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I can’t wait to have children who know that they’re wanted and loved. I can’t wait to provide them with a comfortable healthy environment, where they can live completely carefree and enjoy their childhood without any toxicity, abuse or strange energies. I want my children to know that me and my partner will support them wholeheartedly and that they can come to us for anything without feeling nervous, afraid of ashamed.

Heartbreak is an odd experience. At 7am you wish you could snooze your alarm and hide from the sunlight. At 10 you feel unstoppable and like maybe today is the day the heartbreak will ease. At 1pm you’re crying at your desk silently, hoping no one will notice and at 2 you’re running to the bathroom because you feel nauseous. At 3 you feel like you can manage. At 5 you’re exhausted from your heart leading you on this emotional roller coaster and your brain unsuccessfully trying to take back control. Come 8 o’clock and you’re squeezing your pillow, howling out to the moon wishing you could feel anything, anything but this.