An Infinate Infinities

We’re now working on it but he still hurts me like hell.

The one thing I hold onto is their playlist for me.

You said I was your person,

You ask for space so I give you some more.

You then call and call and text and text,

It’s like an ongoing battle with what I imagine is my most manipulative ex.

You are friends with my friends and tell them I’m needy,

Well have you considered it’s both of us who’s being greedy.

You are my sunshine, my light and sky,

But you make me feel like I should just disappear and fly way up high.

I try to do what’s right and honour what you say,

But you use me and throw me away.

You make me seek help for myself,

But all you do is damage your health.

You are my best friend but you are blind,

i have one constant

my rock

my rock is there no matter

but when my rock shifts

an earthquake happens

rubble everywhere

nothing meaningful left

the things i love

nothing

where do i go now?

Down

Down

Down

With love and laughter.

With family and forgiveness.

But their now gone

But you now argue