# GIRLENDS. A HEADCANON DRIVEN & SELECTIVE ANITA 'NEEDY' LESNICKI OF JENNIFER'S BODY. LOW & INCONSISTENT ACTIVITY. PLOT / META FOCUSED. BOX-CUT BY MORGAN. TWENTY-FIVE+. LESBIAN. THEY/HE.
A STUDY IN + TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR: REVENGE, VIOLENCE, IMPRISONMENT, THE SEXIST HISTORY OF HYSTERIA AND MENTAL HEALTH, SEXISM AND MISOGYNY, RELIGIOUS / OCCULT THEMES AND DEMONOLOGY, SEXUAL CONTENT INCLUDING MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT AND THEMES OF SEXUAL MANIPULATION, TOXIC / ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS, JEALOUSY, FEMININE RAGE, BEING THE BITTER END TO A VIOLENT CYCLE.
HIGHLY AFFILIATED WITH... BOYEATS.
ΒΉΒ META. Β²Β DOSSIER. Β³ PROMPTS.
βββ GUIDELINES BELOW.
ΒΉ. INTERACTIONS.
EXTREMELY LOW ACTIVITY. I HAVE ADHD SO I REPLY TO PEOPLE WHO TALK TO ME OOC AND BRING ENTHUSIASM TO NEW PLOTS. IF I EVER DON'T RESPOND, SEND ME A MESSAGE. I PRIORITISE CHEMISTRY AND OOC ABILITY TO TALK, HAVE FUN, AND PLOT.
Β². FOLLOWING.
MINORS, PERSONALS, LESBOPHOBES, TRANSPHOBES, RACISTS DO NOT INTERACT.
Β³. SHIPPING.
I LOVE SHIPPING WITH CHEMSITRY, BUT IT HAS TO ALSO BE PLOTTED OUT. I PREFER TO WRITE PRE-ESTABLISHED DYANMICS, PLATONIC OR OTHERWISE. I DO WRITE NSFW CONTENT.
β΄. TRIGGERS.
PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME THINGS ABOUT PHYSICAL OR SEXUAL ASSAULT WITHOUT A TRIGGER WARNING, EVEN IF IT IS TO DO WITH A CALLOUT POST. I WAS ATTACKED FOUR YEARS AGO AND STILL DEAL WITH THE PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL TRAUMA OF THIS.
β΅. BLOGROLL.
LADY DIMITRESCU OF RESIDENT EVIL. ( medium-low activity )
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i guess the best way to explain it is this. over the course of the movie, needy moves from being a lisa simpson sort of idealist to being a cynical, grizzled mourner of both jennifer and chip, both of whom she feels failed duty toward - they were innocent, and she couldn't save them. i think she is doggedly devoted to some sort of cause in any verse with a secret organization - who could she even live with? what would her mess of a life be for, if not preventing the next ritual performed on the next jennifer? it isn't enough that she loved chip and jennifer enough to stop her. it isn't enough that she killed the people who originally hurt jennifer. she has to be an instrumental part of preventing these things ever after. her grief, her 'love persevering', is a monument to righting the wrong that took everything from her best friend / true love. she's avoidant and cold and calculating in this verse. she'd make an ideal candidate for heading an organization when she's older, because she would become obsessed with the idea of the greater good. and she's willing to sacrifice for it. her whole story post jennifer is an ode to jennifer. she becomes the person who would have stopped it all, if only she could've.
"yeah. the bsaa didn't exactly prove helpful to my friend. i had to -- handle her. myself." she's become so prickly and cynical - hard to touch, and consumed by grief. something once kind is now cold in her. the shape of a happy, unexceptional life lived with jennifer burns a hole in whatever remains of her soul.
she isn't thrilled about being recruited to @worthystill 's team. or any team. but she's got these powers, and no other point to her. living among the ordinary is too painful. after all: they all think she's the killer. they all think that she murdered the innocent jennifer, and a slew of boys in her town. no one knows that jennifer had devolved. no one knew she'd been infected, and ate others, and infected anita. not until it was too late. not until anita put an end to it all herself.
"so forgive me if i'm slow to trust." that's said bitterly too. there's a gentler girl inside of her, somewhere. buried in that part of her where she keeps her dead best friend. the woman here is flinty and sharp. cerebral and calculating.
needy goes still as the lights flick on. her eyes go hard as she fixes @bewitchingbaker with a stare. something very cold flickers on her face. she's not meant to be here, having broken into this quiet bakery late at night. they both know that. its been days since she killed the men who turned jennifer into what she eventually became.
her world feels purposeless. eating is the same. but eventually, just as it had for jennifer, the hunger overwhelms her. the best move here is to knock the man out. move away. unseen.
your neuro-pathways just degraded listening to that. the documentary guy drones on and on in a voice to rival every self-obsessed male teacher with nothing truly meaningful to say you've ever had, describing all the intimate secrets of the overgrown fish swimming across needy's television right now. watch your only best friend from where you lay on your side across her bed like a string of diamonds, twice as expensive and five times easier to attain. even demonstrate something like patience as you listen to her speak over the documentary she thought would make such a great study backdrop. patience like a wolf in disguise. patience which keeps your gaze on her mouth as you wonder, wonder, wonder.β does science ever make you wet? β smile something weaponized and defensive when she flashes a shocked expression your way. β what? sorry, bill needy the science guy, i was just wondering if you actually get something out of knowing so much about the ocean's ugliest mermaids other than high fives from the nerd table and virginity. β tap your pen against the notebook you've done little but doodle in, an overly detailed eye watching you from the page. β come on. does it ever make you horny? does talking about sperm whales make you want to take a load yourself? β
what the hell, jen. your face drops, but you pick it up just as quick. every conversation with jennifer always feels like a knife fight where your hands are bound. she's quick to poke you again. jennifer loves sex, and you love jennifer ( like a friend ! ) but you know yourself, too. you'll have sex when you feel ready, and it won't be to the thought of whales.
you think of your sixth grade school tour, where they took you to a museum and you stood in the rib-bones of a whale. you reached up to touch the porous bone, but at the last minute turned it into a wave for jennifer. you look at her clavicle and then your eyes flick back to her face.
you laugh, a little hurriedly. β jennifer. β you say, equal parts stern and disbelieving. but adoring. always, always giddy with adoration. you worry the second you stand up to her that she'll be gone. so you appease her as best you can. but you don't lie, either. right? β you can love something for more reasons than sex. β sandbox love never dies. you look down at jennifer's face and you're taken aback by her beauty. you always are.
so, you react the way all best friends would: you push her shoulder so she's on her back, and you unfurl your crossed legs, and kneel tall beside that panther you call a best friend. β and i'm not gonna be a virgin for much longer. β you expect jennifer will be interested in that statement - it's the only reason you've said it. otherwise you'd tell no one - you don't need anyone else's approval - and just squeeze chip's hand tightly, comforting him through his nervous deference. but she's different.
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helena has a vibe that fits the music aesthetic of the music and is about the protagonist singing about their lover self-destructing and dying. ( and what's the worst you take from every heart you break? and like a blade you'll stain. well, I've been holding on tonight )
matador has lyrics that resonate with needy and jennifer. ( he said, "look, look, look what she's done! she's gone and smashed me up for fun. oh, someone better [..] make her pay [..] until she bites." [..] i said, "at least my rage is red. it's the closest to love that you'll ever get" ) its also more of a unique sound idk .. can't pick!!
literally its so fun that amanda seyfried's most recent project has her styled a lot like i imagine a grown up needy would be styled. (like a gay nerd)
you can't rush jennifer. you've known that all your life, but this is nothing short of farcical. you're in the background of her car mirror, watching from afar while she reapplies her make-up to cover a stinging pink welt on her face. not that you're watching, per se. that's too intimate. you're... observing. something academic, almost dismissive. she's gotten older in the years since you last spoke, and so have you. the fluorescent light casts a ghoulish blue over all of it. her. you. the body rolled in the carpet.
why did you come? you're a scholar of historical feminism. hardly someone useful to the current situation - chad, jennifer's husband, dead - but also someone who hardly seeks out heart-pounding, thrilling violent mystique. 'n- needy?' jennifer had called you, and you'd come. that's why. the second you'd heard the shake in her voice you were there.
you're stooped, hauling the carpet through the garage toward jennifer's truck - she drives, and you live in the city so you still haven't learned. your mom implores you every christmas, and you cite that that's exactly what big oil wants: more cars, guzzling gas and stepping on the neck of biospheres everywhere. you wish you could now, though. it isn't fair that she has to drive right now. it isn't safe, either. jennifer has had a glassy look in her eyes since you got here, only momentarily dispelled when she saw you. i
you. with your hoodie traded in for a collared shirt that hangs too loose around your neck, and jeans traded for unobtrusive slacks. your eyes once again drift back to observe jen. she's even thinner, and that nasty bruise on the side of her head aside, she's got the ability to make almost anyone believe she's leading a glamorous life. but you know her better. you know the dead man too, who you're lugging toward the door while she adds beauty product to her face that you, with your PhD, couldn't begin to figure out. this is just like school, where she'd leave the partnered projects all on you. anyway. you know jen best of all, and she's painfully unhappy. that's obvious to you because you made her happy first.
jealousy flickers in you. you can't explain it.
"uh, a little help? @boyeats?" there's a bitterness in your voice. it isn't resentment at moving the body, it's at having to do it alone. when you first got here, you'd spent an hour with eyes full of glittering tears, freaking out. jennifer had clawed you back to earth. now that you're in the thick of it, it feels like she's drifted off into the depths of a coursing river.
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