If you're going through hell

Please.

I really do not know what to do. You are probably one of the most attractive girls I have ever met physically and your personality is to die for. I am confused about how I feel with you and I really like the way things currently are. Don't get me wrong I would love to be with you and be something possibly more but I am also scarred I will fuck stuff up between us if it did go further. Not that it will because you say you feel nothing like that towards me and I believe it because well we are just best friends. I really wish you felt more to be completely honest but I know I have no chance. I know that I will never be able to win you over. Its weird because I don't like you but at the same time I do, or really want to like you because I could actually see a future with you and I feel like we could really make each other happy in the future. You could do no wrong in my eyes which is kind of scary but at the same time I love it because I love you and I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I do not know what I would do if something even happened to you or us... I do not know where I would be in life without you and its a scary thought that things could change between us and we may have to part ways for a while or whatever. If I could actually express to you how I feel I would but I also know you would not like that. I know that you would probably get scared and honestly I am too and I do not know where it came from its just there. I wish it could be easier, I really do. but it won't be. Just wish you would look at me differently than you do, or at least try to. I think it could be something good for both of us.

Well I guess I miss quite a but if people from my life how they used to be in it, but there is one individual that I would really like back in my life to stay and maybe this time won't leave

😐

I hope I have a chance