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My brothers leaving tomorrow and I’m really sad

Also I had a good day yesterday but a really terrible dream last night and I woke up gasping for air and I’m the only one awake in my house and I’m super paranoid so yay

I think I could be moving soon which is cool, I’m tired of this house and this area

The real question is to I go blonde now and risk damaging my hair or go dark and risk damaging my hair more later going blonde later

There’s this really skinny girl at my school and every time I see her I want to off myself like I don’t want to LOOK like her but I want her flat stomach and her small perky boobs and for clothes to fit me sexy like that and I’m just a chunky blobby onion

If u really think about it it’s gross that any1 in their 30s would be sexually attracted to an 18 yr old I feel gross just thinking about it