I've got sunshine in a bag...

I’m so sick of covid and social distancing. I want to hug my friends. I want to go out to go someplace that isn’t the supermarket or work. I want to go see live music and bump against strangers. I wanna do rocky not infront of a computer. I hate how selfish people are being and how fucking stupid this country is. I wish we could all wake up from this nightmare.

Some days I want to be those people on Facebook that ask for kind words people have to say about them... but I also don’t want people just saying them because I whine and beg for the attention.

This year, today, my supervisor had her last day at my company. Sue is a close friend and was my favorite person in the office. She had a hand in hiring me and believed in my enough to help say I should be the one for my job over other applicants. For the past 5 years we’ve worked together and got closer over time, and it’s going to be wicked hard to get used to the office without her in the cube next to me. At work she would push me to make better photos when I thought I had done the best I could and she believes in me and cared about my opinion and made me feel like I was part of the company. I’m really not looking forward to Monday.