An Open Letter To The Guy I Will Always Love
The first time we encountered each other was through Facebook. You messaged me. I know right at that moment that my life will never be the same. And I was right. Few months from now, we will be celebrating our first year of being JUST FRIENDS. And I'm so happy to have you. I'm so happy to know that you're missing me everytime I fail to text you though you never really told me that you love me, but it's okay. I don't ask for it. All I need is your time. Thanks for giving it to me. I'm 17 and you're 18. You're course is Math, mine is English. I'm childish and you're not. Thank you for your patience. And I know, you care. And I love you for that, knowing that no one really cared for me even my parents. I know, soon, our paths will never cross again. We will start unexpected journeys away from each other. I just want you to know that I'm hoping. That I believe in the possibility that you're rejecting me now because you think you're no good for me, that just like what Tonyo did on Maybe This Time, you'll leave me to find the best version of yourself. I hope so. But negative thoughts kept on arising from nowhere. What if it's not what I think? Will I ever survive my first broken heart for this is the first time I let myself love someone so deep? I hope so. I know God is with me.












