narcoleptic insomniac

[[ i didn’t really expect myself to be making this post, but hey here i am i guess. anyone who’s been following me for a while knows i originally started with only my tweek rp account, @gnomeslayer, and eventually went on to create a bebe account, @lesbeanx, and then even later a ruby account, @sailorscoutruby. i’ve enjoyed roleplaying tweek, bebe, and ruby equally, but due to some of my own involvement in lame shit i ended up becoming fairly inactive on my tweek and ultimately i ended up remaking into this account. i also became inactive on my bebe blog because of my own personal insecurities, but that’s beside the point. and despite how excited i was to start over and offer myself a new opportunity at this, being acknowledged is just hard – especially now. while i won’t go into detail, i will admit that i’m not surrounded by many people who actually pay attention to or interact with me and it’s very off putting for me to know that there isn’t really anyone who particularly wants to rp with me or like, even really talk to me or anything. maybe i’m just being whiny because i miss how my old rp experience was, but whatever. i already know there’s some people who no longer will be involved with me – i’m sure. but that’s a personal matter and i won’t dwell on it or disclose any details.

moving urls ;;

moving urls ;;

You know what I think would help our rp community feel less small? A bigger sense of community. Skype calls, group chats, collabs on art/writing/etc.