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Greer was proud of Sadie. It had been, what? Months, maybe close to a year since she had been back home, let alone, made the commute up to visit Sadie. Such was the life of being an adult and being miles away from one another. But, they were never more than an AIM message away. Although, Greer's social commitments and Sadie's academic ones were sure to get in the way from time to time.
A small, indiscernible sigh left Greer's mouth as she leaned back further into the chair, letting her head tilt just a hair, tilting it towards her friend. "I'm literally, like, so proud. This is huge for you. Seriously, I might have a disposable somewhere. Might as well document that you like, don't totally burst in the sun," she said, joking in her best way — condescension.
"Did you want a medal, too?" Greer added, lightly, her lips curving into amusement. Then, just a little softer, but not all that nicer, "You're still in my sun. Schmoove, Sadie."
"Does that mean you're about to grace us by being normal this summer?" Nobody probably knew it better than Greer that Sadie always did let loose a little bit during summer. Maybe not by much — Greer was sure there was a perpetual stick up Sadie's ass. But like, not in a bad way! Just in a way that Greer always had to nudge her.
sadie and greer were very different, but it was their differences that made their friendship stronger. once upon a time, sadie may have taken the girl's words at face value, or read too much into her tone. these days, she knew better. sadie meant what she said in the way that she said it - greer often didn't (at least, not from an outside perspective). and it was with that in mind that sadie could playfully roll her eyes at the girl's teasing.
"yes, actually. you know i love awards." she pointed out, ignoring the vampire insinuation in favor of her preferred positive reinforcement.
obviously there would be no medal, but she didn't let that fact stop her from doing what was asked of her. though plopping onto the ground wasn't the most ideal way of getting out of the sun, it was certainly the quickest. and so, her next words were directed up at her friend from below.
"you have to define normal, because at the end of the day i'm still me. but if your definition includes typical summer sadie behavior, there's a good chance." and greer was more familiar with summer sadie than most! her words didn't come without a caveat, though. "however, if you're asking if having fun is in the cards, then no. but that's actually super not my fault! our fearless leader is way more of an idiot than i thought... which kind of explains why the pay is so high. i don't think he knows how to do math."
⸻ outside the cabins , camp arrival day
⸻ closed for @goesfar
𓆱 breathing hadn’t been easy since she had pulled up to the camp grounds . or since she had started driving. gotten the job offer. applied for the job in the first place. she had spent so long breathing in laboured breaths, that she didn’t think she would even notice that tightness in her chest when it inevitably hit. optimistic, naive. the flash of brown hair hit her like an invisible wall. something solid that she slammed into. all the wind in her lungs, fleeting and riddled with smoke, knocked out of her. she felt every moment of it.
of course, camp shady pines ( sorry, sunnyside ! ) would never be kind enough to spare her.
standing in front of her was sadie fan, fifteen and smiling. yet another ghost of the camp grounds. the longer she looked, the more apparent it became that this was not a figment of her imagination but a real person walking towards her. that she had been staring at ! it took a few blinks for the years to catch up. to sever her from the memory of samira frozen in time, forever fifteen.
“ i’m sorry, ” with a shake of her head in an attempt to clear away the image. “ you just look a lot like — ” no matter what she did, her vision never sharpened up. the similarities never settled into place of a familiar yet different face she’d have to avoid all summer.
either camp shady pines wasn't as big as it had once been, or adulthood gave you a very different perspective on the things that seemed so big in your childhood. either way, they were only halfway through arrival day when sadie realized her carefully crafted plan for avoidance of one specific person was of the best laid variety.
jasper's reorganization of the cabins had made sure of that, the biggest step sadie had taken to keep some distance between her and the girl she'd once thought of as a sister walked back with one stroke of a red pen. add on the fact that she had to interact with the kitchen staff as a part of her job, and their reunion was inevitable.
but the fact that it was coming so soon...
"bambi," sadie nodded in recognition, their chance run-in in the woods prompting perhaps the most awkward moment of silence to ever pass between the two. but what was sadie meant to say when it looked like bambi had seen a ghost?
for so many years, sadie had shut her thoughts about bambi (and her sister!) into a little box in her mind, one that she knew she'd have to confront at another time. but after a certain point, she'd refused to acknowledge it. the guilt was there, but manageable. she had so much to focus on at college, then in law school. why think about the past when you're sprinting straight towards a bright future?
but now... standing there, seeing all the ways that bambi had both changed and stayed the same over the last ten years, the guilt was rushing back in full force.
"i didn't know you were going to be here this summer," sadie finally spoke up again, the lie slipping from her lips because the truth never could. she had known. for the past 48 hours, at least. and she'd naively thought that they'd eventually have a more casual, amicable reunion. as was obvious in that moment, that would not be the case.
a closed starter for: harrison @harriscns
location: the woods, heading towards the east cabin
if there was one thing that sadie had learned since her reintroduction to camp shady pines, it was that reunions could be a mixed bag. ten years of not keeping in touch really had an impact on relationships - for better or worse. and her relationship with harrison?
well... too early to tell.
they had been pleasant enough to each other thus far, her welcome and rules spiel delivered with the fake, bright smile that she'd managed for all of the truly new people. but now that they were wandering through the woods towards his cabin (a weird, 5-star, door to door service that jasper required) and she'd run out of safe conversation topics, perhaps their true dynamic would be revealed.
because way back when, they'd been... competitive. in a friendly way, for the most part. both kids who were going places, they had each strived to be the best, hit the most bullseyes in archery, have the most engaging art pieces during arts and crafts. though she'd never admit it, their rivalry back in the day had propelled her forward, the thing she needed to keep her on track during what was at times a difficult summer.
but that was ten years ago. could that dynamic still exist even after they had both surely found so much success out in the real world?
"so, how have you been for the past... ten years?" sadie tossed out after they'd walked a little too far in silence. "how's med school?"
a closed starter for: stella @rockstarfm
location: the west cabin
one would think that with the moderate amount of power that sadie had at camp that summer, she'd have been able to secure the most ideal living situation for herself.
not so, it seemed. because even though she'd originally put herself in the same room as greer, with the other girls from before in a different cabin entirely, jasper had changed things behind her back.
the realization earlier that day had been horrifying, jasper's undoing of her hard work enough to make her consider leaving right there and then, but sadie mei fan was not a quitter. so, she'd stuck it out, leading the other cabin inhabitants to their rooms until she was left with no choice but to accept her fate.
stella was going to be her roommate, and there was nothing she could do about it.
but just because she'd accepted it, didn't mean she had to like it.
"i claimed the bottom bunk. hope that's okay," sadie pointed in the bed's direction as she led stella into the room on her "orientation tour," her words spoken with the confidence of someone who was not about to be changing her mind.
she could've been nicer. seemed slightly less bitter about it, maybe. but of the old grudges she was harboring from ten years ago, the one against stella (the replacement friend!) was the worst.
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who. dani & sadie @goesfar
where. the admin building
sitting in the admin building was kind of like it's own form of torture. sitting. waiting. with no one to talk to. dani didn't know if that last part was actually a good thing, considering many of the bridges that were once built here at camp were burnt... but at least it would distract her from her sheer boredom. the new camp director had said something about grabbing the information that would be important for her this summer (likely her room assignment, duties, if she was in charge of any campers, etc) but as she sat here and waited, she wondered just how prepared he was to be the new camp director.
he was a little young too. who decides they want to own and run a summer camp in their twenties?
when the door opened, the girl stood up and expected to be on her way shortly. however, it wasn't jasper st. james that entered, it was sadie mei fan. dani hadn't been necessarily close to her when they were campers together, and in this moment she wondered if that was a blessing. "hey." dani greated with a wave, before sitting back down in her seat. "you waiting for your orders too? or did you just get here? my cab left like twenty minutes ago, and honestly i just want to lie down after the flight here." she eventually stopped talking, realizing she was offering up way more information then was needed for this casual conversation.
as per jasper's orders, sadie had arrived at camp 48 hours before the rest of the staff. for prep, he'd insisted when the job offer had been made. but what sadie hadn't anticipated was that she'd be doing the prep entirely alone. apparently, jasper had a new game for his playstation, and that meant that he couldn't have done anything for camp at any point.
the last few days had been nonstop - schedules, materials, connecting with the maintenance team to make sure each space was good to go (or not totally trashed), room assignments. in the end, everything had been perfect. and then jasper managed to mess that up too, his grimy little fingerprints appearing on the roommate list that she'd specifically crafted to be most beneficial to her.
by the time actual arrivals rolled around, sadie was already over it. however, she'd been putting on a good front for everyone she didn't yet know, juggling everything needed for the success of the camp with the proficiency of a professional clown.
she might've fumbled a little when she walked into the admin building and saw dani rizzo, but she was quick to recover and offer a nod of recognition. after all, of all of the residual grudges sadie may have had from way back when, the one against dani for her part in the exclusion from a friend group had faded the quickest. they were adults now, and not at all haunted by their actions and interpersonal connections during that summer!
"i'm the one giving the orders, actually. technically," sadie insisted from her spot near the door, a quick glance at the girl's empty hands making it clear that once again jasper was not doing the small task he'd been assigned. "what has jasper told you so far?"
Greer had always liked the lake best when it was quiet and for the next week, she expected no snot nosed interruptions. She was sat in a chair, one leg hooked over the arm and the other swinging, sat like a true queen atop her throne. Although, she had neglected her actual lifeguard chair in the hopes of getting a bit of a sunkissed tan on her skin. She had put SPF on because she wasn't like, trying to be one of those leathery ladies in their fifties, but every girl looked a little better with a tan. That was what Greer thought, anyway. Pale and ghostly were meant for the likes of people that lingered too close to Hot Topic in the mall.
Her eyes were closed and sunglasses were propped on the bridge of her nose, but there was no unmistakably moment that the sun had disappeared in an instant. The forecast didn't call for rain or overcast, so she cracked a singular eye open. "Um, hello? You're like, totally blocking my sun," she stated matter-of-factly, as if she owned the sun itself. She perched the sunglasses further down her nose to peek at the perpetrator. "Is this important?"
jasper's grating voice was still ringing in sadie's ears as she trudged out to the lake that afternoon, a fierce determination to banish her boss and his insane list of tasks for her to complete from her thoughts propelling her forward. even if it was only for a moment, she reasoned, it would be enough.
she was not normally one to take the time to appreciate nature, the beautiful landscape and warm weather of california that she found herself in back in the real world (aka not during her one throwback summer) totally wasted on someone who spent most of her time cooped up inside and buried in law textbooks. however, the lake was just far enough away from the administrative offices to truly reset. a quick walk there, a momentary reprieve, and one more walk back and all would be well.
as she drew closer, however, she realized how unrealistic her plan had been. because sitting there, soaking up the sun, was the one person from her past who she'd actually kept in contact with.
and they were long overdue for a catch up.
"yes," she insisted once her just standing there'd had her desired effect. "i'm actually outside. are you proud of me?"
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we can't wait to meet SADIE MEI FAN (lola tung, she/her)! known in their friend group as THE OVERACHIEVER, the GRAD STUDENT reminds everyone of HOLDING YOURSELF TO IMPOSSIBLE STANDARDS, THE LOSE/LOSE OF HAVING BOTH A FEAR OF CHANGE AND FEAR THAT YOU'RE ON THE WRONG PATH, BEING THE FIRST TO RAISE YOUR HAND TO ANSWER A QUESTION IN CLASS, A KNOWING LOOK, TRYING TOO HARD, WANTING TOO MUCH, AND PUTTING OUT FIRES BEFORE BRIDGES CAN BURN. they've always been a little STUBBORN, but surely they've gotten more ORGANIZED now that they're TWENTY-FOUR years old, right? i guess we'll find out, since they'll be the ASSISTANT CAMP DIRECTOR for the grand reopening of the newly rebranded camp sunnyside!
[ playlist. pinterest. sadie's mix. ]
basics.
full name: sadie mei fan
nickname(s): n/a
birthday / age: august 31, 1974 / twenty-four
zodiac: virgo
gender & pronouns: cis woman, she/her
sexual orientation: demisexual, demiromantic
relationship status: single
hometown: bar harbor, maine
current residence: palo alto, california
family: richard fan (father, 68), evelyn fan née howard (mother, 64), no siblings
education: bachelor's in political science from stanford, currently working on her jd
or, well, not exactly... an unexpected blessing, perhaps. her parents had long since given up on the idea of having children by the time 38 rolled around, so the fact that she came to be in her mother's 40th year of life was a surprise. however, it was not an unwelcome one.
two people who had always longed to be parents, they took their roles very seriously. they poured every ounce of love and attention into sadie, and in return she delivered. strong grades, heavy involvement in extracurriculars, a genuine interest in community service - she was the perfect child, really... except for the fact that she had zero friends for the first ten years of her life.
so determined to be the best and so used to being the center of attention, young sadie was a bulldozer, skipping right past getting to know her peers and into bossing them around. her loneliness was part of a vicious cycle, each friendship cut off before it could really begin because of her poor social skills and teachers pet mentality.
it took ten years for her parents to notice that something was up, and just a matter of weeks for them to intervene.
summer of 1985 was the first one sadie spent at camp shady pines. a sleepaway camp located within her hometown, it was the perfect place for her to have a little time off from the unspoken weight of her parents' expectations, and it was there that she finally flourished.
not too much. not enough that the handful of her peers that were in attendance were suddenly seeing her differently, but enough to make a friend that could be the bridge to those peers. tiffany was from vermont, liked some of the same books that sadie did, and was also learning to swim for the first time. and most importantly, she'd call sadie out for being too controlling or rude whenever she did something wrong. by month number two, a handful of sadie's peers from bar harbor had come around, and she was set.
the friendship with tiffany didn't last, the friendship bracelets they'd made for each other barely staying for a month on sadie's wrist after the end of the summer, but the lessons tiffany had imparted on sadie remain to this day.
you're being too much. stop.
words that were so jarring that they kept her in check (mostly) moving forward. armed with a handful of tentative friendships as the new school year began, in time she found a friend group that could appreciate some of her more extreme qualities. and in that friend group, there was samira.
the two had been at camp together, but hadn't gotten as close as they otherwise could have been in part due to samira's mid-summer birthday pushing her to the cabin for 11 year olds. still, they found their way to each other. and with each passing school year and summer break at camp, they grew closer. by the time they were heading into sadie's fifth summer at shady pines, they were close as can be.
until it all went wrong.
after.
who knew that one fight right at the start of summer could have such a lasting impact? to this day sadie regrets that she and samira spent the summer apart. but hindsight... how was she supposed to know that her very best friend was going to disappear?
the not knowing and unfinished business of it all has haunted sadie for all these years, but those are thoughts that she's managed to push to the back of her mind, locked away in a box specifically labeled DO NOT OPEN. instead of confronting the past, she's been laser focused on the future.
in high school, that meant getting out of maine. sacrificing some friendships. letting the behavior she thought she'd corrected come rushing back to coast her on autopilot into an ivy league school. specifically, the one that was furthest away.
upon graduation, sadie didn't hesitate. she moved to california right away to pursue her undergraduate degree in political science. and there she's stayed, the loneliness of her early childhood and late teen years finally making their mark. she's still every bit the go-getter that she's always been, but it feels like she's finally struck the right balance of muchness.
maybe that's why she accepted jasper's insane offer to return to camp for just one summer. making enough money to pay her california rent for an entire year in just three months? the unpaid internship she'd been offered that summer may have been shiny and impressive, but she consulted the pro/con list and the money was going to do far more for her.
so, she's back. at camp. in the town she left behind long ago, at the scene of a mystery that she refuses to acknowledge.
what's the worst that could happen?
and more / headcanons.
from a young age sadie felt a compulsive need to measure up to expectations. it was never good enough to simply pass a class - she needed to ace it. with no one else in the family to focus their energy on molding, sadie needed to be perfect at all times. the fear of disappointing her parents drove her to excel. if she wants something, nothing will stand in her way.
sadie decided on law when she was in elementary school, and she has never even considered deviating from that plan. she loves to argue. it's a match made in heaven... right?
she over prepares. sadie has a binder of Very Important Information, has never met a sticky note she doesn't like, and is queen of highlighters and color coding and having a very detailed organization system. do NOT mess with her organization system, or there will be consequences.
workaholic. is anyone surprised? but ask her about her passions and you'll probably get a blank stare. she likes reading, but otherwise... she's had such little downtime that she doesn't know what to do with free time.
she's done such a good job at ignoring that box locked away in her brain to the point where she's minimized what could happen if she opened it. that's part of why she's back at camp - she doesn't realize that what she's dealing with is actually pandora's box.
she tends to put herself first, but if she absolutely needs to self sacrifice in order to live up to the impossible standards she holds herself to, she will.
even though it means having to be around people that she has not spoken to since that summer (yikes), sadie greatly prefers her role than that of anyone having to work with the campers. she's not great with kids, but she's great at logistics and telling people what to do.
it might not seem that way from how much it seems like she's been able to push thoughts of samira aside, but sadie is ride or die for those close to her, and can actually be quite caring. however, this behavior is only reserved for a select few.
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