What the actual f*ck?
I was a heavy duty gamer before. I was playing since i was a little child. 70% of my life was about gaming. Yeah it may be not as good as it sounds. I missed out many other things in my life. I never had too many girlfriends, i was really childish and my overall maturity was really low even at the start of my 20s. Since i turned 25 i felt this urge to improve. To change. I felt something. I had no desire to stay the same. I wanted to experience new things. I wanted to travel. I wanted to love. To see. To experience. To touch. To interact. Even if i sat down to play a little, i felt like i was wasting my time. When i turned 27 one of my friends gave me a bunch of sound files. It was the “Phoenix Seminar” from Brian Tracy. Since then everything changed. I feel like i became something different.
I dont want to play anymore. I want to give to the people. I want to see smiles. I want to meet with others. I want to become something more. Don’t misunderstand me, i will always love games. It’s just... i don’t feel like to play anymore. I feel like life is a lot more than this. It’s pointless to live in a dream world, when there is an entire life to explore.
What happened with me? I started to become old? Or my personality started to turn into a man, rather than a grown up kid? Well to be honest... this is one of my goals. To become a real man. Not an adult or something. A man. I don’t know what happened. But it’s wonderful.
Love you guyz.
