Em

I don’t know why I fucking try

I’m finally listening to her and now she’s mad about it

Have I been so naive to think that you might actually enjoy my company from time to time? You’ve shown me again and again how much you’d rather spend your days with anyone else.

You look at me like you hate me

I’m just over this fucking shit.

I just can’t do this anymore. My heart hurts all of the time. I feel so neglected and unwanted by the person who is supposed to want me the most and make me feel the most loved. I don’t want to feel this way anymore.

If you leave again tomorrow night, I’m calling it

Please just go back to therapy

I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I HATE THEM I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I HATE THEM SO MUCH I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate the I hate them I hate them I hate them GOD I FUCKING HATE THEM I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate the I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them all.

Stop saying you’re going to do something and then not doing it. If you actually cared, you’d figure it out or you’d change. End of story.

I don’t believe you

I wish you’d show up for me, just once

This is just not how I thought my life would turn out.

All you fucking do is lie

I do indeed love you

Maybe this will work out after all