Summary: After catching your current boyfriend cheating on you. You do what you always do- run to your childhood best friend Jeon Jungkook to ask him about a way to confront your partner, What you donβt know is that Jungkook has been thinking about something( someone)Β a bit more than usual and this couldnβt have been better news for him, for both of you. MINORS DNI
Pairing:best friend to lovers, Jungkook X female reader
Warnings:cursing, arguing, cheating (not JK), a little angst, fluff, some self-reflection, toxic partner, Oc, and Jk are very raw and honest with each other. SMUT Oral ( f. Receiving) Unprotected sex (pls donβt this, just donβt.)Β Fingering, praising, big d!ck JK, overstimulation, tummy bulging mentioned, he finishes inside, squirting, creamingβ¦tbh youβve been warned itβs pretty smutty but itβs super sweet.Β
βHey, honey I will be home late tonight after work, Donβt wait up!β
Seojun yelled from outside your bedroom, which means yet another morning waking up alone in bed. Itβs always like this. Seojun and you have been together for a year and a half but he feels more like a stranger than ever.Β
Time changes things. There were just way too many problems and it felt like all of them came from him. You know you played your part, but it never amounted to the same weight of issues he caused. He never tried to meet you halfway. You simply compromise, or you both argue until someone decides to take the couch. Again, it wasnβt always like this. He used to take you on dates, take photos of you, and invite you to his company dinners. He was really a good guy at first.Β
The two of you started dating towards the fall semester of your junior year in college. He was a year older, so he was always showing you around in your prior academic years before you started dating. Your mutual friend Namjoon, helped the two of you grow close. Interesting that now it feels like the most distant youβve been with anyone in your life, and that says a lot because youβre not the most extroverted person. Somehow, you let him in. You thought you had so much in common and it turns out you were wrong. Everyone around you could see how stressful and draining being with him was for you as time progressed, yet you always defended it.Β
So, as you readjusted the pillow and looked up at the ceiling, you thought about how living here was becoming one of the worst things youβve ever decided to do. The ugly truth? it was second to being in this relationship. This is not for the weak, especially when the person you love, isnβt the person you lay next to every night, and thatβs if heβs even home. Itβs not that Seojun is a bad person, he just isnβt him.
Your childhood best friend, Jeon Jungkook. Bless him and those sparkly eyes. He has always been a sweet soul. Simply put, He was your everything. If you had it your way -and didnβt feel like it would jeopardize your relationship as friends- you wouldβve acted on it a long time ago. Itβs not that you didnβt love Seojun; quite the contrary you loved him, but you werenβt in love with him anymore. You started thinking about the first time you knew youβd rather be with Jungkook. Yes, you always liked him but this was different. Last yearβs beach trip with your friends, Seojun made the BIGGEST FUCKING SCENE. It was all over you having a drink-no you werenβt drunk - Yes, heβs controlling. He ended up leaving early because Jungkook stepped in. It was nice to have someone defend you like that, he always has. Thatβs when you realized you were falling out of love with Seojun, and that your heart still longed for Jungkook. You tried everything in your power to spice up your relationship but it just kept declining and now..here you are.
As you got up to brush your teeth and wash your face, you felt a little bitter. You lived with Jungkook up until you moved in with your boyfriend, You used to love walking into the kitchen, breakfast being cooked, and Bam waiting for you. You even liked the mornings when it was you who had to do the cooking, just to see that smile of his.
You walked into your kitchen with no Bam or Jungkook in sight- but you knew what you gave up when you moved here. You just didnβt know how much you would miss it.
As you take a look into the fridge you notice he apparently forgot it was his turn to go grocery shopping. Go figure. you decide cereal for breakfast it is. You scoffed grabbing the cereal first. You canβt believe Seojun is a milk-first person, like Seriously? What do you even have in common with him at this point?Β
Your phoneβs ringtone ripped you out of the βSeojun and I: pros and consβ battle you have found yourself doing in the morning. You flipped your phone over to see who it was and happily answered the incoming phone call.Β
βJiminie, why are you always this excited in the morning?β
β Iβm not, you and I both know this. I happen to like my bestie though. Go shopping with me and Hobi!βΒ Your older brother, and best friend in one person... Heβs being annoying but itβs honestly Jimin, there was no harm done here. Your older brother always cared for you too, which is why youβre so close to him. He is and has always been one of your comfort places, along with Jungkook.
βI donβt have anything else better to do, What time?β
Β Jimin pursed his lips as he contemplated what time he should pick you up. βThe next hour, so be ready!β
βOkay. Is Jungkook coming?β You said trying not to sound too defeated.Β
βNo, he thinks you hate him because you havenβt texted him back these last two weeks. Iβve talked to your best friend more than you. I know Kook is a family friend, but speaking to him this much about you in particular is killing me.β Now this one- again, no harm done here. A little bitter feeling from your side, but only because you knew he was right.Β
Damn, that might be a new record for you. Youβve only ignored Jungkook four days straight before- and at that time you were in the eighth grade. He still apologizes to this day for breaking your snow globe. Even buys you one for Christmas every year now because he felt so bad. Have you really not said anything to him in two weeks?
βSeojun could never be better than JK, you would not have to chooseβ Jimin had once said.Β Again, he was right.Β
You eventually freed yourself from your thoughts.Β
βJimin, you and I both know, I do not hate him.β You said to your brother.Β
βThen text him back.β And with that, he hung up.Β
You decided to get dressed in a basic crop tee, some baggy jeans, and your favorite pair of sneakers. You made sure to put your hair into a half up, half down with your claw clip. Grabbed your purse and then pulled it across your body. Checking for touch-ups and spraying your favorite perfume- the one Jungkook bought you seven of because itβs just βsoooo hardβ for you to find. Another pinging sound ripped you from your thoughts. The doorbell chime going off nonstop. why are Jimin and Hobi so extra?!
βHi. I heard the doorbell the first timeβ You said as you pulled the door open to be greeted by two bright smiles.Β
βThese are for you,β Jimin said, as he handed you flowers.
βTiger lilies, Really?β The confusion on your face lasted for all of three seconds. You could guess what they were for. Still, you asked. βYou know itβs not my birth flower, What are these for?β
βDuh. Jungkook made us bring them, he said βPlease stop ignoring meβ or some shit like that.β Hobi stated. Jimin nodded his head to agree.Β
As your finger traced a petal you spoke βHe is Mr. Please love me.Β FittingβΒ
Looking at the flowers reminded you of something his mom used to say to you βNever underestimate Jungkookβs ability to make you feel special, Never underestimate his ability to make sure you think about him either. Thatβs the type of person my son is.βΒ You miss her too. You Should ask when you can grab lunch soon. Once you stop ignoring her son, the person who you love more than anyone else. Yannoβ¦your best friend.Β
Β βIβm gonna go put these in some water and we can go.β You said as you tried to calm down your heartbeat.Β
How can he make you blush and he isnβt even here? Why canβt Seojun make you feel like this anymore?
You walked back out to your brother and hobi. Trying to
act as normal as possible. Youβre really missing him right now. You know you do and apparently so does everyone around you.Β
βYouβre incredibly down bad for each other. Losers.β Hobi just had to be the first to say something about it.Β
βArenβt they hyung? Itβs so cute.β -and apparently Jimin just had to follow up.
βOoh that one, Jungkook would like that one! Wouldnβt he Chim Chim?β You asked. Your eyes bright as ever, as you looked at the light projector.Β
β____ he already has how many of these?β His eyebrow raised at you.Β
βBut does he have this one?! I donβt think so. Hobi you agree right?β
βYou know what happened last time we brought Jungkook on a shopping trip? He wouldnβt stop running his mouth about you either. Which is why,Β you have to stop before we no longer invite you.β Hobi said as he teased you.Β
βWhatever,Β you guys are being haters. Iβm gonna buy it!β You said flashing a smile, as you made your way to the purchasing counter.Β
Once you were all checked out and got it gift-wrapped for him you smiled proudly to yourself. βIβm the greatest friend ever.β You said rejoining them
βYou are butβ¦youβre also a simp, just a cute one.β Your older brother grinned, patting your head.
βAnyway, we should go to the food court! I want some sprite.β Hobi said and you agreed- mostly because that bowl of cereal just didnβt do it for you this morning. Β
As you sat with them at the food table, you noticed them both staring at you.Β
βCan I help you?β You asked raising your eyebrowsΒ
βHowβs your relationship?β Hobi asks you out of nowhere.Β
-and thatβs the question you always hate... Not because itβs going well but because your response is always a lie when you sayΒ
Jimin rolled his eyes and scoffed. βYouβre lying and we knowβ¦ because we know you. Whatβs going on? And yes I know something is up.β
βWell, itβs just that, when it started I thought it was great but nowβ¦β
βNow?β Hobi said as he leaned in more to pay attention as much as he could.Β
βNow I feel like Iβm just sleeping with a shell. We donβt hate each other or anything. We just donβt go on dates or cuddle and itβs because heβs busy.Β I donβt want to be a brat about it. Soβ¦ Iβm just trying to be supportive.β As you stare at the people listening to you, you know you have to make it sound as good as possible. βBut SeoJun will be back to normal Iβm sure of I-β
βNo. No. Noβ¦What do you mean you donβt go on dates? Isnβt he off every weekend?Β just like you.β Jimin did not look happy as the words poured from his mouth. You get it. Youβre Jiminβs younger sister so for him, this is personal.Β
βExactly, Who doesnβt take a hot girl like you on a date whenever they can?β Hobi asked as he chomped down on his fries in front of him. Jimin would have said something to his friend, but heβs been dealing with having a baby sister everyone likes forever. Plus, itβs Hobi. Heβs what Jungkook is to you, to Jimin- minus the whole βmadly in love with each otherβ thing. Really good childhood friends.Β
βGuys, he is just really busy. Thatβs why.β You donβt even know why youβre defending him but again, itβs routine at this point.Β
βBusy doing what?β Hobi questioned.Β
βI donβt know. Work or something. He just says donβt wait up. And I donβt. No hard feelings, yanno?β As you went to reach for your drink. You noticed Jimin had already pulled it away from you.Β
βWhenβs the last time you slept on a couch ?β Jimin asked angrily. Jimin just like Jungkook, sometimes didnβt hold back. Today was one of those days.Β
βJimin!β You raised your voice slightly and snatched your drink back.Β
βThe fucking couch??!β Hobi just gave you that look he always gives Jungkook when he is being ..well when Jungkook is being himself, but you know when you get that look-Heβs shaming you.Β
βHobi,Β itβs not me who usually takes the couch, I donβt take it all the time. I took the couch like 4 times.β You couldnβt even make eye contact with them. Itβs probably been double but youβre the type to remove yourself if he wonβt. You hate yelling. It isnβt effective communication, but neither is the couch so youβre not sure why you just scaled it down like that. You just donβt want to worry your brother and Hobi.Β
βShouldnβt be dating a dumbass who would have you there instead of himself.β Jimin just wouldnβt let up.Β You knew it came from a good place, so you redirected the conversation.Β
βGuys, letβs just continue shopping okay..β you asked but somewhat told them so that they backed off. Seems they both got the hint.Β
βThanks again for inviting me guys. I needed some outside time, oh and Iβll drive next time!β You say as Hobi gives you a thumbs up.Β
βIβm walking you to the door, Come on.β Jimin must want to talk. You loathe when he does this. A Jimin lecture for you is worse than him yelling at you because this means heβs absolutely right about something and he knows that you know it too.Β
Once you have arrived at your door, you feel Jimin staring into the back of your skull. In his defense-Youβre a big part of his heart. A sister and a best friend. One who always cares about people, and expects nothing in return. Youβre pure that way.Β So watching you be okay with this just isnβt, and hasnβt been sitting well with him. Heβs tried not to get involved because he understands his baby sister, isnβt a baby. But this is getting out of hand.Β
βListen, I didnβt mean to out your business ____ but you have got to stop letting him treat you like this. Even if some people donβt know. I do, Hobi knows, hell even Yoongi asks if youβre still together and why. You know he doesnβt like to pry. That should say something on it owns. You know who else knows? that person you keep dodging. Maybe texting him would do you some good. You know Jungkook has wanted nothing more than you happy his whole life. β Jimin said, his face extremely serious. Why is he acting like you donβt know this already?
βJimin, SeoJun is trying. I promise.β You exhaled and put your hand on his shoulder. Youre not doing good with your attempt at reassuring him. You can tell.Β
βNo, he isnβt.Β If he was explain to me why today- a Saturday- he couldnβt spend time with you. Does he usually work Saturdays? Because this seems new to me. You know Namjoon works at the same office as him? No one is there today but magically he is. I know you may not want to be with Jungkook anymore or gave up on your crush. We know it sucks, and life takes us in different directions - but at least find someone who treats you closely to how he does. You deserve it. I love you.β He said as he planted a kiss on your forehead.Β
You nod and hug him and as he makes his way back down the stairs he makes sure he yells βText him!β
βLove you too chim.β You sighed as you unlocked your apartment door.Β
Maybe you should go check on Seojun, he could be under a lot of stress and youβre sure with the way you two have been bickering itβs not helping. Maybe you play a bigger role in this than you think you do.Β
You decided on bringing him some food, checking the time to see that it was 2:45. If you start now you could have his food to him by 4:00, which is still a good time.Β
As you pack the Tupperware with all the food youβve made, you end up taking time to check social media before heading out.Β
Jungkook posted a picture of his video game screen. That was it. You check in every time you get a chance. Just to see that he is well. Maybe Jimin and Hobi are right, Just text him, he didnβt even do anything wrong. Your boyfriend is just insecure about you and Jungkookβs friendship, but surely he didnβt deserve to be ghosted. Especially when you would rather be with him anyway. You would have told your brother and friend this earlier while out, but you just couldnβt.Β
You grabbed your keys and headed to your car. The drive to his workplace felt unfamiliar. Has it really been that long? The question Jimin asked earlier still burning in your mind. When would he make time for you? Why is he working on a Saturday? You had way too many thoughts about him at this moment- all of them unsettling.Β
Finally, you arrived at your destination -SeoJunβs office. you canβt help but smile seeing more than one car. Maybe Jimin was wrong. He could really just need to catch up on work.Β
You approached the door, entered your boyfriendβs entry code, and walked towards the elevator. with each ting of the elevator, you felt a bit more excitement. Seojun hopefully would be happy to see you too. That would motivate you to try to do this more often, you thought to yourself. That would motivate you to put more into falling in love with him again.Β
The elevator finally stops on his floor, and your feet lead you closer to his office space.Β From where youβre standing, The door looks cracked which is different for him. Heβs always been the type to need absolute silence and space, but then again thereβs just one other person here.Β
Wait a minuteβ¦ Is that moaning?Β
He does say he works with interesing people, but porn at work is just absurd. Thereβs no way anyone could be that bold. Insanityβ¦Β
exhaling deeply, calming yourself, and continuing walking. Just to see your worst fear once you approached the door.
βRight thereβ¦ seojun!β
Is that his assistant ??Β
The same one he allegedly fired MONTHS AGO. The same one who you told him was mean and wouldnβt allow you entry before saying βSeojun wouldnβt be with anyone like you.βΒ The reason you had even been given the entry code incase she gave you attitude Β It all made sense. The late nights at work were simply not late nights at work. They were late-nights spent cheating. All the times you waited up, because you were trying to save your relationship. How the fuck could he do this to you? He even wore the blazer you purchased for him when he first got employed to work this morning. What about you? What were you doing wrong? Matterfact, Why the fuck are you blaming yourself?
You dropped the food in your hand as your tears began to well up. So much for Saturdayβs at work, So much for trying on your end. Scratch what you said earlier, Seojun is a bad person. You needed to get out of here and so you turned kicking the food as you did, hearing your partnerβs mistake speak once last time while you hurried and moved from his sight line.Β
βIs someone in the office Seojun?β Her voice irritating the life out of you.Β
βItβs probably just the janitor and itβll make him think twice before looking at my girl if he seeβs me fucking her. Wonβt it?β you could hear the chuckle underneath his voice.Β
HIS GIRL?!! Where is she when he doesnβt feel good and starts acting like a damn toddler? She doesnβt wake up early on Mondays to iron his clothes and prep his food like you do. Has she met his mother and had to deal with her bullshit? That woman is a drag. Staying with him is a drag. All the things youβve endured..for this. For nothing.Β
His girlβ¦thatβs the last thing you heard, and It fucking sucked that everyone was right about him.Β
As you stepped into the elevator your tears just wouldnβt stop flowing down. Maybe itβs because you know youβve been playing happy for no reason.Β To be betrayed. He didnβt have one bit of decency about it either. He could have broken up with you by nowβ¦how could he continue to watch you try and make you feel like you werenβt good enough just to do this to you?
You made your way back to your car, unlocked it, and put your phone on hands-free to dial Jungkookβs number. Except he didnβt answer. You have done it this time. Ignoring the one person who cares about you for what? Seojun?
You finally reached your house and put your keys on the kitchen counter.Β You walked further inside to wash your tear-stained cheeks, and thatβs when you heard a specific ringtone come through.Β
My #1 π₯³π©Ά : Did you really call? Did you like the flowers? Do you still hate me? For whatever reason you hate me? Without explaining? Were you calling to curse me out and finally tell me why? because Iβm not ready for that. Youβre kind of scary when youβre angry. I love you tho. I miss you. Im sorry for whatever i did
You hadnβt replied in over two weeks, you deserved however many questions he asked at this point
You couldnβt help but smile as you felt tears welling up, yet again. He is your superhero, you know you shouldnβt have ignored him.Β
Then your phone began to ring. βNo, I donβt hate you. No you didnβt do anything !β You yelled as fast as you could. Jungkook needed to know he wasnβt the problem. You made sure you told people when things werenβt their fault. Unlike someone you know you donβt mind letting people know things arenβt their fault .Β
βGood, thatβs literally the one thing in life that would destroy me!β Jungkookβs smile and calmness can be felt through a phone. Thatβs also something you love so much about him.
βWhat? Someone hating you?β
βNo- you hating me. I couldnβt live with myself like that.β
βIβll never hate you, and I never hated you. Can I come over? I know I owe you an apologyβ
βOf course, you used to live here. You used to pop up randomly too. You donβt have to ask.β His sweet soothing voice spoke through the phone.Β
βI never know if you could have company or anything and I-β
βIβd make them leave even if I didβ¦β He said cutting you off. βYouβre more important to me.β
There goes your heart doing somersaults.
βIβm sorry kookie, I shouldnβt have just ignored you for two weeks.β
βYou drove me insane, Iβll admit it but Iβm just really fucking happy to hear your voice. Bring a bathing suit. Letβs have food, watch some bad documentaries, and swim in the hot tub. Like we used to.β
Another thing about Jungkook thatβs so special. That sheer excitement to be bored with you as opposed to being bored alone.Β
βCan I stay the night?β You ask, not knowing you have just made Jungkookβs heart flutter 10X the speed it does on a normal day
βYes of course ___ ! Bam is gonna be so excited! We will see you when you get here, yeah?β
βYeah.β You say back and then you hear the line disconnect.
Once youβre done packing your stuff, you make sure to grab the gift you bought him earlier and head to Jungkookβs for the night. You contemplate texting Seojun but decide not to. He just shouldnβt be in the way. He shouldnβt be in your way any longer.
The drive felt like forever as you tried to keep your composure but every red light felt like more time to think about what you saw, and with that comes realizing although the cheating hurts and feels like hell- nothing feels worse than the fact for the last two weeks, 14 whole days you put Jungkook on the back burner. All because Seojun asked you to.Β You listened to everything he said without considering yourself- just to walk in on him fucking someone else. You also start thinking about how you fell in love with the idea of him. You have been denying your happiness for someone who was pretending to be the hardest worker of the year. Probably presented himself as single to his coworkers besides Namjoon, who would have told your brother. Sneaking behind your back for that relationship with his little personal assistant Emma the whole fucking time. -Personal assistant my foot!Β
You finally reach Jungkookβs place and walk to the door of the penthouse, entering the passcode- itβs still your birthday for the code. Jungkook always said he chooses things he likes as passcodes, no matter how silly you told him it was.Β
The door opens and you hear barking, meaning you need to get a treat for someone else youβve been neglecting. Bam immediately found you as soon as you reached for one but instead of trying to get to the treat he just whined at your feet.Β Youβve been a bad friend to him too.Β
βHey hey, Iβm sorry boy! I didnβt think about how this would be for you. How is my favorite dog!?β You said squatting down to pet his head and behind his ears.Β
βGeez and here I thought you came over for meβ¦What the hell are your eyes so red for?β Jungkook said tilting his head.
You swallowed and shook your head no. So, he held out his arms. βCome here princess, what happened?β He asked once more.Β
βHeβs a fucking cheater, and the worst part is- I didnβt confront him.β You said as you let Jungkook wrap his arms around you. Youβve missed his warmth not just physically but his aura. Heβs your sunlight in a sense.Β
βFuck, thatβs rough. Iβm sorry. Iβll do my best to cheer you up today. Today youβre the only person who matters, not him, not whoever he was cheating with. You want to talk about it?β
You nodded your head yes βLet me change first, You said we were getting in the hot tub?β
He nodded once more and kissed your forehead. Why does it always feel so good when he does that?
Once youβve finished changing, You pet Bam one more time and make your way outside.Β Jungkook is shirtless in front of the grill cooking what smells like the most delicious meat ever. You realize youβve missed coming here after a long day of work and watching movies with him. Youβve missed someone even taking the time out of their day to do something for you. Β
βSteak, Ramyun, veggies, and Highballs!β He says grinning at you.Β
βYou are the cutest person alive.β You mumble.Β Not knowing Jungkook heard that too and he hurriedly turned around so you didnβt see him blush.Β
He closes the top of the grill as the meat cooks climbs onto the bench surrounding the hot tub, and looks directly into your eyes.Β
βYou wanted to talk, and Therapist JK is here to listen!β He says
As you start to recap the events of your day with Jungkook, He feels absolutely horrible. How could he have not been there to protect you? What person cheats on you anyway? Seojun is a fucking dumbass.Β
β..And the worst part is too, I tried even when I Knew I was falling out of love with him because I just couldnβt see myself giving up on him. Iβm such a dummy.β
βYouβre not dumb for trying to see the good in someone, maybe the act of looking for something that doesnβt exist in him was dumb- seeing it in him of all people. You know I never liked him - but youβre not dumb.β He says and takes a sip of his drink and you do the same.
βWhy are you being such a good friend to me?β You ask.Β
βBecause I always want to be good to you. Even if you ignore me,β then gets up to check on the meat he prepared.
You and Jungkook have been outside for hours just talking and watching the sun go down til he decided you should actually get in the hot tub.Β
βThe water feels so nice. Relaxing. Why would I ever have moved away when you got this damn hot tub?β You ask and look at him through your half-lidded eyes. The highballs slightly affecting you
βThe hot tub should be the last reason you want to stay here..β
Jungkook pulled you by your arm closer to him and you wrapped your arms around his neck due to the speed in which he did. This wasnβt unusual just because Jungkook has always been touchy with you, but thereβs so much tension.Β
βOh yeah, Bam should be reason number one. Youβre right.β You giggle and Jungkook just smiles. He loves the sound of your laugh. He always knew how to get one out of you too. That made him feel really good about himself, Every time he hears it, he swears he wants to reach into his chest and hand you his heart, that still wouldnβt stop it from beating for you.Β
βSay Iβm reason number one.β He says looking at you and you shake your head no and try to move away but he repeats himself. This time slower.Β
β_____β¦Say, Iβm reason number one.β He is piercing through your soul with that gaze of his. So you do what he asks and tell him the truth.Β
βYouβre number one.β Which causes his frown to turn into the prettiest smile youβve ever seen. The little bit of light that has decided to shine hits his lip piercing. Who made him so pretty? Why the hell are you staring so hard at him? You know why but usually you would be able to look away, and right now it feels like you canβt. He isnβt holding onto you anymore but you feel stuck. Heβs soβ¦cute.Β
βLetβs drink some more!β You say and he nods.Β
βA little more but not too much more, The last time we got drunk bam probably wished he was human to tell us to stop laughing so loud.β He smiles at you, a slight little nose scrunch. God, you really wish he would stop doing that.
βHey since youβre my number 1 reason, can you play some music for us?β You ask and he nods
βAs long as Iβm your number one, you can have whatever you like.β You canβt help but chuckle. Only if Jungkook knew what he was doing when he said stuff like this.Β
βYou look like youβre foaming at the mouth,β he says to you as he sits across from you on the outside furniture. Youβre now wearing his t-shirt over your bathing suit since the air is a little chillier. Jungkook cuts up extra meat since heβs taken notice of how hungry you look.
βHobi ate most of the fries earlier.β You say
You should see yourself, a little tipsy, in his tee, face a little puffy and reddened because youβve been drinking.Β
Jungkook thinks youβre cute.
βEat as much as you want, I was just playing anyway.β He pushess a plate to you.Β
You smile and continue to make small talk until you ask him a question he didnβt see coming.
βKook? How do I confront him ?β
Jungkook isnβt a violent guy, he swears! He tries his best not to resort to physical violence, but when you ask him this and he thinks about how red your eyes were when you walked inβ¦the love of his life crying her eyes out, he simply statesβ¦
βYou let me beat the fuck out of him.β As stone cold as can be.Β
You giggle βThat is so mean! Seriously Kookie, help me?β
He raises an eyebrow βIβm not fucking joking.β His tone is more stern and serious than before, making you stop the slurping of your food and look at him.
βKook..Iβm not worth you fighting someone.β You try and argue.Β
βYouβre right, youβre worth more than that. Which Is why you should let me beat the fuck out of him.β You donβt know why but itβs kinda hot watching Jungkook feel the need to protect you like this. Always has been.Β
For some reason, your mouth closes and you have nothing else to say. you try and think of a way to break the silence but nothing comes out.
βCan I ask you something thatβs been weighing on me?β He asks looking at you from his side of the table.
βSure. Anything. β you say and reach for the highball.. but yet again today, someone has snatched your drink before you can even bring it to your mouth.seriously? Whats with everyone today?
Β βDidnβt you think that bam and I missed you? I know Iβve seen and heard from you, but you used to live here, why donβt you visit as much? And why did you ghost me for two weeks? You drove me insane. I know I said I was over it but it justβ¦it just didnβt feel good.β
You swallow and it feels like the tension in the air has reached an all-time high.Β
βHe doesnβt like the idea of me being here for too long. I donβt know β¦he was complaining and I thought I was fixing it.βΒ You say looking down at your lap.Β
Jungkook is trying to remain cool but that just struck a nerve. Heβs been here through everything. How could you do something like that? Instead, he asks another question.Β
βDo you miss living here____? You should move backβ Your eyes meet his and you chuckle.Β
βHe wouldnβt like that either, plus I havenβt even confronted -.β
βStop,β he says and you drop your utensils onto your plate and look at him. He looks seriousβ¦Jungkook is pissed. You know it. You know that face anywhere.Β
βDefending or redirecting when we all mention him. Itβs annoying as fuck actually. You caught him cheating on you today. Stop defending him and just β¦just answer my damn question.β
βJungkook please donβt..β
βDonβt what?β He questions you as he sits back folding his arms. Then he decides to continue. β If he is cheating on someone as beautiful as you, Heβs the biggest fucking idiot in the world. Iβd never do anything that dumb.β
Maybe he has had too many highballs.Β
βDuh Kookie! Youβre not an idiot.β You say as you try to play it off.
βStop playing dumb and Move back in.β He states and you can tell he wants you to butβ¦
βKook I canβt. That wouldnβt be something he would like. I told you already.β
βWhat do you like?βΒ Heβs really catching an attitude with you right now.Β You thought this night was going to be confrontation-free besides your apology, but you also know Jungkook hates being ignored. You did this to yourself.Β
He starts biting his inner cheek waiting for you to answer. So you decide to look up and question him instead.βDamn Jungkook, Why does this feel like an interview?βΒ
You know that wasnβt fair, but Jungkook wonβt let you escape. Heβs made it clear he is the one asking the questions and getting answers tonight.Β
βJust because he suggested it doesnβt mean you have to do everything he fucking says. I miss when you were okay with being yourself. Youβre prettier that way.β Jungkook sighed as he sipped the highball in his right hand. He still isnβt raising his voice either. He just wonβt budge.Β
βI am okay with being myself!β You retorted.
Why is he so ballsy tonight?
βNope. Latelyβ¦you arenβt. I havenβt seen you act on a single thing in that damn brain of yours in like 6 months. Especially if that dumbass of yours has a say.β
βJeon Jungkookβ¦youβre pushing it.β
βWhat? Mad someone is honest with you? I used to be able to do that.β He inched closer into your space and started to read your face. You knew he was right. So did he.
βHow the fuck would you know what Iβm thinking anyway?β
βIβve known you your whole life. Why the fuck wouldnβt I know? Youβve also been eye-fucking me this whole time, In case youβre wondering what else I know. If it makes you feel better I wanna fuck you too. Really. Fucking. Bad. β he said, taking another sip of his drink, raising his eyebrow and smirking.
βStop choosing someone else when we both can choose each other. β he continues.Β
βJungkook Iβm sorry but I donβt want to fight with you. Iβll just go. At least the fights at home, I know what Iβm expecting.β Your breathing hitched because of how bold he was being. You stand to get up but Jungkook rushes to block the door that leads back inside the condo.Β
βJungkookβ¦β you say as you search his eyes.Β
βIβll let you leave if thatβs what you really want, I am not, however letting you leave this late, this dark, into the arms of a fucking cheater when Iβve been right here this whole fucking time!β He snaps some more at you looking into your eyes.Β
βYouβre so..β You canβt even figure out where to begin. You know he is rightβ¦wait heβs been here the whole time. He is right.Β
βFuck this.β He says and leans his head back. You watch his Adamβs apple bob and then when he looks back down at you, his tongue poking his cheek.Β
βJungkook Iβm sorry.β You reach to grab his face but he just uses his right arm to pin your arm above your head still holding you against the door.
βNuh-uh. Tell me what you want.β He presses on and you damn near melt when he licks his lips and tilts his head while waiting on your response.
βYou..β You finally say. Your eyes are glossy as you search hiss and since he hasnβt said anything, even though itβs only been a few seconds since you revealed the truth, You continue.Β
βI will never want anyone as much as you and I shouldnβt have even left. Youβre right! Youβre right! Iβm so fucking sorry-β
Before you can even finish your apology, Jungkook lets your arm drop that he has been holding and places his hand on your neck bringing you closer to him and his lips envelope yours. So soft. So gentle but needy. Why do you feel like youβre on fire right now? As his tongue begs for entrance and you oblige, he pulls away just to say one thing to you.
βThank you for apologizing. Now, let me show you how much I love you. β Β
Jungkook never imagined your lips would be this soft.Β Heβs thought about it, but this was better than any analogy his brain has come up with. This is better than any kiss he has had his whole life, itβs the same for you.Β This is what itβs like when itβs the right person.Β
All your moans and hums into his mouth that he desperately swallows. Youβre perfect for each other. You feel it throughout his kisses.Β
So you do. Wrapping your legs around his waist as he leads you into his condo.Β
βSay youβre coming home, and say you want me.β He wonβt take no for an answer and youβve confessed so youβre not really in a position to lie to him.Β
βIβm coming home, and I want you kook. Really. Fucking. Bad.βΒ
He chuckles and kisses you some more. β You definitely didnβt deny the eye fucking.β He says and you pull away.
βTake me to your room , and actually do it.β You whisper against his ear.Β
Soon you feel Jungkook placing you on his bed. The way he looks at you makes your heart stop, but you like it as much as you like him.Β Youβre really in love with him.Β
Jungkook joins you. Climbing his way up to you. Watching your chest rise and fall,Β as you both stare into each otherβs eyes. He wouldnβt want anyone more than you. He never has. You open your mouth slightly and Jungkook tilts his head in concern.Β
βI want you.β Your voice, barely a whimper.Β
He smiles slightly before sayingΒ βTook you long enough, Iβd make you begβ¦but I want you too.β The way he has been so confident all night has been leaving you soaked. He resumes his assault on your lips, then makes his way down to your neck, finding your sweet spot.
βFuck, that feels so good.β You moan out and he slides his hands up the borrowed tee that you have on. He makes a mental note to give you whatever it is of his you want, the shirt, him, he likes the way they both look on you.Β
You sit up slightly to help him remove it. He looks at you one more time asking for permission. βTouch me.β You say and thatΒ drives him mad. The way you sound for him- so needy.Β
Jungkook is quick to start kissing your collarbone and undoing your bathing suit top at the same time.
Youβre not sure why you feel so nervous and vulnerable, but maybe itβs because his touch has you completely drenched and youβre trying not to make it obvious.Β
He grabs one of your breasts in his hand and brings his mouth to it, sucking and licking it over and over. His teeth lightly grazing every now and then just before he lets them go with a pop. You could cum from this alone, youβre sure especially when he looks up at you the way he is right now.Β
βBy the time Iβm done with you, you would have been convinced to stay anyway.β He says kissing your lower belly. You moan out and suddenly feel his fingers at your hips. He places kisses on each side as he begins to slide your bottoms down your legs, and sits on his knees to make sure they come off completely.Β
You can barely breathe at a normal rate. Everything he is doing is so effortlessly sexy. You feel a little shy just because itβs something youβve always dreamed of.Β itβs been a while since youβve been intimate with anyone. Your relationship eventually deprived you of that too, due to you both barely sleeping in the same room. You try to close your legs, but he is holding your ankle. He takes his time kissing his way from there up to your thigh.
βDonβt hide from me. I wonβt hurt you, Iβm here with you. Okay?β He says and you nod, smiling at him.Β
Jungkook is thorough in making sure not a space on your skin feels neglected, your moans and breathy exhales indicate that youβre enjoying this and getting worked up.Β
His fingers gently work up toward the area that craves him most and he parts your folds, then licks his lips, turning you on even more.Β
βFucking hell___, Your pussy is so pretty.β He moans and gently starts rubbing circular motions on your clit.Β
βKook, do something. Iβm so wet.β You speak honestly and he has to stop himself from fucking the life out of you right there. He removes his hand and brings the finger that was circling your clitΒ to your lips.Β
You wrap your lips around his fingers and make sure to look in his eye as he is now slightly hovering over you, between your legs.Β
Jungkookβs mouth has fallen into an O shape and you hear him moan for the first time besides your kisses. The way you suck his fingers, Heβll be sure to have your lips wrap around something else, not today though. He wants to make sure you feel what he means when he says βI love you.βΒ
He removes his finger and bites his lip then brings it back down to your clit and resumes his circular motions.Β
βKook please do something. Youβre teasing me.β
βEnjoying my view, thatβs all. Trust meβ¦Iβm going to fuck the shit out of you.β
He slides a finger in and you moan as he bends down to kiss you.Β
βCan you take another?β He asks in between kisses.
You nod and pull away from his lips as the other one is inserted. βI can take whatever you give me, whenever you give it to me.β
Youβre driving him insane. Voice so sweet but eyes gazing at him with lust.Β
βI want you to look at me the entire time.β He says as he removes his lips from yours and hears you moan out.
You donβt answer so he pushes his fingers deeply inside. βYes. Fuck!β You moan out and he chuckles as he crawls lower onto his stomach, lifting your legs on each of his shoulders. Still managing to pump into you.Β
. Jungkook removes his fingers, replacing them with his tongue to taste your juices, then flattens his tongue while his eyes roll back. He looks so pornographic and then he makes eye contact with you. His eyes are sexy and smoldering.Β
βJungkook! Oh my god!β You moan out. He loves the way his name sounds coming from you. He loves that heβs making you feel good. He loves everything about you.Β
He begins flicking his tongue up and down your clit, open mouth kissing you in between. He takes his time fucking his tongue into you, watching you grasp at the bed sheets as you try to keep your focus on him. The way your eyes roll back when he rubs his face in it as he eats you out looks so good to him. He feels drunk off of you. You briefly close your eyes as you moan, but thatβs when he inserts two fingers again and you both moan. Him because of how you taste and how you are doing so well for him. You, because of how full you feel, How amazing this feels for you. You know youβre close and Jungkook seems to know too. He curls his fingers and rubs you right in the spot thatβll have you coming undone, then he starts spelling his name with this tongue on your clit as your prop up on your elbows still looking at him, like he said. The pleasure becoming so much.Β
βSuch a good fucking girl.β He says and you feel your breath hitch.Β
βOh fuck! Jungkook Iβm gonna cum!β You moan out and your head falls back, causing Jungkook to pinch at your waist with his other hand, to get you to look at him.Β
And you do, making a mess all over his hands. Youβre so fucking pretty to him, that he doesnβt stop there. He keeps going enjoying the way look so fucked out. You sound sweet too. He wants to see you like this for him, only him, as long as he can. Heβll make sure itβs forever by the time heβs done.Β
Jungkook continues eating you out and watching your legs shake and quiver. Your mouth is slack and youβre saying things, but they all are pretty incoherent due to all the moaning youβre doing in between. This is exactly what youβve wanted, better than youβve imagined.Β
βKook.. Iβm gonna cum again. You have to stop. I want you to feel good too.β You say between your moans.Β
βIβm worried about you baby. You just need to let me worry about you.β He responds.
The pet name sending you over the edge as you feel a ton of pressure in your pit, you can feel your release coming.Β
βOh, my J-Jungkook!β You have to stop moaning his name like that. Heβs been trying his best not to split you open and take his time with you. He remains as patient as he can as he feels how close he has you again.Β He pumps the fingers he has in you just a little faster, as you squirt all over him. You canβt believe how turned on it makes him. His lips slightly openingΒ
βDamn, thats so fucking sexy.β He says as he makes sure to pull his fingers out and slide his fingers into his mouth.Β
βYou taste. So. Fucking. Good. β he says as he moans while cleaning your juices off his hand. Looking at you before his brows furrow and his eye roll again. He knows exactly what heβs doing.Β
βKookie. Lay down. Itβs my turn.β You try but He shakes his head no as he props himself on his knees.
βHelp me with my shorts, then lay your ass back down. Iβm not in the mood for you to be defiant about it either. I keep telling you itβs about you.β
Oh. Heβs that type in bed. Youβve hit the jackpot.Β
You follow the instructions given to you and help undo the strings on his shorts, then you lay back down. What you donβt expect is for him to be that big. You easily could tell he was a nice size but not this big.
βHoly fuck.β You say and he chuckles. he strokes himself in his hand. He was easily the biggest youβve seen. Both in length and thickness. The tip of him, so red, swollen, and plump. His Head falls back just a little before he shoots his eyes back at yours.
βBut you can take it, right baby? You said you can take whatever I give you.β He says as spreads the pre cum around his head.Β
You nod your head, yes and he smirks.Β
βGood.β He spits on your pussy and then decides to reach toward his drawer but you catch his hand.Β
βI trust you. I want to feel you. All of you.β You look up at him through your lashes as you say and he nods.Β
He kisses you and whispers against your lips. βIf itβs too much say something.β
You shake your head no. βNo, I told you I could take it all.β
He lines himself up with your entrance and slowly pushes in. You both moan at the contact.
βYouβre so fucking tight. Jesus baby.β He says as he bites his lip, inching further into you.Β
βJungkook, more. β You moan out and you both make eye contact. He kisses your forehead and then you lean up a little for a kiss. He obliges and slides further into you. Heβs finally in. You fit so snugly around him, youβre so wet and warm too.Β
Jungkook cups your face and looks into your eyes as he starts bottoming out of you. Missionary was a great choice he thinks to himself. Youβre so beautiful underneath him. You love the way he looks at you. He moves some hair out of your face and whispers.Β
βI choose you. I chose you so long ago,β As he pumps into you. Jungkook looks slightly down and can also see himself. Your tummy bulging as he pumps into you. You canβt believe it either. Heβs so thick and long. Reaching places youβve never been touched before.Β
βLook at how well this pussy is taking me.β He says eyes blown out and piercing between his teeth as he bites on his lip.Β
Youβre a moaning mess underneath him, but you look into his eyes and pull his face to yours for a kiss. He feels so good inside you. Your walls contract whenever he slides out slightly. He loves every part of you and you love every part of him.Β
βKook you make me feel so good.β You say moaning more into the kisses youβve both been stealing.Β
βGood, thatβs what I want, for you to feel good.β He continues pumping in and out but he leans up from the kiss and pushes your knees to your shoulders as he continues to pump into you.Β
βJust. Like. that.β You say as your arms reach for his bicep. He loves how well you take him. You love how deep and passionate each thrust is.Β
Jungkook watches as you cream all over him, he knows he wonβt last long with the way youβve been moaning his name. He needs to make you cum again first, itβs easily the sexiest thing heβs ever seen.Β
You motion him back down to you and he smirks. βCanβt stop kissing me?βΒ
You nod your head no. βI canβt. Your rightβ¦Oh fuck! Please donβt stop.β You moan the last part out.Β
βI wonβt, not until this pretty pussy cums for me again.β He makes sure you understand and kisses you, just like you want.Β
You start to feel that familiar buildup in your stomach and moan his name some more, youβve damn near been chanting it now.Β
βYouβre close.β He says and you nod.Β
βThen be a good girl, and make a mess on this dick. Itβs yours anyway.β The statement has you whimpering and Jungkook starts circling his thumb on your clit as he pumps in and out of you.Β
Thatβs when you break and he watches everything ooze out of you onto him. You have cum three times. Thatβs a record you think to yourself -and he still has to cum.
βYou think you can be a good girl one last time and cum with me ?β He asks.Β
Jungkook is going to be the death of you, but you nod yes. You just want to make him feel good too. Heβs been praising you and giving you ownership this whole time. Of course, you can be a good girl for him.Β
Jungkook starts going a little harder with each roll of his hips. Itβs still slow and sensual, just deeper-youβre not sure how heβs even managing to do that.Β
β Yes, oh my god.Β Jungkook.β
He chuckles. Youβre so cute. Taking him like heβs always wanted.Β
Your cum slicked walls are tight and clenching him perfectly. just about send him over the edge. He leans into your ear and whispers βReady?β You shake your head fast.Β
βYes baby, Iβm ready.β You say. Jungkook just heard you return the pet name heβs been calling you. Youβre in absolute heaven, creaming his dick, slightly running down his thighs.Β
βWho does this pussy belong to?β He asks and you moan out your answer.Β
βYou!! Kook pleaseβ¦ cum with me.β You moan out every single word.Β
Thatβs when you feel both your orgasms collide and kiss some more. Jungkook makes sure to watch you as he pumps more, you both ride out your highs.Β
Then he collapses beside you pulling you into his chest.
βThat was so good, thatβs the best sex Iβve ever had.βyou say and he smirks.Β
βYeah, it was. Let me get you cleaned up and get new sheets.β He says kissing your lips one more time
You spent the rest of the night asleep on his chest, but when you wake up Jungkook is missing-thatβs when you smell breakfast. Just like you remember. You go brush your teeth and wash your face seeing the gift you were supposed to hand to him in your bag. You make a mental note to give it to him this morning. once youβre finished, you then walk out to a shirtless Jungkook flipping pancakes and smiling at you.
βHI.β He says and you see Bam walking over to you.
βGood morning to you both!β You say patting Bam on the head and walking over to the person preparing breakfast.Β
βI got you a gift.β You say and he raises an eyebrow. You slide it across the counter and he immediately smiles when he unwraps it.Β
His smile says enough. He loves it. You know he does.
βYou have perfect timing, I think I broke the one Iβm currently using! Thank you, princess.β
βYouβre so welcome, Iβm really sorry about how I treated you. Plus this reminded me of you,β you reply and then you get up to stand with him.Β
He winks at you. Itβs nice to know he was on your mind. You promise to tell him every time he is now. Heβs a priority and you want him to know that.Β
βListen, we should talk so just listen to me.β He says as he watches you wrap your arms around him from behind, but he turns around facing you.Β
βI think Jimin, Joon, and Hobi can go get your stuff from your apartment but I want to tell you the truth. After last night, I canβt keep being your friend. I want you to know I meant every word about loving you and no- you donβt have to say it back but let me prove it to you ____ because you deserve more than your getting at h-β
You realize, Itβs now your turn to cut him off and you hurry and put your lips on his to kiss him.Β
βJeon Jungkook, I love you too. After last night, I donβt want to be your friend either.β
βSo...Can I be your boyfriend?β He asks you and you nod your head yes so fast earning a laugh, as he leans down to kiss you.Β
He smiles at you and wraps his mouth around yours. Your arms around his neck as he explores your mouth.
β Breakfast in bed?β You question and he immediately picks up on what you mean.Β
Jungkook pulls you closer, then whispers on your lips βAfter last night...
Author's Note: This definitely went in a different direction than planned, but I just want to say thank you so much for reading, all feedback is welcome! I may start a Drabble series for this couple, so stay tuned.
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