? slowburn!hollis x childhoodfriend!reader
? based on song WRESTLE IT OUT by TOMMY FLEECE
? hollis was always just your best friend, till he wasn't
hollis was more than gone,
and that only made you more upset than you already were.
hollis left you outside after he heard roman yelling out for him. he didn't even say bye; he just up and left.
so, hollis thought you guys were cool. he thought that he had every right to leave and celebrate his friend. drinking into oblivion, he didn't care who saw him or what he did. he wanted to have fun.
you stayed outside for a little longer, letting the tears finally come down. you were in disbelief, and stuck in a position you avoided at all costs. you were in love with hollis, but he did shit like this that made you confused.
but after 20 minutes or so, you wanted to look for liz. you walked into the loud house to se everyone was in the kitchen. you wanted to ignore it, knowing hollis was there.
hollis was between two girls, shirtless, both of them licking lime salt off his stomach. everyone is cheering, and hollis doesn't even look the least bit guilty. it made you disgusted.
you stay behind the big crowd behind everyone, not wanting hollis to see you. but then you made eye contact with him. he looked away immediately, and kept touching up on both of the girls.
you felt your throat closing up, being unable to breathe, and you slowly walked out to your car.
you sat in that car for about 2 hours till you could bring yourself together to drive home safe. you thought about the song he released, then you remembered what he had been doing all night.
you missed hollis that made you feel included, and sure he was still there, but not in the best way he could.
once you get to the house, you immediately go to your room to sit in silence until you fall asleep. music only made you think of him even more.
hollis groans as he puts his phone down. he looks up to see everyone passed out on the floor of Nate's living room. he dind't know why he did all of those things, and that's made him more mad.
he's fumbling the one girl that everyone wants, and yet he still feeds into the groupie attention.
he stumbles into the kitchen to find the two girls he was with all night passed out on the floor. he felt so ashamed and embarrassed. he was singing " sister " like it was nothing with them by his side.
he steps outside to breathe in cold air and to think about the next steps on trying to fix everything with you.
but hollis knew you would eventually let him back in, and that's what scared him the most.
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xochitl speaks! : i am so sorry for the short chapter, i've been super busy with work. if yall have any questions pls ask any!
