The Bootleg Series

Follow my twitter god dammit I'm really gettin em!!!! @biodiversityhoe

I have a twitter now it's @biodiversityhoe because I'm mad

guess what im gonna do tonight guys? sit in the bath and get as drunk as possible while watching law and order svu and isolating myself from my boyfriend for as long as possible?? you got it!

i feel very worthless!! i feel very outside of my body, i feel like it doesnt belong to me. i feel like i self medicate and maybe if i was actually medicated i wouldnt be doing this. maybe i wouldnt be drunk alone in my house all the time! or maybe id be dead. but that’d prolly be fine. i feel like ill never have enough money to do anything. i feel like so many artists/scientists have so much money these days that its just unfair to everyone else. i feel like i just want to be alone. i feel like ill always be trapped in relationships with men that i can’t escape. i feel like i am CONSTANTLY trying to make other people feel better, CONTSTANTLY putting other peoples depression before mine, including all my fucked up significant others, and ill never escape. ill never be happy! men will ALWASY ruin my life