I don't emotionally understand how it is not 2021

I should probably delete ig TikTok twitter these days and just fully migrate back to only using tumblr. I think it's really the only social media left that possesses like any sense of slowness or reflectiveness or thoughtfulness. I love TikTok but I genuinely think I have become a worse person since I downloaded it

I know the passage of time is like the most talked about human experience ever but seriously the jump from being early 20s to mid 20s has really thrown me off like what do you mean I'm not 22...? Like I don't even want to be 22 but it just doesn't feel like that much time has gone by since then like what did I do with my youth...

I think I'm going to buy my first fake designer by purchasing a pair of fake Miu Miu glasses

Life is like objectively so bad right now like I moved back in with my dad, I don't have a job in my field, I'm working at my old restaurant job, I have a 6 hour time difference with my boyfriend, no friends left in my hometown, no social life, gained like 15 lbs this year. I know it's not bad to gain weight and I'm still happy with how I am but that's not normal for me. Also but like I actually feel ok and I'm happy with my life but I know I need to make some major changes but can't start

I think I need to start worrying about how I have no actual friends that I live my life with and how I'm going to have to figure out how to make friends that aren't a romantic partner

I will truly be lost when I lose my dad