i like you

baby humming birds hatch from sugar peas! :D yes! yaaaay!!!

idk like closing statement, i know the world is evil because Black people come up to me to say that they appreciate that i treat them as equal and blind people say 'thank you, you made me so happy, i wish i could tip you more' because i announce my presence and deaf people become overjoyed when i can sign 3 words and that one of our regulars is someone i went to school with who was always discriminated against for having a giant facial birth mark and hes always happy to talk to me because i dont treat him differently and i always say hi and stop to talk and the fat people i talk to become so passionate when i side with them about the fact that theyve faced medical neglect due to their fatness, so i know the world is evil because i shouldnt stand out because of these things because im not even doing that much for them. i am doing the bare minimum for the people i know deserve so much from me and everyone else and yet to these people im a shining example that i dont deserve to be seen as, a world that lets someone as middling as i am be deemed a shining grace of a person deserves vitriol alone and dark towers erected as a permanent marring honor of its failures