Chevee

up close because my comic book dots and film grain combo is on TOP😀🔝⭐️

recently, i infiltrated the yansim official server under a fake persona, with a completely different name and personality than mine, as to throw off suspicion. i haven't talked about the persona and i trust those who i've told about it enough that they won't leak it – and even if they will, i have 5 other accounts i carefully snuck in over the course of a few months.

while i was expecting to see the usual yandev dickriders, i didn't expect to find actual nazis in the server – among which yandev's most trusted mod, 'adolfin'. a woman in her 30s, with kids, adolfin can only be described as a 'loser' that seems to have no other hobbies than lick yandev's feet 24/7. she has also called herself 'the hitler of the server', and even said things such as 'i'm the only hitler this server needs'.

the reason i know about any of this though, is because one brave (now ex-) mod leaked the mods + yandev channels.

so you can also take a look at all these beautiful pieces of dialogue, from yandev being his usual asshole, victim-blaming self...

to adolfin calling herself 'the only hitler this server needs' and making other such 'jokes'...

to them debating whether or not nazi symbols really are nazi symbols (???) ...

and one hard-hitting one for me: blaming a 12-year-old for their shitty actions as if they're an adult who knows what they're doing.

you can see the rest in the google doc i shared, because tumblr only allows me 10 images per post. i tried to share as much as i could but yk.

as someone who was obnoxious and annoying at 12 and essentially got groomed by a 21 y/o, the final situation really angers me, and it should upset everyone too. the way the mods talk about kids, and people in general, is despicable. they call haters 'scum' and subhumans, and yandev himself participates in this – although, that's not a surprise, is it? he himself hasn't evolved past the mental age of 12.

it's highly disappointing that the mods pride themselves on creating a 'safe space' but go around and villainize children, ban anyone who even thinks of yandev as a little bit creepy, and so forth. i haven't even mentioned the ai 'art' channel (in which yandev is always so active and offers a lot of positive feedback, contrary to the actual art channels in which you never hear from him. fucking scumbag).

i don't really know what i want to do with this post, but i wanted people to know just how fucked up this server still is to this day. it's unlikely it will ever change, but i'm happy to know the majority of people in it hate yandev just as much as me, and are in it only to talk about the game and not lick his feet.