Gross

(thank you @famefker3-0 for figuring out what most of it said!)

P̶l̶s̶ ̶s̶h̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶c̶o̶c̶k̶ ̶d̶e̶e̶p̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶

Timothy McVeigh speaking with his lawyers.

lol

however, I want to promise you that things will get better. do not give up. do not give in. please know that your life get better, You just have to hang in there during some dark periods. and please trust me on the next point, if you're hearing things in your head saying awful things you need to ask an adult for help. you need to tell school counselor or a professional. I know this might not seem like what you want to do, but trust me, there is help out there, and my biggest regret that I never asked for it when I was a kid. find someone , an adult you can trust, and ask for help. the pain you're feeling doesn't have to be there. listen, normally, when a 16-year-old writes me I don't write back. however, in you case I'm worried and I hope you take what I say seriously. you are a good person and you are doing the right thing reaching our for help. please talk to people, adults you think you can trust. that can help you far better than I can. life can and will get better. please just hang in there. please trust me that things will get better if you just hold on. please take care, kip

kip had a nine inch nails hat!!!!!