im empty

I’m very confused right now.

Does itmake it rite wow whrs svryone now hw is it beinf a big liser from h e ll you had a ma n who love d and you g ucked him off good job so nuch

i don't deserve this life. Why do I have to have a good life? I should appreciate having a better life ? but thats the reason why i hate it because i deserve none of this i want to trade it in for something else

There's a space of static in my memory.

i miss you and i shouldn’t you only told me to rot away but i only want to come back to stay i miss you and i shouldn’t what did you do?

dissociating so much that when you go back to being in your body it feels like thats dissociation instead

i did something terirble

Hy guys, I want to check up on you to see if everyone is doing alright. I'm sorry for being on and off since this is only a sideblog and I can only use one blog at a time

im so lonely even though i have so many friends

i know its not my fault, but someone needs to apologize.

im sorry that i keep saying sorry

my eyes absorb, they are so big. two black holes.

haha nice job being edgy. i hate sounding edgy. i jusy want to be semi relatable an to be able to vent but i cant because it's always edgy sounding.