Horror Freak

Since the world is up in flames and there’s not much to look forward, streaming service Shudder has extended the Halloween season with 61 Days of Halloween. As you may know, I love the season and have the annual Shocktober Horror Movie Marathon every October so extending this to 61 days is the greatest idea ever, perfect for me!

They add things every week and lifestream a specific movie every night to watch along live. The watchlist is released every week so I’ll be keeping up with it in addition or in leu of my own horror marathon, we’ll see how much I can watch this season.

WEEK 1:

Bram Stokers Dracula

Drama, nonstop drama. The aesthetic and costume design make this movie so iconic, the story, not so much.

Squirm

This one was a dud, it was only gross worms that were not scary at all and acting wasn’t good either. Could’ve skipped this one

Color Out of Space

This was an interesting watch, a mix between The Thing, Kuso and Lifeforce. The photography on this was superb, color use and cool, weird body horror. Cage keeps honing in on his weird genre shit, love it.

The Room

The Nightshifter

Overall, this week was a descent start to get in the spoopy mood, we’ll see how the rest of the series goes. Also hope I’ll have time to watch some of the other titles they’ll be adding along the way.

Keep it creepy

We’re baaaaaaack! We’re back ands with a vengeance! I’ve been trying to keep this running for the longest time and I watch every year but might not end up posting a lot. I will do my best to keep up w/ this weekly if not daily.

As its usual, I have redone the list to drop most of the rematches cos there’s a lot new I still haven’t seen and so little time. Its a great time to be a horror fan lately so follow along and hopefully you’ll be watching some on your own... If you dare...

Bwahahahaha!!!! 😈🔮👻💀🎃

The living coffin

The man and the monster

Death proof

The ruins

The shining tv series

Sleepwalkers

Vampyros Lesbos

Creepshow (Shudder series)

The Shining (mini series)

Velvet Buzzsaw

Deadwax

The Conjuring I, II

Annabelle

El Cucuy

Midsommar

Mandy

Horror Hotel

The Devil’s Own

Night of Dark Shadows

Town That Dreaded Sundown

Invasion of Astro-Monsters

Trans Atlantic Tunnel

Sugar hill

Blackula

The Undead

Beyond the Valley of the Dolls

Goke

Mad Love

Mark of Vampire

Walking Dead

Veronica

I am the Pretty Thing that Lives in the House

The Promise

The Similars

Insidious

Temple

Lupt

The Golem

Tetsu: The Bullet Man

The Prowler

Phenomena

House

The Fly

Metropolis

Evil Eye

House of the Dead

The Last House on Dead End Street

Deep Red

Don’t Look Now

Inferno

Manhattan Baby

The Haunting

The Legend of Hell House

A Good Marriage

Bag of Bones

Phase IV

Tourist Trap

The Day the Earth Stood Still

Kill Baby Kill

Demons II

The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari

Maniac Cop

The Beast with a Million Eyes

The Man from Planet X

Invisible Invaders

Whitness to Murder

Eraserhead

The Vampire’s Coffin

The Nanny

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Fun Size Horror: Vol. 1

Swamp Thing

Poe: Project of Evil

Dead Snow

Hellraiser IV: Bloodline

ABCs of Death

Possession

Darkness Falls

Hannibal

The House of Exorcism

White Zombie

The Hands of Orlac

I Saw the Devil

Ju-On 2

Copycat

The Howling

War of the Colossal Beast

Violent Midnight

Corridors of Blood

Slaughter of the Vampires

How to Make a Monster

Land of the Dead

Shivers

The Monster

The Thing from Another World

Devil’s Bride

Return of the Living Dead

War of the Colossal Beast

Dreamscape

Corridors of Blood

Voodoo Woman

House of Dark Shadows

The Devil Doll

Dementia

From Beyond the Grave

We’re baaaaaaack! We’re back ands with a vengeance! Last year the marathon went all sorts of hiatus (cos life happens sometimes) but it’s back, and revamped and out to take your soul!

I have revised the list once more taking out things that aren’t too interesting to me and adding more new flicks to see. As usual, most films I’ll be seeing for the first time and I’ve minimized my yearly musts to 5 cos otherwise I’ll just keep watching the same thing every year, so let the Season of the Creeps begin! Bwahahahaha!!!! 😈🔮👻💀🎃

It’s the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown

Night of the Living Dead

The Shining

Evil Dead

The Craft

Suspiria

Ils (THEM)

Salem’s Lot

Cooties

Tetsu: The Bullet Man

The Innkeepers

The Prowler

In the Mouth of Madness

Raw

Phenomena

Heathers

House

The Living Coffin

Creepshow

Autopsy of Jane Doe

T-Rex

The Shining (mini series)

1408

The Fly

I am the Pretty Thing that Lives in the House

Metropolis

Evil Eye

Hose of the dead

The Last House on Dead End Street

Mother!

The Living Coffin

Train to Busan

Deep Red

Don’t Look Now

Vampyros Lesbos

Inferno

Manhattan Baby

The Haunting

Flower’s in the Attic

The Legend of Hell House

A Good Marriage

Bag of Bones

Tales from the Darkside

Phase IV

Tourist Trap

The Day the Earth Stood Still

Kill Baby Kill

Demons I-II

The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari

Maniac Cop

The Beast with a Million Eyes

The Man from Planet X

Invisible Invaders

Whitness to Murder

Eraserhead

The Vampire’s Coffin

The Nanny

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Fun Size Horror: Vol. 1

Swamp Thing

Poe: Project of Evil

Dead Snow

Hellraiser IV: Bloodline

ABCs of Death

Possession

Darkness Falls

Hannibal

The House of Exorcism

White Zombie

The Hands of Orlac

I Saw the Devil

Ju-On 2

Copycat

The Howling

War of the Colossal Beast

Violent Midnight

Corridors of Blood

Slaughter of the Vampires

How to Make a Monster

Land of the Dead

Shivers

What Ever Happened to Baby Jane?

The Monster

The Thing from Another World

Hereditary

Suspiria (2018)

Halloween (2018)

Horror Hotel

Devil’s Bride

Return of the Living Dead

War of the Colossal Beast

Dreamscape

Corridors of Blood

Witches of Eastwick

Practical Magic

Voodoo Woman

House of Dark Shadows

The Devil Doll

Dementia

From Beyond the Grave

For the past few weeks I’ve been thinking about where I was last September at 27yo. How I was feeling at the time and the things leading up to me making the very important decision of breaking up with longtime partner last year. I’ve also been thinking about me right after the decision, my 28th birthday to now, a year later and almost 29. Since last September, there’s been 3 different versions of myself in one year. A lot has happened in a year that I hadn’t realized until I started looking at the past. I’ve grown and change a lot. I’ve come a long way from overthinking about my definite decision to break up, going back and forth about it for a long time to deep depression over it and other things in my life. Also tremendous loneliness, semi suicidal thoughts to crying all the time, taking everyone else’s pain/load on and suffering for others to unloading so much of the weight that doesn’t belong to me. Ive learned to deal with only my part and let people take care of theirs. Im learning to let things go and let them be how they have to be; what’s meant to be will be, and don’t overthink so much. Also learning how to identify my emotions, express my emotions and feelings as they are happening, unload and not keep anything in. I’ve gotten over the hump, closed cycles and started to enjoy life more, enjoy things as they happen in the moment, to be present in the things I do. The easiest part that I wrestled with for so long was doing the actual breakup, the aftermath of that decision was the real hardest part of the whole scenario.

I can’t say that I’m completely happy yet, but it’s getting easier to have and enjoy happy life moments, experiences and interests again. I now feel like I wanna talk about everything, shout about all my feelings and be heard, understood.