i need to record my feelings

18 hours of airport travel, no phone, no music, just dungeon crawler carl and a ballpoint pen

The idea that Poppy never found out that the Prototype is her brother, not understanding his pain, his perspective of their father and the torment that all started as a means to bring Poppy back. Not understanding why the betrayal he feels from her actions is so strong, not understanding why he obsseses over her and her choices and her feelings. Never knowing of what he suffered through, what he endured all because he was told that at the end of it he would have a family, he would have a sister. She will spend the rest of her eternal doll life mourning for the family she lost in life, mourning for any scrap of her family, pleading to stars she can not see for her father, to find any wisdom he may have left her, not knowing he left her an entire brother that doesn't reveal this knowledge because he doesn't think she will believe him and he can not tolerate the heartbreak of his sister's rejection. The idea that they both long for family but can not find it in each other because they have both become so twisted in their circumstances. And now the Player is here to kill the Prototype, Oliver, on Poppy's behalf without Poppy ever knowing the truth.

Whatever.... here's some sketches 🥹