i write 'cause i love

what's happiness?

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the blooming of the flowers

little things that aren't so little for me//

maybe we don’t write poems to get understood  but to be able to let go that feeling while accepting it, maybe we don’t crave love from someone  but only from that someone who once loved us, maybe we don’t cry because we are hurt  but because we don’t know how to stop the hurt,  maybe i don’t love you anymore  but i guess lie to myself about love not being you, because you are. you always were.  love is you but now, you’re the stardust in me.

after all day long, all i do is sing along with taylor's begin again and dance with a cup of warm coffee in my hand. that slow dancing and imagining how taylor describes about that one person and how meeting them in the first date feels like. yes, i want to feel what taylor felt while writing this song but the irony is i feel it without even experiencing it yet. but i want to smile like a little kid and just realize that no one ever had that effect on me like he did. and just like that I'll see how all the love begin again.

aadat kuch aisi ho gayi hai unki ,                                              ki unke khamoshiyan bhi bina kuch kahe hi sunai deti hai 

"kyun rukna hai?"

moments are hard to forget, even harder when you never want to. but they are meant to be cherished, even though they hurt at times, they still have a huge place in our hearts and lives.

"main toh 2 din ka mehman hoon"

you were stupid enough to hold my cold hands in yours

i didn't cry cause i knew i would break but when i did cry and break he gathered my pieces and kept them safe, helping me to breathe again as always.