instead i look at the sky and i feel nothing

hey! i really hate to do this, but i'm in a really dire situation. a few months ago, my dad passed away unexpectedly, and he was the sole income provider of the family. my mom is severely disabled, and she is also recovering from a recent hospitalization. i've been trying to find a job, but i'm struggling with major depression and other health issues, so it's been a slow progress. we are running extremely low on funds, and if i can't raise the money we need, we're going to be homeless in two weeks. my area is extremely impacted by homelessness right now, so we might not even be able to find a shelter with beds. we will lose all our belongings, and we will have to give up our dog too. i know that a lot of people are in need of help right now, but if you're able to donate, i would be so, so grateful. anything helps, and reblogs are extremely appreciated as well! by the way, i code rp themes and make gif packs and graphics. feel free to reach out if you'd like a little something in return for your donation! i'm also taking emergency commissions if anyone would like something more substantial. buy me a ko-fi (please dm me for paypal/cashapp/venmo!)

hi! thank you so much to anyone who's contributed so far! i hate to keep reblogging this, but the situation has gotten worse. our internet has been shut off, and tomorrow our water and electricity will be shut off too. what little food we have will spoil if we can't find a way to pay. if anyone can help, even if it's just by reblogging this post, i would appreciate it so much. thank you again!

hey! again, thank you so much to anyone's who contributed! i was able to work out utilities for now! now we're just trying to raise money to help us rent an apartment and get some basic furniture. (we have no furniture of our own anymore.) we have to be out of our current place by the 23rd, so anything helps, even if it's just a reblog! my mom is severely mentally ill and was recently hospitalized for catatonia, so i'm really trying to do what i can to keep a stable roof over her head. thank you! ❤️

hey everyone, thanks again to everyone who's helped out! ❤️ the situation has unfortunately gotten worse again — i had to take my mom to the er last night and it drained some of our funds. please reblog if you can! thank you so much!

hey everyone! i'm so sorry to keep reblogging this, but things have gotten really dire. we had to go to the er twice this weekend, and yesterday, someone damaged our parked car in a hit and run, and it's undriveable now. and we still have to find a new apartment by the 23rd. if you could please help, even if it's just be giving this a reblog, i would really appreciate it! thank you again. ❤️

fuck my stupid gay life i drove my chevy to the levee but the levee was DRY 😭😭😭