~Hiatus~

Hello, so it seems that my queue has ran out for this blog but I am not going to add any more posts into my queue.

I am still going to be on hiatus for a very long while. I don’t know when this hiatus will end or when I will come back to roleplay. There are just so many things to take care of and be worried about. There are still many issues to take care of after my father’s death and funeral (legal issues, documents, etc) and also financial issues. Since my father suddenly died, I am now the main person in the house meaning I have to take care of everything and the future is very bleak financially right now. I love roleplaying and don’t want to give it up. So I could be back maybe in a few months, a year or even a few years, I don’t know. When I do come back, I will let everyone know if anyone who is still active or still following my blog… I know I still have many rp threads I have not replied to and I am sorry for that. If you want to drop our threads or unfollow me, I completely understand. Even when I come back, I might not be very active or just very sporadic.

I will also try to be active on my personal blog (I am not sure, maybe). If you wish to follow me, my personal blog is danceofthebloodypetals.

I will sort of still be lurking on tumblr in general mostly because tumblr give me some sort of comfort so you can tumblr message me if you wish. I recommend that you discord me instead. I know a few of you don’t have discord and only communicate by tumblr messaging so I understand. If you don’t have my discord and want to discord me, just let me know and we can add each other.

Hi, I am making some important updates.

I have decided to move to a new blog again… I know I already recently moved but this is to move away from everything that has happened. Plus due to things, nothing was done on this blog at all so I will be deleting this blog too. It will NOT be archived but deleted.

I have officially added Sasha/Athena to the new blog. If you are interested in rping with her, I welcome you to interact with her! Please read her about and verse page if you want to interact with her, those have been updated. I also made a first Athena verse too who will be different from Sasha. As for the other muses on my goldenlightofhope blog, I did not add them, they are removed unless I want to add them in the future.

I have updated the rules so please read the new rules on my new blog before we interact. The most important updates are the number of threads I can roleplay, my list of muses, and roleplay status. While I love rping unlimited threads, I need to manage my roleplaying better to not stress myself. I will also be a lot slower in replying so my roleplay status is now low activity. My muse list would also be inconsistent.

Leo Regulus

```Fluffy Wings```

  Sweet, it sounds like fluffy, furry wings would match your personality very well! These wings are sometimes mistaken for Angel wings or songbird wings, except instead of being made completely of feathers, they have an incredibly soft layer of fur over the back. They are usually pure white or beige in color. They are usually pretty small compared to other types of wings, but they allow zippy flight and smooth landings. They may also give the user slight cloud-manipulation abilities as well!   These wings almost seem to directly show your personality! Ones with these wings are normally happy, bubbly, encouraging and outgoing to everyone. They always know the best ways to cheer up someone who has had a bad day, and they are surprisingly strong, able to persevere through even the most devastating trials and just keep smiling. You may have a tendency to bottle up your negative feelings, however, and when something really pushes you over the edge, you completely lose it. You are most likely fairly smart in terms of knowledge, but you can be a little bit naive and gullible at times. Most of all, you are very loyal to your friends, and will always stand up for them no matter how much others underestimate your abilities!

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Strengths: Strong in spirit, Optimistic, Encouraging, Innocent, Outgoing, Loyal

Weaknesses: Hates being underestimated, Bottles up feelings, Gullible

Flight style: Smooth, usually soaring on wind currents; Very quick for short distances

Representing Element(s): Air, sometimes Light

Kunikida Doppo

\/\Dragon Wings/\/

  Awesome, it seem that your hidden wings would be those of a Dragon! Sometimes mistaken for Demon wings by some, these wings are made of very thick membranes, are strong-muscled, and come in many metallic colors, such as fiery red or deep green. These wings give the user impressive stamina and strong flight, but the one who possesses them must be strong as well, as they require a lot of strength to fly with. With thick scales and skin, however, they are immune to almost any damage or tears.   An individual with these wings often displays impressive leadership skills and many interests or talents. They are very strong all around, in intellect, wisdom, and physical strength. You are most likely very commanding to others, and know how to get a group in order. Sometimes, however, you can be a little bit haughty and prideful, considering yourself superior to others. You are greatly annoyed by ignorance in others, but at times you can be very helpful and encouraging to those you feel need it. Loyalty is the most important thing in a friendship to you, and you are very protective of your friends and always by their side!

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Strengths: All around, Good leadership, Wise, Encouraging, Loyal, Protective

Weaknesses: Prideful, Impatient with others, Haughty, Strict

Flight style: Powerful, good stamina, withstanding most weather and aerial fights

Representing Element(s): Fire, sometimes Earth

Portrayer Phantasos

*Prismatic Wings*

Amazing, it turns out that a shining pair of rainbow prismatic wings would match your personality! Made of shards and plates of a material similar to stained glass, these wings allow light to pass through and shine in any color imaginable. They are more built for show than for flight, but they do allow one to sometimes gain immunity to any weather while in flight. In full sunlight, these are easily some of the most impressive looking types of hidden wings!   People with these hidden wings have incredibly creative minds, and are inspired by everything around them. From the vast sky, to the tiniest leaf, they can take in inspiration from the world around them and create whatever they wish, using their many talents. Most likely you have a favorite hobby such as writing, drawing, or painting; anything where you can put your ideas to work and make them into reality. You have a strong desire to find your purpose in life, and would travel the whole world to find an adventure to add some excitement to life. Be careful, however, because people may sometimes be jealous of your talents and try to take advantage of your weaknesses, so stay on your guard. You have a bright future ahead of you, so don't let anyone make you give up on it!

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Strengths: Talented, Inspired, Artistic, Creative, Adventurous

Weaknesses: Overly curious, Reckless, Envied by others

Flight style: Not very strong flight, but with weather immunity; Wings catch sunlight like a prism

Representing Element(s): Water, sometimes Light

Ember Bi Fang

>Demonic Wings<

Your dark personality would be perfectly reflected with an intimidating, ragged pair of Demonic wings! Not to be mistaken with Dragon wings, they are made of thinner membranes, often frayed at the ends and much darker colored. These wings are built more for show than for strong flight, since the edges are often torn and don't allow much lift. They do, however, allow swift dives to swoop down on enemies you're terrorizing!   As you probably already know, these hidden wings represent terror and destruction, and often people with a dark personality possess a pair of them. Around most people, you are very antisocial, most likely because you have a strong distrust of other people. You may have gone through many troubles in your life, but fought against those trials instead of giving up. At times you have a dark or violent sense of humor, and if someone gets in your way, you are extremely vengeful and will practically put them through hell and back (no pun intended). However, you may have a soft spot for those who try to open up to you and you feel that they can be trusted.

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Strengths: Persevering, Strong-willed

Weaknesses: Vengeful, Antisocial, Violent, Unforgiving

Flight style: Not very good stamina, but silent flight and swift dives and takeoffs

Representing Element(s): Darkness

Sasha/Athena

~Angel Wings~

  Your sweet, caring personality would be reflected perfectly with the graceful, feathered wings of an Angel! These wings are normally lightly colored, made up of sleek tapering feathers, and built for swift flights at a high altitude.   People with these wings will most likely be the most kindhearted, forgiving, and loyal friends one might ever meet. They are usually very good at keeping feelings of anger or hate in check, and would much rather forgive and forget than hold a grudge. Also they are known for being peacekeepers; however, this can be dangerous, as they may tend to attempt to break up dangerous affairs or vicious fights, so be careful. You are most likely very selfless, and would give up yourself to save a loved one in simply a heartbeat. Individuals with these wings tend to be seen as "goody two-shoes", and are sometimes picked on by those who are envious of your lovable personality, but you are brave and can push through it!

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Strengths: Selfless, Virtuous, Forgiving, Kindhearted, Sweet, Gentle

Weaknesses: Naive, Too trusting, Reckless, Emotional

Flight style: High altitudes; Smooth turns and dives

Representing Element(s): Light

Athena willingly chose to reincarnate as a human even if it is against the laws of heaven to be reborn as a human. Athena loves humans so much that she decided to break the law and be reborn as a human. She lived her life as a human and lived with human pain and suffering. Even so, she still continue to love humans. In fact, she loves her human life so much that she is willing to do it again and again and again. (Aka reincarnating as a human every time)

Then, there is Kairos who was banished by his older brother, Cronus. His powers were sealed and he was forced to reincarnate as a human over and over again. (And it is to wipe away traces of his existence too.) He hated this so much that he cursed the gods and vowed revenge against Cronus and the gods. I mean his whole entire plot was just to get revenge on them.

It is just funny that reincarnating as a human is seen as a punishment/curse to gods and then there is Athena is like totally okay with this because she willingly broke the rules and did this to herself.

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Kairos: Becoming a human is the worse thing that happens to me. I hate this!

Human in the background: (offended noises)

Athena: Becoming a human is the best thing. Lets do this again and again!

"Yeah. It's really curious about Athena. There's also the angle where her saints seem to ignore her human side and promote her true identity as a goddess. I always found that to be a little sad, at least for the incarnations who ended up developing human identities outside of sanctuary."

I completely agree with this. I just find it interesting! I understand why this happen but still interesting.

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Kunikida Doppo - Forgiveness

"what should i apologize for; what i am or what i'm not?"

oh, little hero, how close are you to crumbling under the weight on your shoulders? how heavy has that heart of yours gotten? how deeply has the guilt burrowed into your bones? how permanently has the grief been seared into your soul? you were so tender, and the world so cruel. loss after loss after loss, each another chip on your shoulder. because you deserved it, didn't you? if you could be better...faster...stronger...smarter...then maybe it wouldn't have happened. right? the blood stains your hands, and it won't wash out will it? but darling, it's never been your fault. you've learned to turn the rage and the regret, the guilt and the grief, inwards. if you're hurt, it's your own fault isn't it? because then there's a reason for it, because it gives you some semblance of control, doesn't it? what you seek is forgiveness, for your perceived wrongs. but oh, little skeleton, you do not need it. stop blaming yourself for what was beyond your control. let go of the past. grow. and learn to breathe with both of your lungs. stop choking on your own self hatred. the weight will ease, i promise. i love you.

Ember Bi Fang - Peace

"i survived because the fire in me burned brighter than the fire around me." //

oh, little soldier, how long have you been at war with yourself? how much of yourself have you lost to the fire that's made its home in your heart? oh, but who can blame you? for as long as you can remember, you've had to face the world alone. all bared teeth and bloody knuckles. you learned young the only person you could rely on was yourself, didn't you? learned that the others would leave you to the wolves? and so you learned how to fight, how to stand tall even if you stood alone, how to shed the softness that wounded you before. but that isn't very sustainable, is it? the embers you swallowed, the fire you cloaked yourself in, it doesn't just burn the world around you. you have watched piece after piece of you go up in smoke: your hope, your smile, your mercy. what you seek is an end to the seemingly endless burning. and, little phoenix, you deserve it. please, breathe out. lean on me. the world isn't as cruel as you've made it out to be: it is okay to stop fighting. it is okay to let go of that anger. there is so much more to you, so much more that you have. the serenity you seek can be granted, but only once you are willing to work on letting go of the hate you've harbored for so long now.

Sasha/Athena - Home

"i wish i could say i am a light that never goes out, but i flicker from time to time." //

oh, little one, you have burned for so quietly for so long, haven't you? burnt yourself out trying to give others light? wishing, desperately, that they would notice the way your hands shake or the wildflower bruises under your tired eyes. but they never have, have they? and so, it obviously wasn't bad? right? you had more to give, didn't you? how much could you pour yourself out before they noticed? it is all you've ever known, after all. help, help, help, help. (are you providing it, or begging for it?) but you've given too much, spread yourself too thin, didn't you? you are so heavy, so tired. you have spent your life carrying for others the way you wished someone would care for you. but you're worried, aren't you? that if you can't be what they need, if you can't be the pillar for others to lean on, they'll leave you. what you seek is home, a safe place to rest and be taken care of. and little light, you deserve it. you have earned it. you are worth more than what you can provide for others: you deserve the same care you so freely give out. they will love you all the same, honey. set down the world, and rest that weary heart of yours