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𝒪𝒷𝒿𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝐻𝑜𝓃𝑜𝓇

Pairing: Higurama x F!Reader

Trope: Enemies to lovers, Rival Lawyers, 18+ content

Synopsis: You’ve always been untouchable in the courtroom—confident, sharp, and perfectly in control. But when a firm merger forces you to work alongside Higurama, the infuriatingly grumpy, morally rigid lawyer who seems determined to undermine you at every turn, your carefully ordered world is thrown off balance. Late nights, heated arguments, and accidental closeness blur the line between rivalry and something far more dangerous, and suddenly, winning the case isn’t the only thing at stake.

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Chapter 1

Chapter 2

The bell above the door rings, the familiar sound bringing a sense of comfort you haven’t felt in a while. You haven’t been here in months. Cases packed against cases kept you too busy to even try to stop by. The warm smell of coffee and the fresh baked pastries they always set out fill your senses, your stomach growling on instinct. You walk in, taking in your surroundings. Everything’s still the same.

Books adorn the well aged wooden shelves, in the corner there’s still that familiar who-knows-how-old, rickety chair that the owner refuses to get rid of. The thought brings a smile to your face, a small chuckle leaving your lips as you approach the counter.

You order your usual without thinking. The barista smiles like she remembers you, and maybe she does. Maybe this place remembers the version of you that still knew how to rest.

As you wait for your order, you occupy yourself with the tabby cat that lays on the counter. When you first started coming here, early on your law school days, the cat, as they called Mr. Mingee, was no older than a young cat. And now, after coming back after who knows how long, grey hairs framed the cat’s once bright orange fur.

Something about that gives you a sense of nostalgia, remembering all the times you stayed here, well after closing time, much to the owners oblige, to study for your bench exam. If it weren’t for the late nights, endless supply of chocolate croissants and a pecan, oatmilk latte, you don’t know how you would’ve made it.

Your name is called, your attention shifting away from the cat as you walk back to the counter. You take your drink, thank the barista, and walk over to the corner table by the window. The same one. With the same rickety chair. Sunlight spills across the wood, warm against your hands as you wrap them around the cup. Outside, people move without urgency. No gavels. No objections. No sharp, calculating gazes tracking your every move.

You exhale. For the first time in weeks, your shoulders drop.

You told Ichiji you’d take a break. And here you are. Actually doing it. No files. No laptop. No legal pads bleeding with annotations. Just you, your coffee, and the quiet hum of a space untouched by rivalry.

But admits that quietness, your phone suddenly buzzes against the table. You don’t look at it. You refuse to look at it. This is your break.

Another buzz.

You narrow your eyes at the device like it personally betrayed you. You let out a heavy sigh, taking another sip from your drink as you fight the temptation.

Another buzz.

Your jaw tightens, your grip on the cup hard enough to see white in your knuckles.

It’s probably nothing you think. A newsletter. A text from your mom asking if you’re eating well. A calander reminder, or a spam.

Either way, it can’t be no important than getting your alone time. The screen lights up faintly on the wood, the glow catching your peripheral.

Something seems different with this notification. You can’t explain why, but you feel the need to look at it.

And you do.

Letting out a sigh of resignation, you set down your coffee cup and reach for your phone.

Slowly, you flip it back upright.

A new email.

From: Senior Yoshinobu

Your stomach drops. You never receive an email from him unless it was to chew your ear out, or something abrupt had come up.

You tap on the notification before your better judgement.

The email opens smoothly, the words clinical and impersonal as always.

Joint Assignment Notice.

Case 72-F: Divorce settlement & Custody

Assigned Counsel: Your name.

Assigned Counsel: Higurama.

Your grip on your phone tightens. Your heart practically on the ground now as you reread the email again.

You blink. You blink again.

You reread the line once more as if you were merely hallucinating from stress, but when the words don’t rearrange themselves you feel your shoulders tense.

Together.

Together.

Not opposing counsels. Not across the room.

Together.

A strange heat crawls up your neck. Frustration. Disbelief. Something sharper you can’t quite name. You reach for your coffee, hoping the brew can soothe the ache in your throat. You glance out the window again, but the sunlight feels different now. Less warm. More distant.

Work together. With him.

The thought repeats in your mind, plaguing your once peaceful atmosphere. After everything. After the losses. After the way he’s carved through your confidence piece by precise piece.

You should be irritated. You are irritated. And yet—

Beneath that irritation is something else. A flicker of challenge. Of curiosity. And an impending sense of something you know might change your life forever.

Your phone buzzes again. Your eyes flickering down to the notification.

Another email.

You feel your soul actually jump out of your body.

Strategy meeting scheduled for tomorrow. 8:00 AM sharp.

—Higurama.

There’s no greeting. No pretend pleasantries. Just straight to the case. Of course.

You feel that familiar irritation start to bubble in your chest, your grip hard enough to break the mug in your hand. You silently curse the universe for punishing you like this. Wondering what you could have possibly have done to anyone that would make them want to curse you like this.

You let out an incredulous laugh, well aware you probably look crazy giving your phone a death glare. You lean back, finishing the last bit of your coffee and let out a heavy sigh.

“So much for a break,” You murmur to yourself. Gathering your belongings and making sure to clean up after yourself. You leave a few spare bucks inside the tip jar, giving Mr. Mingee one last head scratch before you head out.

Stepping out, you let yourself take a deep breath, staring up at the sky. You feel something shift, and for the first time in forever, you’re not exactly sure how to plan for this.

Because this time, you don’t be standing across from him, but rather next to him.

And somehow that feels even more dangerous.

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The next morning, you’re five minutes early. And a little bit more dressed up than usual. You tell yourself it’s professionalism. Not anticipation. Not the restless way you barely slept after reading that email. Just discipline. Besides, you can’t show him just how anxious you were about this meeting, best way to show your false confidence is by looking like it.

The conference room is quiet when you step inside. Floor-to-ceiling windows let in pale morning light, the city still stretching awake beneath a grey-blue sky. The long mahogany table sits untouched, polished to a near mirror finish. It’s cold, a subtle chill in the air that makes you shiver as you walk further inside.

You place your briefcase on the table. At one end. Not the head of the table. Just a seat with equal footing. You refuse to subconsciously concede territory. That’s too testosterone-y for you. You smooth your blazer, inhale once, steady.

The door opens exactly at 8:00 AM.

Of course it does.

Your eyes roll back subtly, not turning immediately. You won’t give him that satisfaction. But like his arguments, his presence was heavy. You felt him before you could see him as he walked up, brushed beside you, his steps unhurried and calculated.

“Good morning,” he speaks up, his head inclined slightly.

To your frustration, he looks as he always does. Composed, neat, his suit and tie crisp with not a sight of a wrinkle. And much to your frustration, annoyingly handsome.

“I’d like to thank you for meeting me at this time,” his voice is steady, neutral as he sets his briefcase down opposite of you. He’s almost too casual, as if you haven’t spent the last month going back and forth, your words of defense at each others throat.

You swallow your pride and greet him with a polite smile. “It’s no problem,” you say as you gesture towards the seat in front of you. “Shall we?”

Higurama simply hums as he opens his briefcase, pulling out a singular file. He slides the file in front of you first, leaning back in his seat as he pulls out another copy for him to look at.

Opening the file up slowly, your eyes begin skimming at the words.

Case 72-F. Family Court. Custody dispute.

Your stomach tightens.

Primary petitioner: Mother.

Respondent: Father.

Child: One. Age six.

Allegations: Emotional manipulation. Financial control. Questionable living conditions.

You exhale slowly, your shoulders tensing slightly as you read further into the case. Higurama, ever the observer, notices, but doesn’t say anything as he sorts through all the documents.

No police reports.

No medical documentation.

No formal findings of abuse.

On record it’s all clean. But after years of being in the law firm, you’ve taught yourself that even records and documents lie.

“You finished reviewiewing the complaint?” he asks quietly.

“Yes.”

“And?”

“It’s structured,” you reply. “Specific language. Not vague.”

“That strengthens credibility,” he says simply.

Footsteps approach. Both of you straighten slightly. Mr. Takeda steps in. Mid-thirties. Neutral suit. Well-groomed. Nothing remarkable at first glance. The kind of appearance that photographs well in court.

Higurama is first to stand as he reaches a hand out for the male. “Mr. Takeda,” he greets.

You follow after, a polite smile on your face.

“I’d like to introduce you to my partner and I,” he says as he gestures towards you.

Mr. Takeda smiles, turning his attention towards you as he reaches a hand out to shake yours. His hand lingers. You internally grimace as you gesture towards the seat between the two of you.

“Thank you for representing me,” he says, offering a measured smile.

You nod. “Have a seat.”

Higurama follows suit, adjusting his tie as he sits back down, reaching for the file. “We’ll clarify several points before building our strategy.”

Takeda nods once.

“You manage household finances?” Higurama asks.

“Yes.”

“Joint accounts?” You ask as you pull out a notebook and your pen.

“Initially. I transitioned to separate oversight when spending became inconsistent.” You jot that down.

“Inconsistent how?” you ask.

“Unplanned purchases. Lack of budgeting.”

“Was access removed entirely?” you press.

“Limited,” he corrects. “Not removed.”

Higurama doesn’t interrupt. He lets silence do the work. Takeda fills it.

“It was temporary. For stability.”

You glance at the complaint again. The wording there was different. You move on.

“The petitioner claims you monitored her communications.” You lean back in your chair, legs crossed as you begin growing more comfortable in the process.

“I asked for transparency,” he replies evenly. “Trust requires openness.”

“Did you request passwords?” Higurama asks.

“Yes.”

“Did she refuse?”

“At times.”

You note the phrasing. “At times,” you repeat.

He nods.

You turn a page. “The school report mentions behavioral withdrawal in your son.”

Takeda sighs as if the information inconveniences him. Running a hand through his hair, his voice steady as he speaks. “Children react to divorce.”

You grimace at the cold tone, your brow furrowed slightly as you try to mask your indifference.

“Was this before or after the divorce?”

“After.”

You glance over at Higurama. No commentary. He doesn’t look back, simply just staring at Taekeda as if he wasn’t feeling the same gut feeling you were having.

“Have you ever threatened custody during arguments?” Higurama asks.

Taekeda pauses briefly as if he was running back through all the arguments with his wife. “I reminded her that the court favored stability.”

“Which she lacked.” He finishes off cold and there’s a certain twitch in his eyes as he mentions his wife.

You notice that. You close your pen.

“Is there anything we should be aware of that’s not stated in the complaint?” You ask, your eyes narrowed slightly at him.

A standard question. Takeda’s gaze shifts between you and Higurama. Calculating.

The answer comes smoothly.

Higurama nods once. “Our defense will center on demonstrable stability: employment, residence, structured routine, documented involvement in education.”

Takeda relaxes slightly at that. A subtle curve of his lips that doesn’t mask his arrogance about how confident he is that he’ll win.

“And the emotional allegations?” You can’t help but ask.

“They lack substantiation,” Higurama replies before Takeda can. “Unless evidence is produced.”

Your eyes flicker over to him, his eyes already on you as he sets his pen down. Your brows furrow, your shoulders tense. You don’t argue, you bite your tongue, and lean back in your seat.

Takeda stands after another few procedural clarifications. “I trust your expertise,” he says.

“We rely on accuracy,” Higurama replies calmly. “If any information changes, you will inform us immediately.”

“Of course.” He says as the three of you exchange some last minute words and a quick tensed goodbye.

The door shuts behind him. Silence lingers.

Your leg bounces up and down as you glance up at him. “He’s careful,” you finally speak up, unable to hide any discrepancies you felt.

“Yes,” Higurama agrees, not batting an eye as he begins clearing the table.

“That doesn’t concern you?”

“No, and it shouldn’t concern you,” He says, finally lifting his gaze up to look at you. “Carefulness is common in litigation.”

You tap your pen lightly against the file. “The timeline in the school report and the separation date are close.”

“Yes.”

“That’s worth noting,”

“It is,” he says.

You look at him. “You don’t think the allegations could escalate?”

“If they do,” he replies evenly, “we reassess based on evidence.”

You let out a small huff, standing up to your feet as you gather your things.

It’s always evidence with him. Never instinct.

You close the file, setting it neatly into your briefcase.

“So we proceed.”

“Yes.”

He gathers his documents with practiced precision.

“If documentation remains consistent,” he adds, “this is a straightforward custody defense.”

Straightforward. The word sits oddly with you. But nothing on paper contradicts it.

Not yet.

He stands. “We will prepare initial filings tomorrow.”

You nod.

The tension between you isn’t explosive. It’s controlled. Familiar. Like standing across from him in court, except now the opposition isn’t each other. It’s uncertainty. When he leaves, you stay there for a moment longer, eyes on the closed door. On paper, the case it stable, Taekeda’s argument is calculated.

Legally defensible. Clean.

And yet.

You don’t trust clean. Not anymore.

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The first week, the meetings are strictly professional.

8:00 AM sharp.

Conference Room B.

You arrive exactly 5 minutes early.

He arrives exactly on time.

Files aligned. Chairs across from each other. No small talk. Except for the occasional exchange of debrief.

You speak.

He corrects.

He speaks.

You counter.

It’s strictly professional, technical, and ethical.

And infuriating. You’ve lost track of how many hours of sleep you’ve lost to this man. And how many liters of coffee you’ve consumed.

“You’re overcomplicating it,” he says during your third strategy session, flipping through your annotated custody argument.

You huff, your gaze flickering towards him as you sit up in your seat. “I’m strengthening it.” You mutter, your voice steady.

“You’re adding unnecessary variables.”

“You’re removing context.” Your voice growing a bit more firmer.

He sets the file down with a heavy sigh. “Context is irrelevant if it cannot be substantiated.”

“And your version reads like a machine wrote it.” You mutter, arms crossed over your chest as you look away from him.

He almost scoffs at that, his brows furrowed slightly as he glances at you with a small frown. “It reads like it will hold up in court.” He says shaking his head at your child like demeanor

You exhale sharply and lean back in your chair.

There it is. That wall. Every single time.

You don’t know why it gets under your skin so much. Maybe because he’s rarely wrong. Maybe because he doesn’t even seem to enjoy being right. He just…is.

By the 5th meeting, you’ve stopped putting any effort into your looks, hair not up done in its usual bun, clothes a bit looser now, and your makeup lighter. The lack of sleep is evident and it’s infuriating that he doesn’t seem to be affected.

You’ve stopped trying to hide your impatience, stopped biting your tongue by your nth meeting.

“You’re not listening,” you say flatly, closing the file with a bit more force than necessary.

“I am,” he replies calmly. His face looks real punchable right now.

“No. You’re waiting to disagree.” A pause.

“That is inaccurate.”

“You haven’t agreed with me once.”

“I have not encountered a statement requiring agreement.”

You stare at him. You’re sure you’ve probably grown crows feet by now as many times as you’ve stared daggers at this man. “You’re insufferable.”

“And you are emotional,” he replies evenly.

Your jaw tightens. “It involves a child.”

“It involves custody law.” He counteracts.

You stand abruptly, pacing once before catching yourself. “You don’t think that matters?”

He watches you, gaze steady. Something in his eyes flicker. “It matters,” he says. “It simply does not alter statute.”

You sigh, sitting back down as you shake your head. You say nothing more. Neither does he. And once again the two of you fall into that silent rhythm. This time there’s no small brief of exchange, only the tensed passing of papers and files, the slightest brush of the hand that makes you feel a lot more than you want.

At the end of the consultation, it’s 12pm once again. Right on time as always. The two of you say your short goodbyes and exchange your schedules to fit another meeting in.

When you finally return home, your feet drag down your hallway and towards your bedroom where you don’t even bother to get un-ready for bed. You plop facedown, letting out a small groan of frustration into your pillow. You roll over, starfishing on your sheets as you kick off your shoes.

Silence fills your room, other than the soft hum of your fan. As much as you’d like to go to bed, your mind plagues you of him.

No matter how hard you try, try to not let everything about him bother you, he lives in your mind. Picking at every little thing you do. And even worse, he haunts your dreams.

Get a hold of yourself.

You tell yourself it’s just because of close proximity. On top of the stress, the lack of sleep, and the fact that he’s the only person you see consistently in your schedule, even more now than Ichiji lately.

Despite how hard you force yourself not to, it’s inevitable. Waking up drenched in sweat, your face warm and that familiar warmth between your legs, you groan and throw the pillow over your face, mentally degrading yourself for being such a touched starved pervert.

You rub your face, sitting up in your bed, glancing down at yourself. You look over at your alarm clock. Your eyes widen when you realized you’ve overslept.

9am. 4 hours way over then you usually have.

You’ve really fallen out of balance here.

Quickly, you dive out of bed, running to your bathroom as you slip off your clothes along the way. Multitasking brushing your teeth and changing is not for the faint of hearts as you try to slip on your shoes. Finally you’re decently put together, your briefcase in your hand as you rush out of the door.

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You make it to the conference room a hour and a half after the usual scheduled time. Standing outside of the room, you take a deep breath, ready for the ridicule you were about to face. You steel yourself, opening the door slowly.

To your surprise, not really, Higurama’s still here, files and documents scattered around the table. You had figured he would’ve left by now. He glances up when he realizes you’re here and for a split second, something flashes across his face.

Not annoyance, but rather, relief.

It’s gone just as quickly, replaced with that usual composure he held.

“You’re late,” he says evenly.

No edge. No mockery. No bite. Just stating fact.

“I’m aware,” you reply, stepping inside and closing the door behind you a little too carefully. You don’t offer an excuse. You don’t have one that doesn’t sound weak.

You’re never late.

Not to court. Not to meetings. Not to anything. Yet here you are.

He watches you as you set your bag down, fingers flexing slightly like you’re bracing for impact.

“I assumed something had occurred,” he says.

You blink. “Occurred?”

“You did not respond to the revised draft I sent this morning.”

You hadn’t seen it. Your stomach twists. You swallow your pride. “I overslept,” you admit quietly.

The words feel foreign in your mouth.

His brow shifts—barely.

“You,” he says.

“Yes.”

“You overslept.”

You drop into your usual chair, avoiding his eyes. “It happens.”

“It does not,” he corrects automatically.

You exhale sharply through your nose, brows finding their usual place on your face any time you’re around him. “Are you going to cross-examine me or can we move on?”

A pause.

Then—

“I was not aware you were capable of it.”

You look up at that.

There’s no mockery in his voice. If anything, there’s something closer to… curiosity.

You fold your arms. “Don’t sound so surprised.”

“You are precise,” he replies. “Consistent.”

“And today I wasn’t.”

“No.”

The quiet that follows isn’t judgmental. It’s observational.

You busy yourself pulling out the necessary files, reading through that revised draft he sent, pretending your pulse isn’t slightly off. You don’t tell him that you fell asleep later than you meant to. That your mind wouldn’t shut off. That every time you drifted, his face plagued your dreams.

“That will not affect preparation,” you say firmly.

“I am aware”

“Has anyone told you sound highly invasive sometimes?” You speak up, eyes flickering up towards him.

He doesn’t look at you. “Invasive? I like to call it practical.”

You stare at him for a moment before shaking your head. “Unbelievable.”

“You arrived,” he says simply.

It takes you a second to process that.

“That’s your takeaway?”

“You are here.”

You falter slightly, your grip on your pen loosening slightly. “You thought I wouldn’t be?”

He doesn’t answer immediately. The silence stretches.

“I considered the possibility,” he says at last.

Your irritation flickers. “Because I was late once?”

“Because you have been… unsettled.”

That catches you off guard. “Unsettled?”

“You are more reactive during this case than usual,” he says calmly. “Your arguments are sharper. Less filtered.”

Your jaw tightens, your gaze diverting away and back towards the papers in front of you. “Maybe I care.”

“I know.”

The words land heavier than they should. He straightens a stack of papers, aligning the corners.

“I did not interpret your absence as incompetence,” he continues. “Merely deviation.”

You huff softly. “That’s comforting.”

“It was not intended to be.”

A beat. Then, more quietly—

“I would have rescheduled if necessary.”

You look at him fully now. “You would have?”

“Yes.”

No hesitation. No performance. Just simple certainty. Your chest feels strange for a moment. Tight and warm at the same time.

“That’s… unnecessary,” you say quickly.

“Perhaps.”

He slides a document toward you. “The father’s financial advisor responded. We’ve got all records of every financial transaction made.”

“Including both parties?” You question with a tilt of your head, your hand reaching out for the document as your eyes begin to skim through the paper.

“Yes,” he replies. “Joint accounts. Individual holdings. Investment portfolios. The advisor was thorough.”

You hum quietly, scanning the columns of numbers. Dates. Transfers. Account numbers. Your finger trails down the page slowly. You’re too focused on the papers to notice the way Higurama shifts. Your pen moves steadily across the margins, brows drawn in concentration, lips pressing together every time a number refuses to align. You don’t look up once.

Across the table, he stops reading. And watches.

There’s something different about you. Not that he’s watching you. But Higurama’s observant. Of course he notices how every time the two of you meet, you seem less..how does he put it into words?

Less maintenanced.

Your hair isn’t in that usual bun you had it in during the first few meetings. The clothes you wear are a little looser.

Higurama’s eyes shift up to your face. His eyes zoom in on the slight bags under your eyes. Something in his chest stirs. This case was taking quite a toll on you.

“Thorough doesn’t always mean complete,” you suddenly speak up.

Higurama doesn’t immediately counter. Instead, he shifts his chair slightly closer, angling the document so he can see where your gaze has stalled.

“Where?” he asks.

You tap the margin lightly. “Here. These transfers.”

“They’re listed.”

“They’re rounded.”

A small pause.

“Rounded?” he repeats.

“Every single one ends clean. Even amounts. No service fees. No fractional interest carryover.” You glance up at him. “Real transfers are messy.”

Only then do you realize how much closer Higurama is to you, his shoulder brushes yours lightly as he reads the lines again.

You gulp, pretending not to notice the way your heart beats. Or how once cool room has gone up in heat.

“They could have been manually adjusted.” He says, his eyes meeting yours for a fraction of a second.

“They could have,” you agree. “But consistently? Across six separate transactions?”

Silence stretches between you — not combative, but analytical. He leans in slightly more, close enough that you can feel the faint warmth of his sleeve near your arm.

“The timestamps,” he says quietly.

You follow his gaze. “All processed within a fifteen-minute window,” you murmur.

“Yes.”

You look at him. He looks at you.

“That’s not someone managing personal finances,” you say. “That’s someone consolidating.”

“For what purpose?” he asks.

“Preparation.”

The word hangs there. He doesn’t dismiss it. Doesn’t immediately demand substantiation.

Instead, he nods once. “Cross-reference the property acquisition date.”

You flip to the secondary report quickly, comparing timelines.

“Three days later,” you confirm.

His jaw tightens slightly, thoughtful rather than tense.

“That suggests anticipation,” he says.

“Or foreknowledge,” you add.

A quiet understanding settles between you.

He takes the document back briefly, marking a notation in the margin before sliding it to you again.

“We request supplementary records from the advisor,” he says. “Raw statements. Not summaries.”

You glance up at him.

“You’re not going to argue that this is circumstantial?”

“It is circumstantial,” he replies evenly. “But it establishes a pattern worth pursuing.” There’s no resistance in his tone.

No instinct to undercut. Just alignment.

You nod slowly. “If he was moving assets before filing, that changes the posture of the defense.”

“Yes.”

“And if the court sees intentional concealment—”

“It compromises credibility.”

You sit back slightly, processing.

“You believed me,” you say before you can stop yourself, a subtle smile on your lips you don’t realize you have.

His pen stills. “About what?”

“That something was off.”

A brief pause.

“Yes,” he says simply.

Not begrudging. Not reluctant. Just honest.

Your chest tightens in a way that feels unfamiliar.

“You wouldn’t two weeks ago,” you point out.

“Two weeks ago,” he replies, meeting your gaze steadily, “I would not have—” He pauses.

Not searching for the right legal term. Searching for the right truth.

“I would not have allowed your instinct to influence my approach.”

The words are careful. Precise. Honest.

You hold his gaze. “And now?”

Another beat.

His pen lowers slowly to the table.

“Now,” he says, quieter than before, “I look for what you’re looking at.”

The room feels still. You hadn’t realized how close you were leaning in until you feel the edge of the table press faintly into your forearms.

“That’s new,” you murmur.

“Yes.”

No defensiveness. No detachment. Just acknowledgement.

Your pulse shifts in a way that has nothing to do with the case.

“You trust me,” you say, softer this time. Not teasing. Not accusing.

Understanding. His eyes don’t waver.

“I respect your judgment,” he corrects. But there’s something in his tone that makes the distinction feel thin.

A quiet hum fills the space between you — the fluorescent lights, the storm outside, the air conditioning — but it all feels distant compared to the weight of his gaze. You become suddenly aware of how close you’re sitting. Of how his hand is still resting near yours on the table. Of how he hasn’t looked away.

“And that’s enough?” You murmur.

“For now,” he replies. For now.

It isn’t a boundary. It isn’t an invitation. It’s a promise of progression. The kind that doesn’t rush.

You break eye contact first, clearing your throat lightly as you glance back down at the documents.

“Then let’s make sure I’m right,” you say, steadying yourself.

A faint, almost imperceptible shift touches his expression — not quite a smile. But close.

“I intend to,” he says.

And this time, when your shoulders brush as you lean over the same page—

Neither of you moves away.

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𝒪𝒷𝒿𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝐻𝑜𝓃𝑜𝓇

Pairing: Higurama x F!Reader

Trope: Enemies to lovers, Rival Lawyers, 18+ content

Synopsis: You’ve always been untouchable in the courtroom—confident, sharp, and perfectly in control. But when a firm merger forces you to work alongside Higurama, the infuriatingly grumpy, morally rigid lawyer who seems determined to undermine you at every turn, your carefully ordered world is thrown off balance. Late nights, heated arguments, and accidental closeness blur the line between rivalry and something far more dangerous, and suddenly, winning the case isn’t the only thing at stake.

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Chapter 1

For some people, their day didn’t start until the sunlight poked through their curtains. And for most, their days didn’t start till lunchtime. Not yours. You weren’t given that opportunity to sleep in.

The morning starts like every other: quiet, calculated, and entirely yours. The sky’s still that dark blue with just a hint of the yellow from the sun and there’s a few cars out on the road alongside you. You arrive at the office before most of the lights flicker on, heels clicking against polished floors, coffee warm between your hands. The city hasn’t fully woken up yet, but you have. You always do.

You greet the occasional passerby with a familiar smile, nodding to them as you make your way to your office. There’s something comforting in the routine —waking up before the crack of dawn, coffee brewing while you get ready so that before you leave, you’ll have hot coffee to enjoy. Despite the complaints of not getting any sleep, you find comfort in the process of working a case. The familiarity of the files stacked in your cabinet, the crisp leather brief case you always carry, and that triumphant feeling of when you win a case. And emphasis on “when” cause it’s never “if” you win a case. You always win. That expectation isn’t arrogance; it’s habit. And habits are hard to break.

The door clicks open as you usher your way inside. Slipping off your coat, you hang it up on your rack, deftly placed next to your wall adjourned with certificates and framed copies of cases you’ve won in the past. Sure it seemed excessive, but the way you see it, a reminder of all the hard work and sacrifices you made to make it this far. A small smile slips onto your face as you glance over at them, making your way to your desk.

As pristine and organized your routine is, you wish you could say the same for your desk. No matter how hard you try to keep it organized, stacks of files and crumbled up paper always end up covering your desk.

You sigh, running a hand through your hair as you mentally discipline yourself for leaving a mess behind last night. Setting your brief case down in your seat, you make quick work of cleaning your desk and by quick work you just set it aside so you could have a clear space to work. Sitting down onto your chair, you pull out your laptop, take a sip of your coffee and begin your work.

You’re not sure how long it’s been, but you know it’s been long enough to where your butt is starting to ache and your feet have fallen asleep. You glance down at your watch, noting that it’s an hour before 9am which is perfect timing because you’ve just finished off your closing argument. With stretched out arms over your head, you let out a groan of satisfaction when you feel your back pop, that heavy feeling in your shoulders gone now. Feeling satisfied, you rerun through everything, printing out your documents and placing them neatly stacked inside your briefcase. Without glancing back at the mess you’ve made once more, you shut your office door with a satisfied hum.

“Just in time as always,” a voice from behind you says.

You turn around, greeted by the pleasant smile of Ichiji whose hands are preoccupied with files of papers.

“You know me Ichiji,” You smile at the man, reaching out to help unload his load a bit as the two of you begin walking towards the elevators.

You make small conversation with Ijichi, discussing your next case and rerunning through everything before you finally go on trial. You’re a hour early- like always, which gives you just enough time to debrief with your client. The two of you take the elevator to the 6th floor, the quiet hum of the building below you fading with every passing level. The hallway leading to the courtroom smells faintly of polished wood and old leather, a scent you’ve come to associate with anticipation.

When you step into the courtroom, the room is already settling into its familiar rhythm. Clerks shuffle papers, the judge reviews documents, and a few early spectators glance around, their interest barely hiding their boredom. You join in on the rhythm as you make your way to your side of the court, Ichiji loyally by your side as the two of you begin setting up your table.

Footsteps approach from behind and you turn to face them, a smile on your lips as you notice your client walking towards you, and next to her, a small boy.

“Maria” You smile, standing up a little straighter as you wave to the small boy.

Your client greets you with a nervous smile, clutching her folder like it’s a lifeline. “Thank you for meeting me early,” she says softly, her voice tentative but hopeful.

You return her smile with a small, reassuring nod, letting the tension in her shoulders ease just slightly. “Of course,” you say gently, keeping your tone calm and even. “We’ve gone over everything, and we’re prepared. You’ve done all the right things—now we just make sure the court sees it too.”

Her eyes flicker with gratitude, and for a moment, you allow yourself to appreciate the simple, human connection before the formalities of the trial take over.

You sit the two down on the chairs, offering the boy a toy car to keep busy with as you set a few papers out in front of Maria.

“I know this looks intimidating,” Lowering your voice just enough for her to hear. “But all you have to do is tell your side of the story, we’ve got everything covered.” You reassure her, placing a hand on her shoulder.

You take a moment to sit with Maria before the trial begins, reviewing every detail of the case one last time. The papers are spread neatly between you, but your focus is on her, making sure she feels prepared and confident. You go over the sequence of events, double-checking that she remembers key dates and actions, and quietly reassure her that she’s done everything she could. There’s a calm in the small room, a shared understanding that while the courtroom may be intimidating, you’ve both prepared for this, and she isn’t facing it alone.

As time goes by, the quiet chatter quickly becomes deafening, murmurs and shuffled papers that fill the courtroom, shattering that brief moment of peace. Maria sits anxiously, staring at the other side of the court where the defendants table sat empty. And for what felt like hours, just 30 mins before the trial would begin, the court room door clicked open.

It wasn’t loud.

It wasn’t abrupt.

And yet you can feel a shift.

That once chatter shifts slightly, almost imperceptibly, as all attention hilts towards the front. You notice eyes going wide, the murmurs changing to hushed whispers and there’s a strange change in the atmosphere. Despite yourself, you too can’t help but turn your head, curious to see what all the fuss was about.

He steps in without hurry, the measured sound of polished shoes against tile cutting cleanly through the low hum. Tall. Impeccably dressed. Composed in a way that feels less practiced and more inherent. His movements are deliberate, almost surgical, as though even the act of walking has purpose.

You don’t know his name yet.

But you feel him.

His gaze sweeps the room once—assessing, calculating—before settling briefly in your direction. Not lingering. Not obvious. Just long enough to acknowledge you as something worth measuring. It’s not arrogance. It’s not curiosity.

Its evaluation.

He says nothing as he makes his way to the opposing table. No greeting. No performative pleasantries. He places his briefcase down with quiet precision, aligning his documents in careful stacks, every page squared, every movement controlled. There’s something unsettling about how still he is once he’s seated—like a blade sheathed but very much present.

Your client shifts slightly beside you. You don’t look at him again.

You don’t need to. You don’t want to. You can’t let this man intimidate you. This isn’t your first trial. Calm down and take a breath.

The sharp crack of the gavel cuts cleanly through the lingering chatter, the sound echoing against polished wood and high ceilings. “This court is now in session.”

The words settle heavily in the air as everyone rises, the room shifting from restless anticipation to rigid formality in an instant. You stand beside Maria, posture straight, hands steady despite the weight of what’s at stake. Appearances are placed on record, names spoken with measured precision, and the judge’s gaze sweeps across both tables before landing forward again. “We will proceed with opening statements.” The trial has officially begun.

Higurama, as you’ve learned, rises slowly, adjusting his tie as he clears his throat. He doesn’t even spare you a glance as he speaks.

“Your Honor, before we proceed, the defense requests the court’s understanding regarding my client’s absence. Given the documented circumstances submitted earlier this week, their presence today is neither feasible nor legally required.”

His voice is steady, calm in a way that doesn’t invite argument. He doesn’t rush his words, doesn’t soften them. He says it in a way that somehow seems to land even harder. A brief pause passes.

“With the courts permission, we ask if we can proceed.”

The judge nods once, satisfied, and grants the permission.

You let out a small with you don’t even realize your holding, glancing next to Maria as you offer her a reassuring hand.

Higurama starts the process, inclining his head slightly as he continues, almost seamlessly.

“This case, at its core, is not one of retaliation, nor negligence, nor personal vendetta. It is a matter of contractual interpretation.” His hands rest lightly against the edge of the table, fingers relaxed, controlled. “The plaintiff entered into an agreement with full knowledge of the policies governing her employment. Those policies were followed.”

You notice Maria flinch next to you slightly, your eyes drifting back to Higurama as you give her hand a squeeze.

“The defense will demonstrate, through documented evidence and witness testimony, that Ms. Santos’ termination was executed in accordance with company procedure. No deviation occurred. No unlawful action was taken.”

Only then does his gaze shift, slowly, deliberately towards you.

Despite the growing irritation you feel, your expression remains steady, though you’re not sure how well you’re hiding your clenched jaw.

“It is understandable that the plaintiff may feel wronged,” he continues, eyes returning to the bench. “But feelings, however valid, do not supersede written law.”

And with that he sits down, his eyes back down to his papers.

You rise slowly, smoothing a hand over your sleeve before stepping forward. There’s no rush in you either — but unlike him, your presence carries warmth beneath the steel.

“Your Honor,” you begin, voice clear and steady, “the defense is correct about one thing. This case is not about feelings.”

Higurama’s eyes drift up slowly, his posture straightening up slightly as he watches you.

“It is about fairness.”

You let the word settle.

“Maria Santos dedicated five years to Takahara Industries. Five years of exemplary performance reviews, documented overtime, and consistent compliance with company expectations. And yet, when she raised concerns regarding discrepancies within her department, she was terminated within weeks.”

Your gaze doesn’t waver, nor does your voice as you begin pacing back and forth.

“The defense will show you policy. We will show you pattern.”

A quiet breath.

“Policies are only lawful when they are applied without prejudice and without retaliation. The plaintiff will demonstrate that what occurred was not a routine enforcement of company guidelines, but a calculated response to an employee who spoke up.”

You shift slightly, grounding yourself.

“This court is not being asked to weigh emotion against law. It is being asked to determine whether the law was used as protection… or as a shield.”

You finish off with a brief glance at Higurama, your last sentence slightly targeted towards him, “And we are confident the evidence will make that distinction clear.” Right before you sit back down.

Maria looks a little less worried, her lips curled into a small smile as she reaches out for you once more, giving you a nod of approval that warms your heart.

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The proceedings move quickly after that.

You guide Maria through her testimony with careful precision, performance evaluations, internal reports, the complaint she filed just weeks before her termination. Each document is submitted into evidence, each date spoken clearly into the record.

“For the record,” you say evenly, “Ms. Santos received no prior disciplinary warnings, correct?”

“Correct.”

You nod once. Solid ground.

Then Higurama rises.

He approaches without haste, hands loosely clasped behind his back.

“Ms. Santos,” he begins calmly, “you stated you reviewed the employee handbook upon hiring?”

“Yes.” She speaks up timidly.

“And you understood that failure to adhere to internal reporting protocol could result in termination?”

You’re already on your feet. “Objection, Your Honor. Counsel is mischaracterizing the policy.”

Higurama doesn’t even look at you. “I’m reading directly from Exhibit D.”

A beat.

“Overruled.”

Maria hesitates—just slightly. “I… understood there were procedures, yes.”

“And you bypassed your direct supervisor when filing your complaint?”

You step forward before the silence stretches too far. “Your Honor, the witness has already testified that her supervisor was the subject of the complaint.”

Higurama’s eyes flick to you now—cool, assessing.

“And yet,” he says smoothly, “there were alternative internal channels available.”

The room stills.

You straighten. “Alternative channels that report to the same executive board.”

A quiet ripple moves through the courtroom. For a moment, it isn’t about Maria.

It’s about the two of you.

He tilts his head slightly. “Speculation.”

“Sustained,” the judge replies.

Higurama continues, unbothered. Line by line, clause by clause, he dissects the policy. Not aggressively. Not emotionally. Just precisely.

By the time he finishes, the timeline you built hasn’t collapsed—but it’s been narrowed. Refined. Boxed in.

Witnesses follow. HR representatives. Department supervisors. You object when necessary. He counters without hesitation.

“Asked and answered.”

“Relevance?”

“Foundation has already been established.”

The rhythm becomes almost predictable—except for the way his gaze lingers half a second too long whenever you stand to challenge him. By the time closing arguments approach, the courtroom feels smaller.

And though you refuse to show it—

You can feel him gaining ground.

After what seemed like decades of back and forth, objections upon objections, the gavel falls with a solid, echoing crack.

“After careful consideration of the evidence and testimony, the court rules in favor..” A brief pause.

“The defense”

The words hit like a punch. Maria’s shoulders slump; your stomach twists. You force yourself to maintain your composure, but inside, it’s a storm. Every carefully laid argument, every document, every testimony.

Higurama sits, expression unreadable. Calm. Collected. Certain. He doesn’t glance at you, and yet you feel the weight of his presence more than ever. Every precise word, every calculated movement throughout the trial has led to this moment.

You breathe, steadying yourself. The courtroom buzzes softly with whispers of approval for him, for the defense, for the “logic” that carried the day. You hate the sound of it. Hate it. And yet… part of you can’t help the grudging acknowledgment that he earned it. Every meticulous motion, every measured question, every quiet, surgical dismantling of your strategy—it’s infuriatingly effective.

You glance at him briefly. He’s looking forward, unreadable, as if nothing happened at all. And maybe that’s what makes it worse. You clamp down the frustration, mask it behind the calm professionalism that has carried you this far. You’ve lost this battle, yes—but not the war. Not yet.

You redirect your attention to Maria, your expression cracking at the sight of her. She clutches onto her child as she sobs quietly, the mere sight eating at your heart. You let out a small sigh, reaching a hand out towards Maria, rubbing the women’s back. You don’t say anything at first. You’re not sure what to say. You’ve never actually experienced such a loss like this.

You gulp down your own frustration, your voice quiet. “Come on, I think we all need a fresh breath of air.” You offer, standing up.

Maria slowly glances up, nodding as she carries her son in her arms, following you and Ichiji outside of the courtroom. The sunlight hits the courthouse steps, warm and almost comforting, but it does little to soothe the tension still coiled tight in your chest. You walk a few steps ahead, adjusting your blazer and forcing your mind to sort through the trial, the verdict, and the quiet sting of frustration that Higurama’s precision has left behind.

Ijichi offers a quiet comment about next steps, but your attention drifts. Even outside, the courtroom feels close, the echo of the gavel and the hum of whispered voices still lingering in your ears. Maria shifts her son slightly in her arms, glancing at you for reassurance, and you give a small, steady nod. “We’ll figure out what to do next,” you tell her quietly.

And then you notice him, standing just inside the courthouse doorway, as though he’s been watching all along. Higurama. Calm. Controlled. Observing, but not moving. Your eyes meet briefly before he tilts his head almost imperceptibly and steps back, disappearing again into the flow of people. The briefest contact, and yet it leaves a prickling awareness along your spine.

You exhale slowly, letting your shoulders drop, even if just a fraction. The case is over. Higurama won this round. But the sense of unfinished business, of rivalry sharpened like a blade, hangs in the air. And as you guide Maria and her son down the steps, you know one thing for certain: this isn’t the last time you’ll see him.

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The following weeks blur together in a haze of case files, courtroom lights, and early mornings. Every time you think you’re prepared, every motion meticulously rehearsed, you find yourself standing across from him again. Higurama. The same calm, calculating presence, the same quiet precision that seems to predict every move you make, and that effortless ability to irritate you. You thought you were careful, methodical—but against him, it’s like every advantage you’ve built evaporates.

It starts small. A witness slips a detail you thought was solid. A procedural point you thought ironclad is quietly dismantled. Every time you prepare for the argument, he anticipates it, neutralizes it, and leaves you feeling exposed in a way you can’t quite articulate. At first, you chalk it up to coincidence. Luck. But then it happens again. And again. And again.

Your frustration simmers beneath the surface. You try to focus, to calm yourself with routine. Coffee, with extra shots of espresso (thanks to him), in the morning, files stacked hastily on your desk, a deep breath before stepping into the courtroom. But even the smallest victories feel hollow. No matter how well you present your case, his counterarguments land first, cleanly, without a trace of doubt. You catch yourself clenching your jaw more often than not, fingers tightening around pens, arms folding across your chest as he speaks.

And then there’s the way he does it—the way he walks into the room with that measured calm, as though the world bends slightly to his rhythm. The way he tilts his head when you stand to object, just a subtle motion, yet enough to remind you that he’s always a step ahead. You hate it. Hate him. And yet… you can’t help the grudging acknowledgment: he’s brilliant. Every motion, every argument, every subtle pause is calculated for maximum effect.

It’s infuriating.

By the time your third case against him rolls around, you can feel the tension coiling in your chest before you even step inside the courtroom. Every instinct screams to analyze, to anticipate, to counter—but there’s a gnawing fear that no matter what you do, he will outmaneuver you again. You pace in the hallway before proceedings, letting out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding.

“Not this time,” you mutter under your breath, eyes scanning the polished floors as though the answer to victory might be hiding somewhere in the reflections.

Higurama enters without ceremony, impeccably composed, giving nothing away. You grit your teeth at the faintest smirk that tugs at the corner of his lips as he arranges his papers. He doesn’t look at you. He doesn’t need to. You already feel the challenge in the air. And that’s when you realize: this isn’t just a courtroom battle anymore. It’s a game of patience, of endurance. And for some reason, every time you think you’ve reached the finish line, he’s already one step ahead of you, ready to prove you wrong each time.

Your next objection is overruled again. Your argument narrowly falls short. And while your client listens, confused but trusting, you can’t stop the rising tide of frustration inside you. You bite back a sigh, straighten your posture, and force your calm veneer to stay intact. But every cell in your body screams. You’re tired of losing to him. You’re tired of feeling outmaneuvered at every turn.

And yet, you keep showing up. You prepare more meticulously, review every line, anticipate every counter. You plan, you rehearse, you strategize—and somehow, somehow, he always knows how exactly to counteract your argument.

God you’re ready to bash his head through a wall!

“It’s like he lives to see me lose,” You groan, throwing your head back against your chair, hands clutching onto your hair. “I don’t know how he does it.”

Ichiji grimaces at the sight of you, he’s never seen you so out of balance so much since that one incident.

He opens his mouth to speak but is quickly cut off by another one of your ramblings.

“I mean who even is this guy??” You huff, sitting back up as you crumble up a piece of paper on your desk. “He shows up out of nowhere and now he’s doing all of this?”

“All of this as in his job?” Ichiji speaks up, his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose before he lets out a small yelp from the ball of paper you launched at him.

“Wow, what a way to defend your client,” You pout, eyes rolling back as you lean back into your chair.

“What I’m saying is,” Ichiji murmurs, body bracing for another one of your paper balls as he hesitantly continues. “You of all people understand what it’s like to do this job. There’s never right or wrong for us, we don’t get to decide that. The man’s just great at his job.”

And before you can ball up another paper and launch it at his forehead, he speaks up. “But that doesn’t mean you aren’t great at yours either.”

You huff, letting out a heavy sigh as you run a hand through your hair. “God, I probably look so pathetic right now, complaining about losing.” You chuckle awkwardly, glancing back at Ichiji with a sorry expression.

“Yeah, but that’s why I’m here.” He says, standing up to his feet as he gives your head a light pat. “Take a break for once will you?” He says before he turns to leave, leaving you and your wallowing inside of the room.

You sigh again, leaning your head back as you stare up at the ceiling. Maybe Ichiji was right. It had been long over due for a break an right now was the perfect time.

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Hi guys!! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of Objection, Your Honor.