Pain, Will You Return It?
Hannah Schmitz/ Laura Mueller | 9,438 | Explicit
Laura had blocked Hannah after their last meeting in May, unable to take the constant swings in her emotion. Hannah spirals in Monza after a stupid error costs Red Bull much needed championship points. She had so much rage and resentment inside her, having unworked the foundations of their relationship over the past few months apart. She had every right to strike a killing blow against Hannah, but she couldn't. Unable to give the pain back to her, the disorienting and stressful flips in her emotions that Hannah used to keep stuck in her orbit. Below all of that was something softer, pity… or tenderness. The fragments that remained of the admiration Laura had carried over the years for her, unable to quite surrender the childish adoration she had carried through her early career, perhaps even now. Hannah looked at her, broken. Like Laura had betrayed her.
massive thanks to my beta reader @hamlettee
