lilacismm

its an uneven weight, i am a lesser person to you now. Come home be with him, talk to me so you can check it off your list. dont listen to a word i say . I missed you when you were right next to me 

in the weirdest sense I feel that I am not where I should be but on the other side I feel that I am exactly where i am supposed to be. I am so lucky to have a semi clear vision of what I want in a career post grad. I want to be a photographer and graphic designer in the music industry but I am so mad at myself that i didnt start earlier when it was something I’ve been wanting to pursue for a bit. I could have been farther in my career, and made it easier on myself for after college. Moral of the story: don’t stall on your dreams, everything is more plausible than you think :’)