siempre abiertos! <3

edit 6/7/2025: apenas han pasado 5 días y ya le estoy haciendo edits al archivo. cambios de formato y un par de cosillas más. dicen que el perfeccionismo es el enemigo de la creatividad pero mi mayor enemigo soy yo misma, así que...

also i welcome any and all gendered words, especially if it's funny. i always go with the contextual funniest option

anyways it's ULTRA TRAILER MY ABSOLUTE BELOVED! everything masarada puts out is a certified BANGER but ultra trailer is not only a good song, it's also really really REALLY relatable, specially when it was uploaded, i had some sort of character arc (?) through that year and i felt like ultra trailer acknowledged it with the same resolution that i had

also when i was little my favorite teto song was fukkireta and masarada recently did a teto mashup that mashed those two at the end and when i first watched it i was like "WHAAAT!!!" because every masarada song is ridiculously relatable and the guy uploaded his first song on my birthday so i'm a bit spooked, but like, in a good way

"Don't let the beeping wake me up from this dream. I don't want to leave this warmth. The morning is still long, so give me 5…no, THEY'RE COMING TO GREET YOU NOW!" was so funny i love it

i also love ultra trailer!teto holding fukkireta!teto's hand and running away. and then doing a spin thing. and fukkireta!tteto flying away. it's cute and poetic in ways masarada probably wasn't thinking about and it definitely wasn't the intention, but sometimes life is like that. and if i had a nickel everytime that happened to me i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.

OKAY SO TUMBLR SWALLOWED HALF OF MY TAGS. TIME TO GO RAMBLE HERE INSTEAD, I GUESS

i have mentioned casually that i'm doing a top 1000 songs. currently i have around 800 songs because i've decided i want to be picky and also not include super popular songs like meltdown or melancholic (which would be on the list because i ADORE melancholic) (yes i think rin has the best classic songs why do you ask)

i have several tiers (affectionately named, from songs i like the least to songs i like the most, "okay", "good", "head boop", "groovy", "BEST FUCKGN JAMS" and "[KEYSMASH]"

the songs currently in [KEYSMASH] are:

tondemo wonders, 88☆彡 and filament fever. for a while every tsukasa song was catered specifically to my tastes (sekai wa mada was even my favorite untitled) but seibai itAAAsu fell down so hard that tsukasa stopped being my favorite character and gave minori the position. which is ironic because i don't like her comms that much. i ADORE worldwide wander and JUMPIN' OVER is a jam but neither of them are on this list.

mr showtime isn't even on the top 1000 because i don't like the tuning on the vocaloid version and that's what i'm counting, but i also think it's very good.

i've also been thinking about lowering tondemo, but then i listen to it again and i'm like :> so i just. don't have it in me :(

apple fireworks and a sea of soda by mafumafu, but the ia version with the pv is lost to time, so what i have downloaded is a self cover .

as you like it by eve, love letters from melancholy by karasuyasabou, magical girl eudamonics by tohma, meteor by john, s'il vous president by nanahoshi orchestra

idiot communication by isonosuke, which celebrates the internet being a place to dumbass around. and it's also an otomad meme song, which is always a plus

planet loop and beats of jupiter by nayutan seijin. i used to be the BIGGEST nayutan fan, but his songs got too samey and i stopped listening. i however REALLY like his contributions to yokai gakuen. wish the show was as good as the ost, really. (AND YES, THAT WAS ANDROMEDAKO ON THE LAST ONE. SHE KILLS PEOPLE. IT'S GREAT)

city lights and q by powapowa. i ADORE powapowa and i have a lot of his songs scattered throughout the list. phantom thief chiyoko kubozono (it also has a sequel, which is not in [KEYSMASH] but it's also really good, and its sequel's sequel, which isn't on the top 1000, but it's worth mentioning) would've been my answer before listening to ultra trailer, and it also means a lot to me.

crab crab carnival by koganemushi, which cheers me up no matter what. it's fun :D i can't find the original upload, though? did koganemushi delete their channel? that's a shame...

yuukei yesterday and shounen brave by jin. i promise i like songs of his that aren't kagepro related. like one i'll talk about later. but yeah, i've been a fan since 2014 so obviously some songs have reached top tier status to me. i was there when the "seto doesn't have a pv" jokes were the hottest thing. i'm old. help me.

ghost city tokyo by ayase is the song ever. when i got the notif that it got into proseka i started vibrating because back then i didn't keep up with the broadcasts haha

yomei suujuunen, i'm just getting started and jisatsu bushi by nashimoto ui (CW SUICIDE FOR THAT LAST ONE even though it's a really comedic song) i think nashimoto's case is really funny because his songs are mostly really, really sad but my fav three are rather optimistic. "yomei suujuunen" is "fuck it we ball", i'm just getting started is "i'm not balling right now but I WILL" and jisatsu bushi is "maybe i DO want to live. and ball"

boku wa kuuki ga yomenai by cosmo and question by meiyo are this high for the same reason. if you listen to them you'll know ;)

i can't stop listening to amateur music by ro2noki is very relatable for people who have had the exact same online experiences as me. we're all spinning in a circle holding hands and being happy. relatively. not really. but we try.

i wanna hang out with you (and its prequel, i kinda love you) by iwaloid are just the sweetest <3 iwaloid is a very good composer. it's a shame they retired, but i hope they're having a good one wherever they are

i won't make it in time for vocacolle by oyumaru is just 40 seconds of rin banging her head agaisnt the floor, but damn, ain't it relatable

kiritan wants to battle online endlessly and please subscribe to the channel by gyari, though i think literally every gyari song could qualify. i love you gyari i love you forever

everyone please go subscribe to nihoshika's channel. lateness is my favorite of theirs AND the pv has a rhythm heaven reference. it's perfect.

liar dancer is the masarada song i mentioned that was uploaded on my birthday. it's relatable, it's funny, it's catchy AND it's used for otomads. it's the ultimate song, i just like ultra trailer more because i'm biased

ever since the sand planet fiasco i lost all respect for hachi, but i still have ms pumpkin's comical dream. his songs are really good i just don't like him as a person lol

neo by jin is the other song i was alluding to earlier, and it hit me so hard i started crying the first time i read the lyrics. i know why that happened, but it's a very long story. ironically enough, it's related to that other nickel!

ray by bump of chicken. IT COUNTS. SHUT UP.

izayoi seeing by last note. hey, does anyone know what happened to last note? i mean, they should be fine, because setsuna trip got into proseka and dead composers don't get covers. must just be inactive i guess.

shut up and feel my vibes by deadball is so explicit you can't post the lyrics on the wiki. deadball truly is THE unproblematic king. but if you look into it, it's kind of a sad song...

slowmotion and vocaloids are lame by pinocchio. i wouldn't call myself a pinochio fan because i don't really like his more modern stuff, but his old songs? I ADORE them.

as for the plot… like the art it’s inspired by, akito has a dream where he’s dating tsukasa and loses his mind, then proceeds to go through all the stages of grief and finally comes to terms with his crush on tsukasa

that’s just the first chapter. from then onwards i didn’t have any art to base the story on so i just went wild. the next chapters go as follows:

shizuku and tsukasa barely interact in canon and that makes me sad, so i wanted a chapter dedicated to them and threw ena in for good measure. ended up super attached to this trio, to the point i was rereading it again to find typos and forgot i wrote it myself on the way, so i thought “man, this author should write more shizuenakasa!” i am the author. this is the last chapter where they interact.

The supposed fluff chapter where they just hang out. it was getting too mushy and i decided to interrupt them (sorry, akito, tsukasa!), but i couldn’t figure out how. so i thought and thought and thought and came across the perfect interruption: mizuki and saki are now dating. akito has mentioned several times throughout the fic that he considers mizuki his number one enemy. and if they dated saki he’d be forced to interact more, further intensifying the stereotype that every akito fan wishes to see him suffer

something really cute happened with this ship actually! because i saw it around in some cute fanart where mizuki and saki had a double date with honami and kanade, but i didn’t think too much about it, just used it as a tool to move the plot forward, yet, i am a writer, god damn it, so if i’m going to write them, i’ll write them well! god damn it! (again)

so yeah, wrote this rarepair in a fic of a sort-of rarepair, and i got comments saying i got them to ship mizusaki, and some others, when the diner event rolled around, told me excitedly how mizusaki’s finally canon

HELP WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS A KIZUNA OF THEM WAS ANNOUNCED? HELL YEAH MAN

and because people kept associating this ship with me, nowadays it’s one of my favorite ships! though i don’t have them in my proseka profile ship wall. it’s more important to add more minori ships. i ship minori with everyone. help me.

also i don’t have good matching cards for them, i didn’t pull on the diner gacha. (it hated me in jpseka so i didn’t bother with enseka. also i was saving for pandemonium so i was kinda broke lol)

also fun fact that i had been waiting to share with someone because it’s a very specific thing! i don’t remember why exactly i had heisei pistol show on the mind (as if i don’t have parun constantly on the mind) and i was thinking about mizusaki and i was like HOOOOOOLD OOOOOOOOON- ISN’T MIZUSAKI HEART’S SURNAME??????????? and so the last chapter’s title is a heisei pistol show reference just because i can

the next chapter is because (i assume) in the first chapter an and akito beefed for a bit, and kohane was super in favour of akikasa (even though akito wanted her to absolutely NOT be), so people asked me a lot about an and/or kohane reacting to akikasa actually being together (they started dating officially on chapter 3) so it’s a double date between an, kohane, akito and tsukasa which is really funny because my opinion on an/hane has gone downhill as time passed but i’m happy with how i portrayed them here. mostly because the interactions focus more on an<->akito and kohane<->tsukasa lmao 😭

if the third chapter was the fluff chapter, the fifth chapter is the funny chapter. It’s mostly shizuku, airi, mizuki, saki, tsukasa and akito playing truth or dare. Not much more to that, though a lot of people liked the end with mizuki writing a letter to tsukasa. That makes me happy

the sixth chapter is the longest chapter to date and I actually don’t like spoiling what it is about but…

CHAPTER SPOILERS AHEAD

the reason why it was a dream, when it was originally written as the finale of the fic was because… i couldn’t be bothered to do wedding research. i asked my cousin, who got married (relatively) recently and she told me “i honestly don’t remember how wedding prep went”, so i asked her husband and he replied “nope, don’t remember either” they are couple goals and i adore them, so i took this as a sign. mid-writing process i went to a wedding myself but then i got ideas for another unrelated fic i’m writing.

also because i got an idea mid-writing, because that’s what ALWAYS HAPPENS. i go “this is the last chapter I SWEAR” and then i get an idea and this isn’t the last chapter at all

then I decided to add foreshadowing that it was a dream, like it lacking mizuki making an akikasa mv to bad boy by cascada (nightcore) because akito doesn’t know mizuki’s planning it >:)

CHAPTER SPOILERS END

as for chapter seven… I’m writing it! I said I’d have it by next week so I guess I’m gonna have to write it HARDER haha

it’s currently sitting at around 6k words, so if i want it to be longer than chapter 6, i’m only halfway! i gotta work harder!!! 💪

i will now proceed to say my thanks to everyone who contributed to me making the fic!

obviously @meltylandartchive for making the fanart which inspired this fic! their art is wonderful, so pretty and gorgeous! i love their use of colors, it feels so soft! they even commented on my fic, which i didn’t expect honestly fjerhbgrebg they were so nice too augh augh augh

@abbus-r-us is not only the reason the fic exists but also the reason why i kept writing!!! when they send me an audio of them reading the new chapter (at the moment) I SWEAR i almost started crying. i think i started writing again just for that moment. maybe i was also born for that moment, idk. (they’re also the biggest sweetie ever like??? illegal)

liku who is the #1 fan i mentioned earlier!!! i love their silly comments and they have outstanding taste tbh (not. not because they’re my #1 fan i also mean ships and also they're machi’s wife and being a machi fan is the most logical path you can take) (they have a tumblr but i kinda. forgot its name ;v;)

@lucephica was also there from day 1! i feel like that one pic of the greek philosopher every time i talk with them they’re so correct about everything all the time. she also was my beta reader for chapter 6 and i genuinely think she’s the reason why it turned as good as it did. also she likes tiering a lot and sometimes i click random profiles and i find a slide thanking/mentioning her and i’m like?????????????????????????? also i think she’s really cool and i admire her a lot and it’s like. i’m the fic writer it’s supposed to be the other way around, but here we are

@ceelisiowo and i met the way true warriors meet: i commented on a fic of his and noticed he had a pfp of this character from a relatively obscure fnaf au where they’re all teenagers and sing. it marked a generation but only if you speak spanish. so we instantly hit it off and honestly????????? i’m so glad i took so many weird paths throughout my life that allowed me to meet him. i consider him one of my best friends and i don’t want to get mushy on a post about a fanfic i wrote two years ago but i don’t think words can express how much he means to me anyway. also ooooooo you want to click on his profile and reblog his art with nice tags and follow him and read all of his fics ooooooooo

@prefixsstars shares so many rarepairs with me it’s almost scary. initially, they posted a comment on anon because they didn’t have an ao3 account, but when they did it felt like when a scooby doo villain is unmasked except they’re not a villain they were out there doing good!!!! i think i lost my metaphor. i’m sorry. that mizuki/minori fic i mentioned is still in the works i prommy.

shoutout also to everyone who commented and added nice comments to their bookmarks!!!!

somehow people keep choking while reading my fic... i mean, it has only happened twice, but who knows how many more times it has happened without me knowing!!!

this comment made me actually cry hbhsuaugghaguaghuaghuaa

... and this comment ruined me. how could i have never noticed. why. why am i like this. jkat subliminal writing. again, why.

some people even sent me frqs on proseka itself saying they liked my fic! (kinda)

these two people just screamed my name which. confused me a lot??? but also flustered me IMMENSELY bc i wasn't expecting it at all!!!

i got to talk with iactuallysuck (they helped me tier on wedding3) and they were so nice and patient with me!

the other person is a mystery to me but i still think about their fq a lot fbrgjreg

i remember the context of this one actually! i tiered minori3 and since i was STRAIGHT UP number 100, i got a lot of frqs, but this was my favorite aughuaghua (sobbing)

When it comes to ocs I have a lot and this post is longer than I expected, but I do have a fic in the works that might interest you!