hello hi, this is an intro post. so this blog is where i put nonsense into the world. ik these posts are supposed to be short BUT it happened and i don't wanna cut it down now
i'm almost always up to chat with anyone, so send me an ask. it can be about literally anything (not joking). but please don't send donation requests or anything i do support palestine/gaza, ukraine, syria and other countries decimated by disaster but i'm a minor so i cannot donate i'm so sorry
featured tags: i will be tagging every single post i am so sorry it will be insufferable but categorisations makes me happy ok and leaving some posts just out in the cold makes me sad
so a character list bc that's what intro posts are for i think:
you can just call me glue :)
minor, bisexual and some sort of asexual, she/her, Indian, IB curriculum struggler
artists i listen to: quite actually everything, this list changes too much. but rnb, kpop (skz, nct (all units), ateez, p1h, cortis, cortis, lngshot, unchild, enha, a little rock, pop, literally everything idk how to explain it (i like chase atlantic and esha tewari, do with that what you will)
other stuff i like: aerospace/aerodynamics, jellyfish, greek mythology
i love the starless sea it's my absolute fav book ever
ship haters: when i say ship haters, i mean people who hate and degrade on people who support certain ships. not those who are uncomfortable with certain ships like pro-ships i am too, but if you dont like just block and scroll
anyways
i lowkey feel like this is getting really long so main fandoms, minor obsessions, and reason behind my url (im really proud of it tehehehe)
Main Fandoms: marauders (multishipper), skulduggery pleasant, MCU, Good Omens (TV Show), Grishaverse, Song of Achilles, disney, Arcane (!!!), PJO HOO TOA (haven't read Kane Chronicles yet but that's the only one i skipped)
Since I'm a part of the marauders fandom, I think it's essential to say that i do not support or agree with JKR in any way, honestly fuck her, she doesn't deserve any of your money or publicity because someone who just uses it to hurt people and be uninformed on an influencial platform really doesn't. please boycott and put in the effort to educate yourself (this point is mainly from the marauders and harry potter fandom but also in general. be aware where your money is going). Also since the snape discourse always comes up and I know that’s kinda like a divisive point the best I can explain my standpoint is through a series of posts: basic standpoint, snape's worst memory and sexual harrassement
Minor obsessions: K-Pop Demon Hunters, HTTYD, heartstopper, new girl, derry girls, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, cruel prince series, good girls guide to murder, These Violent Delights/Our Violent Ends, dead boy detectives, the addams family (goals), BBC Merlin (it's growing, i just started watching), carmen sandiego (i cant believe it actually exists im tweaking out)
my usernameeee: the history behind the username is i went down a rabbit hole like a year ago and made my own personalised website on wix.com bc i wanted a place online to yap and be creative (also made it bc substack looks sooo fucking ugly i couldnt possibly use it, im sorry substack users but i have this urge to use only pretty things) (that's a shitty apology im sorry). and then i made it fully and then forgot about it 2 weeks later. amd then i found tumblr and it's like i found another piece of my soul soooo. oh wait. username lore. yes. this is what i named that website. and it's based on this pin on pinterest thats just a series of text messages and they just go "idk how to say it lol" and then the other person goes "throw words out" "i'll put them together"? well, i saw that and i cried, and because in the thick of moments, i can rarely articulate myself properly when i speak so this blog is like an attempt to put my own words together when my head is like jumbly and stuff aren't sticking im sticking tiny pieces of meaning together <3
also definitions cause i like them and it's cute and im proud of myself for thinking of it:
glue (noun): an adhesive substance used for sticking objects or materials together.
morphemes (noun): a meaningful morphological unit of a language that cannot be further divided (e.g. in, come, -ing, forming incoming).
you can stay if you want and take a peek. i promise it wont be too insufferable
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Guys I literally can’t get over this but a new friend I recently made said the pdf-file instead of pedophile in casual conversation and I needed to circle back to it and ask her why she was censoring herself in conversation. She thought it was a joke. What is this fall
Let's say I really wanted to reduce the number of children who die in car accidents. Car accidents are really bad, right? Nobody disagrees about that. And it would be much better for both the environment and the kids' health if they spent more time walking, or taking the bus. Perfectly reasonable. More cars off the road, safer roads, fewer kids getting hurt, healthier kids. A win-win!
Therefore, let's ban children from traveling by car and require all cars to have a scanner on the door that scans the government ID of everyone who gets in the car to make sure no kids are in there. After all, kids get hurt in car accidents all the time! We need to ban this right away!
I don't know I'm not done talking about it. It's insane that I can't just uninstall Edge or Copilot. That websites require my phone number to sign up. That people share their contacts to find their friends on social media.
I wouldn't use an adblocker if ads were just banners on the side funding a website I enjoy using and want to support. Ads pop up invasively and fill my whole screen, I misclick and get warped away to another page just for trying to read an article or get a recipe.
Every app shouldn't be like every other app. Instagram didn't need reels and a shop. TikTok doesn't need a store. Instagram doesn't need to be connected to Facebook. I don't want my apps to do everything, I want a hub for a specific thing, and I'll go to that place accordingly.
I love discord, but so much information gets lost to it. I don't want to join to view things. I want to lurk on forums. I want to be a user who can log in and join a conversation by replying to a thread, even if that conversation was two days ago. I know discord has threads, it's not the same. I don't want to have to verify my account with a phone number. I understand safety and digital concerns, but I'm concerned about information like that with leaks everywhere, even with password managers.
I shouldn't have to pay subscriptions to use services and get locked out of old versions. My old disk copy of photoshop should work. I should want to upgrade eventually because I like photoshop and supporting the business. Adobe is a whole other can of worms here.
Streaming is so splintered across everything. Shows release so fast. Things don't get physical releases. I can't stream a movie I own digitally to friends because the share-screen blocks it, even though I own two digital copies, even though I own a physical copy.
I have an iPod, and I had to install a third party OS to easily put my music on it without having to tangle with iTunes. Spotify bricked hardware I purchased because they were unwillingly to upkeep it. They don't pay their artists. iTunes isn't even iTunes anymore and Apple struggles to upkeep it.
My TV shows me ads on the home screen. My dad lost access to eBook he purchased because they were digital and got revoked by the company distributing them. Hitman 1-3 only runs online most of the time. Flash died and is staying alive because people love it and made efforts to keep it up.
I have to click "not now" and can't click "no". I don't just get emails, they want to text me to purchase things online too. My windows start search bar searches online, not just my computer. Everything is blindly called an app now. Everything wants me to upload to the cloud. These are good tools! But why am I forced to use them! Why am I not allowed to own or control them?
No more!!!!! I love my iPod with so much storage and FLAC files. I love having all my fics on my harddrive. I love having USBs and backups. I love running scripts to gut suck stuff out of my Windows computer I don't want that spies on me. I love having forums. I love sending letters. I love neocities and webpages and webrings. I will not be scanning QR codes. Please hand me a physical menu. If I didn't need a smartphone for work I'd get a "dumb" phone so fast. I want things to have buttons. I want to use a mouse. I want replaceable batteries. I want the right to repair. I grew up online and I won't forget how it was!
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I don’t think healthy people every really get chronic illness.
I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore.
She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.
“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”
She was honestly surprised and it made me realize a thing. They don’t get it. They don’t get that getting diagnosed only equals benefits like welfare or parking spot for us, and sometimes better pain meds but that is just like pushing luck. That it’s a forever thing. That that one day we felt good a week ago was just a bright spot and doesn’t mean we won’t need our aids anymore, cause chronic illness is not linear and will make a great comeback in next four hours, and the next good day is planned on when we’re 70.
Cause when abled people are sick, they get better. And our illness is just an excuse for them. And when we say we will never get better they think we’re being dramatic and pessimistic.
And I don’t think they’ll ever get it, cause to get it you need to live it.
And I want my friends to stay healthy and not go through hell.
What even on gods green earth was that comeback trailer. I’m so confused but apart from that what the fuck is even happening why are the female versions just shorter with wider hips how does that work why is Felix eating himself is that a reference to the wings campaign that would be funny
What even is the aesthetic. Chat ik yhis was supposed to be horror but im literally just laughjgg my at chans horrible acting
I think I have an issue where I am very easily convinced that all artists are against ai bc I want every artist to be against ai. This makes more sense tho
To clarify for those who don't know, "free the nipple" isn't about going braless, it's about going topless
No shirt, no bra, completely bare torso, just like cis men are allowed to
It's about desexualizing breasts and "female presenting nipples" and not being criminalized for our bodies if we want to go topless because it's a million damn degrees out. This was a popular growing movement that was still widely known a decade ago!
And the fact that not wearing a bra is so discouraged and stigmatized that people think the movement was about being able to go braless under your shirt in public rather than about being able to not wear a shirt at all says a lot about how far we've backslid in the past decade
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What even on gods green earth was that comeback trailer. I’m so confused but apart from that what the fuck is even happening why are the female versions just shorter with wider hips how does that work why is Felix eating himself is that a reference to the wings campaign that would be funny
What even is the aesthetic. Chat ik yhis was supposed to be horror but im literally just laughjgg my at chans horrible acting
Guys I listened to V8 today and this made my entire week I fucking love this album so much it’s insane
I just realised that V8 is not only their names but also the name of the old engines in F1 which is why there’s so much car themed stuff this is so peak
I LOVE THIS. EVERYONE LISTEN YO V8 by THE8 and VERNON
I think that the cats understand that the laser pointer is a game because when I do something weird with it or ignore one of the cats for too long not making the light go near them they look up at me like what the hell is that about
I worry a little bit that people who refuse to learn about ai as a part of their anti ai position are going to be extremely unprepared to understand what’s actually scary about it and already have their digital literacy at risk tbh
not that I am some genius in this regard but if you follow ai developments even slightly you might change the things you are most worried about. do people know the extent to which ai is already eating itself and how meaningless this is making swaths of the internet. do people know that there are plenty of random mid-sized companies today buying their employees’ likenesses to create digital clones and using these to make hundreds of videos. I am so much more worried about labor and surveillance and abuse than people becoming lazy about writing emails. and idk man I sort of like and respect people who are willfully ignorant about it as a way of minimizing its force in their lives and I am in some ways jealous but also when I see posts that basically still boil down to “chatgpt will never fool me” I am like 😭😭😭 for one thing not the only thing to be concerned about, for another thing I am really sorry but I don’t think you’re right
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reminder that you cannot call people or things "retarded" around me. we will have a conversation where I explain that I can still tell you the names of 62 people for which I was legally responsible. I will tell you that I loved them
and you will feel like you were being an asshole and wonder why you don't just stop saying it altogether. me too.
if we're friends, you can call me a faggot. there can be a lot of tenderness in that. I got beat up and bullied and just generally treated like a detestable freak by people who called me that word while they did it. hearing it spoken by a loved voice, with clear affection, can be beautiful. it can feel like understanding, forgiveness, absolution, permission, and a thousand other wonderful things. it can be beautiful.
I got called retarded too, but we don't share any special insight into that. it's just a word to us. pick a different one.
a lady with a developmental disability once explained to me that she'd overheard some kids calling each other retarded in the mall we'd visited earlier that day. searching for something to say that might comfort her, I explained that they don't know anything about people like her and so they weren't really talking about her, just being ignorant.
she got angry and said "then they need to pick a different word". and so you need to pick a different word.
don't think this is exclusive to public spaces like the mall or the park or whatever either. she has a tablet and access to the internet, just the same as you do. she can read, write, and make her own decisions. she has a husband.
you don't know anything about her, you need to stop talking about her. pick a different word.
