Grey

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

Short on cash and the will to live

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

I want to hug my friends so bad :(

im like a rotting food, getting worse worse worse and worse, suffering in silence and waiting for worms to eat me alive

love taking boiling hot baths. love feeling the dead skin fall and and the new one burn. love feeling nauseous because of the temperature. love feeling like I'm about to fall unconscious at any moment.