Yeah oi nah

I can’t believe this is it. Letting you go has been by far the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do. Why is this so difficult? I’ve lost a part of myself and I feel so incomplete. It hurts so much knowing that I genuinely saw a future with you - the love we had for one another was indescribable and neither of us could fathom the idea of us not being together, yet here we are. In the 3 years we were together we made an eternity’s worth of memories. Our love for music and desserts brought us together and it was us against the world. We did everything and anything together and all that mattered was that we were by each other’s side and that’s all I ever wanted. Together we grew so much as individuals and we learnt so much about one another and about our outlooks on life in general. You were my rock. You were my number 1. You were my best friend. You were more than I could have ever imagined or asked for. Thank you for everything you ever did for me. I’m hurting beyond words right now but only time can heal this pain. Looking back at my decisions and actions lately I’ve truly lost myself and there’s a lot that I’ve now realised that I need to do for myself and work on. I’ll be okay. One day we’ll look back on everything as friends and we’ll smile, laugh, and be happy for what we had. I genuinely hope that you find yourself and the happiness that you deserve because you deserve nothing but the best in life. I’ll always be cheering you on and I hope you never forget that. 

Today was fucking terrible

This emptiness is killing me