This is one of my favourite Joanna Newsom songs. It just has this melancholy feel that is hard to describe, and the lyrics are just beautiful.
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This is one of my favourite Joanna Newsom songs. It just has this melancholy feel that is hard to describe, and the lyrics are just beautiful.

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yeah, i know i completely disappeared. sorry. =/ school is really kicking my butt, in all the best ways imaginable.
see, the thing is i'm not okay with just doing well. i need to do amazingly.
my older brother got into phi theta kappa (the national honor society for two year colleges) and i hope to get into it also because it's made a ton of opportunities for him. like, no joke, schools are offering him really good scholarships if he will only come to their university because having him as alumni would look really good for them. he got accepted into one of the top science universities in the nation. i really want those things to happen for me too.
.....so from now until i get into the swing of things with balancing school and free time i am on full hiatus.
ughhhh homework.
imma try to do replies tonight guys, but like i said homework. Also, i am sick. i ate some chicken-flavored, vegan, ramen-style soup though so i should be good for a while.
headcanon;ben
 Everyone sees Ben as being egotistical, but he just sees himself as being realistic. If he calls himself a celebrity or references his fame, it's because he's famous.Â
chara. meme (izzy)
Day 4: Favorites and habits: What are some of your character’s hobbies? his main hobby is definitely music, but he also likes playing video games, working on cars, and watching a couple TV shows. What do they do with their time? He splits his time between music, Other Hobbies, work, and his friends. Favorite color? he has 3: lime green, purple, and red. Favorite music artists? Nirvana comes in at the top, hands down, but he also likes Cat Stevens, Bob Dylan, Lorde, Kimya Dawson, Elizaveta, Eliza Rickman, Amanda Palmer and so many others.  Movies or TV shows? His favorite movie is definitely The Avengers, favorite TV show is Top Gear, followed by Doctor Who, Sherlock, and Adventure time. If you asked him though, he would lie and say Adventure Time or Bob's Burgers are his favorite.  Books or authors? The Little Prince  Actors? Tom Hiddleston, Dane Dehaan Political stance? liberal/democrat Are they active in politics or do they not care? he votes, but that's about it. What are some of their pet peeves? messy people. in general. izzy doesn't get how it's so difficult for some people to clean up after themselves and it drives him nuts. What sort of gifts do they like? honestly, if you give him anything he's super thrilled. he especially loves when people give him music/books/movies they think he'd like. What is their favorite time of day? late at night. Favorite weather? cool and drizzly Season? autumn Where do they like to spend their time? at home, usually. Favorite food? strawberry anything. Favorite drink? coffee Hot drinks, soft drinks, or alcohol? hot drinks Favorite animal? hedgehogs Do they have any pets? in one verse he has a dog, in one he has a hedgehog, and in most of them he dogsits for a friend so often that they may as well have joint custody over the pooch. Do they want any? yeah, he likes animals. What relaxes them? music Do they have any bad habits? smoking, self harm, tapping out rhythms and tunes.

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changes for izzy
so i'm about to change a couple of things about izzy, and  so yeah. if he's already said/done something to contradict this in a verse we have ignore the new headcanon. i'll find a way transition in our verses later.
-ahem-
Izzy's job is being changed to DJ at the local station 97.5 KJLQ. He runs a popular request show one evening a week, and just normal shows the other evenings. (though, he's always welcome to hearing requests)
In addition, this job gave him a self-confidence boost and he's getting better at talking to people more naturally because he has to talk on the phone to strangers constantly.Â
not really (but kind of) online.
basically i'm doing chores and checking this sporatically for the next few minutes. no replies tonight probs, 'cause i have to be up at 5:30 tomorrow so i can catch the bus. (IT ONLY COMES ONCE AND HOUR! FUCK THE BUS!!)Â
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i’m with spike, you hipster. (it’s okay, you’re a good hipster)
Be proud of the hipster in you. Own your inner hipster.
headcanon;oliver
Oliver's twitter name is @olivertwxsts.
chara. meme (izzy)
Day 3: Choose a different time period and describe what your character would have been like in that time period.
I have selected the early 60s. Izzy would live in New York and frequent all the places the cool people (re: Bob Dylan) did in the village. He would have participated in the queer scene actively but not openly. Basically, he would have been a hippie.

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chara. meme (izzy)
Day 2: How do they usually dress? Skinny jeans, and lots of black or hipster tops. Despite the gifs I use, Izzy almost always has a flannel shirt on over his regular clothes to help hide his scars. What do they wear to sleep? well, his favorite night time outfit is a Nirvana hoodie and a pair of purple and black flannel pants. Do they wear jewelry? His earrings, but that's about it. Is there anything about their appearance they wish they could change? Yeah, he hates how his hair is naturally curly and he thinks his brown eyes are boring. How would they look as the opposite sex? Um... Petite, pretty, like Dan Howell but a girl? He'd also have long pretty hair. What do they smell like? like a mix of white rain soap, shampoo and conditioner, Got2b heat protecting spray, and very faintly like mint and cigarettes. Why (do they wear the scent or does it occur naturally)? This definitely doesn't occur naturally, and he smells like this because he uses things that smell like that daily. Do they have an accurate mental picture of their appearance (how they see themselves versus how the world sees them)? Fairly accurate. He tends to think of his scars as being more noticeable though.
and with that reply spam, i am offline for a while (but hey, i only have 6 more paras to write up!!)
Hunter watched the boy’s reaction and quickly put his own hand out of reach, so naturally that it seemed like it was the most normal thing ever. He didn’t seem confused by his avoiding the handshake. Hunter did his best to make people feel comfortable around him, and as a psychology student, he didn’t find it hard to understand when someone wasn’t.Â
On the other hand, Alice had some kind of liking to people being uncomfortable around her. She liked watching people squirm, not knowing how to act around her, but she didn’t do much more than raise her eyebrows at the boy’s actions.
"Well, I do an amazing asparagus risotto. tofu tacos, linguine with spinach, ratatouille..I have a whole book of vegetarian recipes, so no problem." He winked playfully, getting up to start cooking. "So, I’ll leave you too to parenting, treat the doll well. And Alice…be nice."
Alice simply rolled her eyes, looking at Izzy and shrugging. “So daddy, how do we share time with this little monster here?”
Izzy tried to remember what he knew about the foods Hunter was listing off - he knew what tacos were, and he had a very slight idea about ratatouille from that pixar movie... But what the hell were risotto and linguine. They sort of sounded Italian, but he wasn't completely sure. He decided it would be better not to comment on the dishes - he didn't want to sound ignorant.
Izzy approached the sofa and sat on the very edge of it warily. "I have no fucking idea." he said, frowning. "I guess we just take it every other day?" He looked down at the doll and frowned slightly. The teacher had told them the thing had sensors, but she hadn't really shared much about them. Basically, she's said, if the doll was mistreated she would know. Usually Izzy wouldn't care about some stupid high school project but he couldn't afford to fail. Hopefully Alice would take the assignment seriously too. "Maybe we should google how to take care of a kid or something so we don't fail." Izzy suggested quietly.
a party song (walk of shame)
Helena dressed pretty modestly after her shift, seeing as she had been working at the club that night, and after that, she never felt like wearing clothes that exposed her body too much. Other than her shorts, that showed off a good portion of her legs, she was pretty much covered up. She wore a Keaton Henson shirt that practically hung off her body, tucked into her shorts, underneath a long army jacket. She wrapped her arms around herself as she waited, her bag slung over her shoulder as she looked up and down the block. She had walked a couple blocks away from the club to the restaurant where she worked during the day-Helena didn’t want to tell Ben that she worked as a stripper just yet-and watched the street in front of her, waiting for a motorcycle to drive up.
Ben Had bought the motorcycle on a whim. One of his little sisters had told him that every good rockstar needed one, and so he'd bought it. It was probably the best desicion he'd ever made. Something about riding a motorcycle made him feel more free then a car ever could. He turned the onto the street where the restaurant was, and pulled up in front of Helena. She looked incredible, as per normal, in her shorts and artsy shirt.
"Hey," he said, climbing off his bike. He grabbed his spare helmet and handed it to her. "Sorry I got you in trouble by texting." He said, smirking. "Actually, I'm not even sorry a little. Your boss should know you have a fake celebrity boyfriend who doesn't like waiting or being bored."Â
on the road || max & ben
"I’m a writer, man. I stay out until six a.m. drinking scotch-this is practically yesterday." Max laughed, taking another sip from the orange juice. "You seem a little manic," he said offhandedly, raising an eyebrow to himself. Ben was definitely angry about something. Whether or not it was actually directed towards Max made no difference-Max had learned to just roll with the punches when people got mad at him. Seeing as he had quite the affinity for pissing people off, he just had to deal with angry people sometimes, and he had learned that he should just ride it out whenever someone seemed to be in a bad mood.
They did. That comment had confirmed Max’s suspicions, but instead of calling Ben out on it, he simply nodded. “All right.” He yawned a little, scratching the back of his head as the sounds and sights around him started to become more clear in his brain rather than being so fuzzy from the sleep. He blinked his bleary eyes once more, Ben’s face coming into focus (or, at least, as much focus as it could be when Max had left his glasses in the bathroom and didn’t put in his contacts). He waited for the coffee to drip down in the silence before Ben spoke again.
Max ran his finger around the rim of the orange juice carton, collecting orange droplets on his finger before putting that finger absentmindedly in his mouth, licking off the little bit of orange juice. At Ben’s next words, his eyes widened, and he looked up, unsure of if he had heard Ben correctly. “What?” he asked, his finger still in his mouth. “What did you say?”
Ben rolled his eyes dramatically, "I didn't think you would be such a stereotype, god. This is the 21st century, nobody does that shit anymore." He said, his frustration getting the better of him. It was people like Max who kept stereotype like that alive, and that was seriously the most annoying thing ever. Just because you had an artistic/bohemian/whatever style career didn't mean you had to act like what the movies portrayed. Case in point, he was a world famous rock star but he didn't snort cocaine off of strippers every night. Hell, he had never snorted anything off of anyone. "i’m not manic - I’m just awake." He knew that was a lie though - he was acting pretty manic. Whatever, it didn't matter. He would calm down eventually.
"You, me, roadtrip." Ben repeated in a mockingly slow voice. "As in, we're leaving now get anything you need." He figured it couldn't take that long - a couple outfits, and his laptop were all he would possibly need. Maybe a notebook or something. Either way, Ben was pretty sure Max could be ready in less than a half and hour if he wanted to be and they could hit the road.

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"Mama, I know a baby grows inside of you and that they come out of your belly button, but how do they get there?" //this just came to mind, and i had to send it for the meme. not sorry at all.
"Uh…" Callie pauses as she tries to come up with an answer. "Can that be something I tell you when you’re older, or do you have to know right now?"
Callie laughed. “Maybe someday, Sweetie. I’d love to give you a baby brother, but first I need to find a guy who would stay and help raise him. And you.”  Callie said wrapping her arms around her daughter and kissing her head. “And we know how much of a handful you are.” She said with a teasing tone.
"My brother and I won't need a daddy - you could be our mommy and our daddy!" Hazel Melody said matter-of-factly. She nodded seriously when her mommy called her a handful. "Yes, I know. I have to be since I'm a pirate." she explained.
over my head {beck and izzy}
"Mm. Thanks." Beck walked around to the bathroom, taking a moment to pee and wash his hands, but then running his fingers over the counter top, looking around. It was exactly how he would think it would be-plain and simple, no magazine nonsense or frilly things. Izzy didn’t seem to be the type to do a lot of decorating in useless places, and so, Beck opened the medicine cupboard. "Hey, do you have any Advil?" he called out, sorting through some prescription bottles. It was when he nearly dropped one, catching it just before it hit the counter that he realized what it was. Beck’s eyes widened, and he dropped the bottle, rushing out of the bathroom.
His hands shook as he fumbled with his backpack in the living room. “I…I…I have to go,” Beck said, stumbling over his words as he tried to squeeze them out too quickly, his voice devoid of emotion. “I have to go. Now.”
Izzy tried to remember if he had any pain medicine - he didn't usually buy advil because he had been told it could interfere with his meds. Speaking of that, he hoped Beck hadn't taken it upon himself to find it. Knowing what little he did about Marlena, Izzy figured it would be better not to mention his own mental health issues.
Beck rushed out of the bathroom looking frantic. Fuck. He had been looking for it himself. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Izzy's heart ached when he heard how emotionless Beck's voice had become. "Please don't leave." he said as calmly as he could muster, "Beck, please don't freak out and leave... Please?"Â