I DECIDE THE TRUTH

vivi playlist all fun and games until changeling starts playing and i start crying a whole lot.

keep thinking about how a couple parents had told me last sunday that their three year old always asks them "do i get to go to my class?" when they walk into church because she loves it so much. what if i blew up

frankie and vivi might be made for each other now that i think about it

watching the kids have a music class and my smile could hardly be any brighter

dissonant screams of children coming from the chapel tonight

i love (hate) feeling like im not right to call myself a trans woman because i was raised to be a woman anyway and dont have a penis. its like im transgender and a woman in a transgender way but being a trans man voids that and im supposed to experience anti-trans stigma one way or another or some shit. blah blah blah whatever. i already feel my gender this way but am i allowed to say im one of them

thank hell its okay to violently hate fictional characters for completely petty reasons that have nothing to do with the character themself whatsoever. youre gonna have to put me through rehab to stop feeling the grit in my stomach every time i see this fucking guy. i hate him. i have nothing against him in a vacuum but unfortunately circumstances have coloured him otherwise.