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THE BOYS | 3.07 - “Here Comes a Candle to Light You to Bed”
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"Only the blood on your face, man..." In spite of the outward sarcasm, his words lack the bite behind them, instead looking him up and down with a concerned glance.
"Can I get you an ice pack or something?"
“You fuckin’ touch me and I break your hand,” that would be a ‘no’.
THE BOYS | 3.08 - “The Instant White-Hot Wild”

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REBLOG THIS IF YOU LIKE TO PLOT! there seems to have been a big decrease in people who are interested in plotting and building actual, long-lasting dynamics between muses and work on mutual character development and world-building lately. so if you’re a mun who actually enjoys the aforementioned and plotting ooc with your writing partners, old or new, could you please reblog this post? also, it doesn’t matter if you consider yourself “good” or “bad” at plotting. just as long as you have an interest in plotting with your rp partners, you can reblog this!
DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE - CITIZEN SOLDIER LYRIC STARTERS Various lyrics from Citizen Soldier’s album Down The Rabbit Hole. Please be aware that these starters cover heavy topics, from depression to toxic relationships and other similar topics. The band works to use their music to help people who go through these topics and some of their own personal struggles.
My Little Secret
“ I cannot fall asleep. “ “ Maybe I should say something? “ “ I’ve seen so much I can’t unsee. “ “ I’ve learned to suffer silently. “ “ I don’t want them to think I’m weak… “ “ It’s always haunting me. “
Mess of Me
“ Don’t let your secret out. “ “ They’ll never understand. “ “ It’s okay, I’m alright. “ “ I’m never free. “ “ Don’t get too close! “ “ Do you see what I see? “ “ I will lie for you. “ “ I will follow you until the end. “ “ I’m ashamed I’m afraid. “ “ What would they do? “
Gunshot Lullabies
“ I can’t remember how to feel .” “ Life pouring from my hands like dust. “ “ What have I become? “ “ I don’t feel at all like I did when I was young. “ “ My life’s a canvas I will paint. “ “ I despise the world I see through blood shot eyes. “ “ I try to fill the void with anything at all. “ “ I’d like to speak of love and all it’s glory, instead I write it out in sadder stories. “
Hope it Haunts You
“ I gave you everything. “ “ My regret is all that’s left of me. “ “ I can’t forget. “ “ I can’t forgive. “ “ You’re always in my head. “ “ I hope it haunts you. “ “ I’ll never be the same. “ “ Someday you’ll face the truth. “ “ Loving you was torture. “
I’m Not Okay
“ The monsters in my head are screaming so damn loud. “ “ It’s the only home I’ve ever known. “ “ It’s a mask. “ “ I always feel like a burden. “ “ You’ll never understand! “ “ I am not okay. “
Make Hate To Me
“ I think we both know why. “ “ You bend me, you break me. “ “ Guess we crave the misery. ” “ Better look me in the еye. ” “ Hearts are numb where we come from. “ “ Make hate to me. “ “ I crave the misery. “ “ It’s got nothing to do with love. “ “ So bad for each other, but you’re still on my mind. “ “ We’d be better off alone. “ “ It’s ‘cause we crave the misery. “
Forever Damned
“ This is a disaster! “ “ I’m forever damned. “ “ Can you, please, let me out? “ “ Self sabotage is my prophecy. “ “ Overthinking 'til I believe. “
Would Anyone Care
“ Would anyone notice? “ “ Would anyone see me for the person that I really am? “ “ I won’t lie. “ “ I’ve never felt worthy of love. “ “ Let me in. “ “ Let me share in your pain. “ “ Let me give you a reason to stay. “ “ You can’t be replaced. ”
Sacred
“ Chasing ghosts, chasing dreams. “ “ Don’t take the ones you love for granted. “ “ You get one life, one chance. “ “ This is everything. “ “ Embrace the unknown. “ “ Give it everything 'cause this is all we have. “ “ I hope you never forget it. “
The Cage
“ You won’t fool me! “ “ My own worst enemy. “ “ Blame everyone except yourself. “ “ You choose this hell. “ “ You cheated me! “
send “OBSERVE”for a mini-drabble of how MY MUSE sees and/or thinks about YOUR MUSE while they do something completely ordinary. This can be them reading, cooking, sleeping, just ordinary moments the often get glossed over in threads and roleplays. Feel free to specify what your muse is doing if you want to!
make sure to specify the muse for multimuses!
𝐅𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 ♡ 𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄
send the corresponding symbol(s) for headcanons surrounding the given topic(s)!
🍍 : how comfortable is my muse in their body? how do they feel about their height, weight, strength, and body type? how important is being attractive to them? 🍅 : how does my muse feel about plastic / cosmetic surgeries & procedures? is it something they have done or would do? do they mind if others do it? 🍏 : how stable is my muse’s physical health? do they go for regular or semi-regular checkups by a physician? do they have any diagnosed illnesses and / or take any medication? how often do they get sick? 🍎 : how stable is my muse’s mental health? have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and / or conditions? do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and / or conditions? do they or should they attend therapy? 🍑 : how meticulously does my muse look after their physical appearance? do they spend a lot of time on their hair, makeup, grooming, and clothing? is there a particular reason why they do or don’t? 🍒 : how much does my muse value companionship? do they constantly keep people around them, or do they prefer to be alone often? do they have or desire to have many friends? do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend? 🍇 : how would my muse describe their childhood? how much has it impacted the person they are now, or will become as an adult? around what age did they or will they start to mature, and why? do they wish to go back to their days as a child, or have they embraced adulthood? 🍐 : how intelligent is my muse overall? are they smarter than the average person, or less than? are they primarily self-taught, or did they acquire most of their knowledge in school? are they more street smart or book smart? 🍉 : which of the four seasons suits my muse best, and why? 🍌 : is my muse inclined to help others, or will they only do it when it benefits them, if at all? what makes them this way? has it ever gotten them into trouble, or inconvenienced them? 🍊 : does my muse desire romance? is it something they would actively seek out, or prefer to happen more ‘ naturally? ’ what is their love life like? do they have any exes or past flings, or crushes? 🍓 : how is my muse typically seen by others? does it ring true to who they really are? does their reputation matter to them? 🥝 : does my muse have any ‘ unusual ’ habits, interests, and / or talents? do they hide it, or are they proud of it? 🍋 : what kind of diet does my muse have? do they eat regularly, or the standard 2-3 meals a day? do they have to be reminded to eat, or are they likely to remind others? do they cook, or have others cook for them? do they eat healthily, or not so much? 🥭 : how important to my muse is their hometown, or where they’re from? are they proud of it, or considered a hometown hero? did they move away, or do they wish to?
CRIES @gohanscn the best way to get back to RPing gohan

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holy shit---
holy fuck was that who gohan thought it was---
no FUCKING way??
“i’ll be fucking damned: hansha?” & for once, gohan’s emoting: he sounds happy, disbelieving, damn near flabbergasted. and gohan’s smiling because he can’t help himself. there’s this tightness yet warmth in his chest that’s building. gohan hasn’t felt this happy to see someone, not in years.
not since he was a kid. & so much has changed since then,
but now, seeing him, it feels like he’s back to being that young 13-year-old again, even if gohan’s pushing 30 now,
“ain’t you a sight for sore eyes.” and that’s about the closest to a genuine heartfelt, loving compliment that gohan’s come to giving anyone in so so very long.
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gohanscn oooh my goddd hi!!!!! it’s so great to see u around again~!!
AHHHH OML HI!!! long time no see huh??
FOR REAL THO?? aah seeing you made me very happy! honestly night made kdfaklj i look forward to talking to you more!! <3
when will kravitz return & write for gohan??
one day.
one day.
Why are you here?
To forgive yourself
Most people have regrets. We all have to live with the consequences of decisions we wish we could take back. But what you regret is more than a mistake or short-sighted choice. You regret your very existence. Everything you've ever done is something you wish you could undo. You believe it is impossible to become the kind of person you want to be. You see yourself as a lost cause. You feel chained down by the love you receive, because you are sure you will only hurt anyone foolish enough to see something worth loving in you. You want to rid this world of yourself and feel trapped by all the hands holding you back.
"I love you" is the phrase you most dread hearing. You wish that everyone else would hate you as much as you think you deserve. Perhaps you feel it would make ending it all so much easier. It's possible you have only stayed alive this long because you believe the only thing that would cause more misery than your life is your death. Either way, you are certain you live a life beyond salvation. And you are wrong.
You have been made to believe your best is not enough, that your efforts have no value because you will always fall short. Perhaps too much was expected of you from the day you were born. I would not be surprised if the impossible was the very first thing you remember being asked to do. You can't stop regretting a failure that was always inevitable. You cannot forgive yourself for existing as the imperfect person you can't help but be. You believe you don't deserve forgiveness. But you do.
Your human faults and limitations do not make you worthless. You have as much right to be here as anyone else. Your needs and boundaries are not a burden, and those who would treat them as such are the ones to be faulted. You're here to forgive yourself and the life you live. It will be difficult and it will not happen quickly, but it is a task that needs undertaking. Redeem yourself by slowly, gradually putting an end to your eternal atonement. Atone for the years you've lost to self-loathing by telling yourself that this existence of yours is nothing to repent for. You will not believe it at first.
But you must try to treat yourself as you would a treasured friend, as those that love you know you deserve to be treated. Over and over, tell yourself the words that you can't yet bring yourself to believe, and one day you'll notice that they've started to feel as if they might be true, if only now and again. The love that chains you down, that you believe you don't deserve, it doesn't have to torment you. It can be a comfort, too. One day, you will be grateful for the hands holding you back. You deserve to know what it's like to be alive without wishing you weren't. Have faith and dedicate yourself to that.
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✰ ⸻ 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 ! ༄
headcanon prompts based on the planets ( plus the sun & moon ) and what they symbolize within astrology. each have more than a few topics, feel free to edit as you see fit. for more understanding of these planets, visit this website for help. have fun with these !
𝟎𝟏. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : ego, basic personality, consciousness, vitality, staminia. )
how is your muse as a person ? do they think highly of themselves or are they pretty humble ? what’re they like when meeting someone for the first time ? are they an individual who you’d say is pretty aware of their surroundings and themself, and knows just what they want from life ? give us a peak through the veil of just who your muse is. only a peak !
𝟎𝟐. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : unconsciousness, emotions, instincts, habits, moods. )
is your muse an emotional person ? do they feel deeply or not enough ? if so, go into depth. are they controlled by their instincts, do they listen to what their gut is telling them or do they let their head rule instead ? do they have any cute, or maybe unhealthy habits ? what are their moods like ? how do they handle random mood swings ?
𝟎𝟑. 𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐘 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : mind, communication, intellect, reason, language, intelligence. )
would you say that your muse is strong minded ? are they easily persuaded or drawn off of their own path or hard to reason with ? are they good at communicating their feelings, wishes, and goals or do they struggle with the general form of communication ? are they easily understanding of both other people and matters out with their own control ? would you consider them intelligent, book smart, street smart, and morally smart ?
𝟎𝟒. 𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐔𝐒 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : attraction, love, relationships, art, beauty, harmony. )
what is your muse ’ s opinion on love ? what are they like in a relationship ? both good and bad. what do the seek for in a relationship ? what type of people are they attracted to ? could be romantically, sexually, or even spiritually ? do they seek someone similar to themselves or someone vastly different ? what does beauty mean to them ? do they associate the word with appearances ? souls ? what does the word ‘ harmony ‘ mean to them ?
𝟎𝟓. 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐒 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : aggression, sex, action, desire, competition, courage, passion. )
is your muse subtle when it comes to things they want ? are they passionate about the things they do, so much so it could come off as aggressive ? perhaps obsessive ? what gives your muse passion ? what makes them competitive, what gives them courage ? how do they express these, by words ? actions ? what is your muses sexual energy like ? are they a sexual person ? the planet mars represents sexual energy, whilst venus represents romantic energy, so talk a little about what they look for sexually, to please themselves and others.
𝟎𝟔. 𝐉𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐑 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : luck, growth, expansion, optimism, abundance, understanding. )
is your muse a lucky person ? do things randomly tend to go their way without much effort, or do they have to work for bad luck ? when was the moment in your muses life that they had to grow up, a situation where they just knew it was time for them to mature ? perhaps a traumatic event, maybe even an exciting one ! has your muse found their happiness in life ? their purpose ? if so, when and how did that happen ? what gives your muse confidence, what makes them optimisitc ? or are they pessimistic ? what makes their life purposeful ?
𝟎𝟕. 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : structure, law, restriction, discipline, responsibility, obligation, ambition. )
what does your muse fear ? what do they worry about ? what restricts them ? what exactly keeps them bound to reality ? what are their responsibilities ? do they have any obligations ? maybe to work ? another person ? do they have a set routine ? what does the word ‘ law ‘ mean to them ? unfortunately this beautiful planet can create strain and stress, so does your muse stress easily ? do they struggle with anxiety or similar issues ? if so, how do they deal ? saturn is the planet of reality, which is hard to face. does your muse face their issues head on, or do they tend to live in their own little world ?
𝟎𝟖. 𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐔𝐒 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : eccentricity, unpredictable changes, rebellion, reformation. )
this particular planet is the planet of sudden inspiration and change, so how does your muse handle unpredictable changes ? how do they handle planned and known changes ? what about inspiration ? do they do whatever inspires them in that moment, or is their inspiration something that takes time to develop and build ? what makes your muse special ? what makes them different and eccentric, if they are ? where do they create the most change ?
𝟎𝟗. 𝐍𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐔𝐍𝐄 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : dreams, intuition, mysticism, imagination, delusions. )
what are your muses goals ? what’s their dreams ? are they intuitive ? do they believe in spirituality and acknowledge that in every day life ? where in life are they most creative ? or are they perhaps, like the planet saturn, bound to reality and don’t believe or acknowledge such things ? those ruled by neptune tend to run away with their goals and ideas and often enough run too fast that they trip, so failure is familar to those who are ruled by neptune. does your muse get too caught up in unrealisitc ideas ? if so, how do they handle the disappointment ? those ruled by neptune are also full of child-like innocence, which can make them come off as naive. does your muse care what others think of them ?
𝟏𝟎. 𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐎 !
( 𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 : transformation, power, death, rebirth, evolution. )
what does ‘ power ‘ mean to your muse ? and how important is it to them ? is death something that frightens them ? how do they handle death ? do they believe in reincarnation ? rebirth doesn’t necessarily mean dying and being reborn as another person or thing, it can also mean something as simple as changing something drastic about themselves, so do they believe a person can truly change ? transform their flaws and be reborn as a better person ?
◤(un)popular opinion; i’m not really a fan of muses who pull the ‘i’m not afraid of you, lol’ card with dangerous or powerful muses when they are being threatening ( or even if they appear humble or cute but are full of power ). if it wasn’t for being called god modding, i’m 700% sure these more powerful muses would have, could have, should have killed another muse if they persistently irritate them. especially if the offending character is a run of the mill human. unless your muse has dealt with similar monsters/menacing personalities/dangerous situations - try not to antagonize deadly muses to the point of obvious rage knowing the writer can’t really write them killing your muse even though that is completely in their nature to do so.