Escapism

-grande^⁠_⁠^

The world just realised he was simply a child deprived of love and spent his entire life desperately trying to fill the void by giving love to everyone 🥹.

Oh, my sweet boy🥺 how i would love to give you the biggest hug in the world and tell you, how much you molded my childhood ♡

I don't remember a single day in the entirety of my life spent not loving you. I'm glad he's receiving the respect he deserves.

My cramps are killing me!!! 😫 I feel like I've been stomped on 🥲 gahh mghh it hurts ...kill meeeee 🧟‍♀️

So I am planing on joining media arts in college, now the question is, if I pursue animation and graphics with barely any skills in traditional arts. Do you think it'll be a useful career or should I pursue media communications, which is what my counsellor in college recommended.

Tumblr for a moment gave me heart attack, cause what the hell!?? Everything just went blank. It literally said "make your first new post" ...what the hell you mean first new post!??? 😭 ....thank god! I got everything back to normal 🤧😮‍💨

Is my blog freaking boring??? Where the hell are the people!!?? Its like I'm typing into the void (ノ-_-)ノ~┻━┻

Welp~ I guess it doesn't matter

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I started watching the anime parasite recently & my god! Im super hooked, but also feel so bad for migi(if yk, yk). Migi is a parasite, but i also feel like he understands or atleast cares for the ML in his own way! Though it's portrayed differently. ITS GOOD SHOW!! absolutely recommend 👌

The new tumblr update is freaking me out a little (no hate), I just hope this app doesn't turnout like other social media apps. This is my secret base where I could be myself & safe...

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Internally I'm Gothic,

externally I'm average human being.

During shower I had a random thought of how I got married, unfortunately it wasn't a happy marriage & so we got divorced only for me to later realise I'm pregnant. So now I have a child whom I love and have a great relationship with.

Its funny how I absolutely do not dream of ever having a privilege of happy marriage or life, and so my thoughts are always pitiful & then there's a part of me that hopes for a dream MAN! Where i could depend on & trust. I fear if im ever satisfied it would come with a larger price to pay.

I crave death, I crave freedom, I crave eternity of peace.

I'm feeling alone again & yet again my heart that has wept countless times sheds another tear away, to lessen the suffocation of my soul.

Sometimes, what someone wanna hear when they're broken isn't "its ok you'll be fine, be strong", but simply "it's alright to not be strong, you can cry and I'll hold you up"

Comfort doesn't always have to be angelic it can also be rough and demonic