Love And Dilemma

The scent of the bus and trains reminded me of how happy i was visiting new places with you and how happy i was on the way to meet you

Walking home at night reminded me of how fun it was staying out with you.

Eating made me think of you bringing me to places to dine.

Even when i sleep i would still silently wish you a goodnight

Whenever i walk past shops selling stuff you adored i cant help but think of buying it for you.

But deep down i know im nothing and i cant give you what you wanted.

Even if you forget about me ill never forget about you and i promise ill always be here for you if you ever need me.

And im also sorry for all the fustrations, anger and all the negative things ive brought upon you.

I just wanted you to know i had the best time of my whole 20 years solely on the days spent with you.

Thank you for opening up my world.

i miss you….

goodnight and sweet dreams.