♡ * . 𝓰𝓸𝓵𝓭 /rush .

Aside from the absolute false advertisement about being in n out, you could never go wrong with one of their cheeseburgers. And their fries, oh I'm making myself hungry just thinking about it. Oh shush, you've done it all right. But yes, raising your daughter to also be a foodie is such a good thing. How are the two of you doing?

the fries.. see you totally get me. hear me out though.. the fries dipped into a milkshake. now that's heavenly. are we grabbing dinner or what? now i need to stuff my face while i'm sitting across from your pretty one. i guess we're doing good. things are a little bit awkward between bradley and i since we came back from paris and you know.. but he's coming over next week to grab some belongings he left. that's going to be a bit weird. but enough about me, how's everything in barbara land? any dirty secrets you're keeping from me?

you’re totally right, baking can be just as unpredictable. you think you’ve got it all figured out with the test bake, and then the real thing throws you a curveball. it’s all about rolling with it and enjoying the process, i guess. yeah, in the moment, you always hope for the best in a relationship. you’re right, no one wants to think about it ending when they’re getting a tattoo that symbolizes it. i’m glad to hear she’s moved on. and coachella – oh man, sometimes i don’t even realize the drama i’m stirring up. i’ll have to watch my steps a bit more carefully, though. if you ever feel like diving back into tattoo ideas, hit me up. and don’t worry, i wouldn’t let you make any rash decisions, sober or not. we’ll save the drunken tattoo adventures for another time.

believe it or not, i have learned to roll with said punches quite well. patience is a virtue - that sums up the last few years for me. if it makes you feel better, we've all been there. it could have been way worse. we're all entitled to our opinions.. besides, the mom in me feels inclined to comment on growth and maturity. so don't be so hard on yourself. i don't know, bieber, the drunken tattoo adventures sound pretty daunting. although, i am kind of curious as to what that would look like for you. the worst thing i do on those nights is end up making some bomb ass food and crashing to an insightful documentary. some of the best docs I've seen to date. i swear by that.

i've been there myself it happens..oh. i didn't even notice I left anything behind. what'd you find? i'm actually in new york right now. I flew back after paris and was spending time with lea before she went back with her mom for a few days. i figured you wanted space so i didn't contact you. when's easier for you for me to stop by?

i found a coat and your blue beanie, it's the cashmere one i gave you. but if you don't want it anymore... i would understand. how's lea doing? everything kind of happened so fast, i didn't really consider her... but i hope she's okay. maybe sometime next week? i'll make some time. unless next week is too soon.. then we could do it later.

nice to know your love for the magnificent art of cheeseburgers still exists. you can take the gigi hadid out of in and out but the in and out will always be in her. despite how weird that sounded, that's straight facts. she is? that's a total win. nothing worse than a picky eater when it comes to kids. gigi said: "i'm not raising the chicken nugget and french fry kid -- NOT UP IN HERE!" good on you for teaching her your ways, gi. how's she doing, by the way?

don't worry, jonas. you'll get a gold sticker for how smooth that sounded. it's probably lame, but i was totally obsessed with being the perfect mom until i painfully realized she does not exist. anyway, i read in a book that if you make eating really colorful, it'll help prevent a picky eater. so i had a blast in food arrangement -- certified phd in that now. i ended up getting these super fun plates which helped so much. but yes, correct. NOT UP IN HERE. although, she really does like her dino nuggets. i'm a hypocrite... but something tells me you still like dino nuggets too. khai is doing amazing. she amazes me everyday by how earthly she is, super obsessed with animals and the farm life, which is such a relief. how're the girls doing? naturally, i'm pro sophie, but i get the feeling you don't get asked a lot. how are you doing?

yeah, it can definitely be a shock when the actual tattoo turns out bigger than you pictured, even with a mock-up – and yeah, that’s the right term. it’s crazy how something that’s supposed to be a guideline can still surprise you. i guess you can call me brave or maybe just a bit crazy for some of the tattoo choices i've made. but you’re right, there’s something about getting facial features or other meaningful symbols that feels like a big commitment. maybe it’s the idea of carrying a piece of someone important with you all the time. but do tell me more about how much you've heard about the tattoo. do they keep laughing about it or are they just over it by now? is taylor still sticking her tongue out at me when she's heard my name or she's done with it? taking a break sounds like a good plan. inspiration tends to hit when you least expect it. and not being impulsive is definitely a wise approach – saves you from those love-hate relationships with your ink. if you ever need advice or want to brainstorm ideas, you know where to find me. i promise i won't tell you to tattoo your ex boyfriend's name or face on yourself.

you know what though ... i feel like that's how baking is too. you can do a test bake and then when it's time for the real deal, it pans out completely different. okay, i kind of get you. that's a really good point. besides, most people choose to believe a relationship will last. so i guess you wouldn't be talking yourself out of it at that point. my lips are sealed, sorry. i took an oath. but off the record, i'm pretty sure taylor has moved on. how about that coachella shade though? you're out here igniting a feud without even realizing it. shame on you, justin. you know, i might take you up on that actually. don't worry, that's the last thing i plan to do. you'd have to get me really drunk to even entertain that idea.

every tattoo has its own story and significance, right? your first one being meaningful makes so much sense – it’s always a special moment. as for the dragon tattoo, i can imagine the love-hate relationship. sometimes the biggest, boldest pieces can be the ones that we have the most mixed feelings about. for me, there’s definitely a few that make me think twice. maybe my ex's face? it was a spur-of-the-moment thing and while it’s got its charm, sometimes i wonder what the hell i was doing with my life. what’s next on your tattoo list? or are you taking a break from the needle for now?

it was definitely much bigger than i imagined, even after the mock up.. i should've known better. is it even called a mock up? god, i know literally nothing about tattooes despite my ex boyfriend being a walking canvas. okay.. you win, biebs. you win. but to be fair.. because i'm technically an honorary member of taylor's g squad, i know all about that tattoo. you're a brave man for doing that. what is it with men and tattooing facial features? i mean, it's quite flattering, but still. next tattoo.. i haven't thought that far ahead. i think i'm good with a break though. i'll let the inspiration come to me. I've learned it's best not to be impulsive.

have you ever gotten a tattoo that you ended up regretting? as i was sitting on my couch, i was paying attention to mine and let me tell you, i've got some terrible ones. there are a few that i really regret. when i was younger, i got a couple of impulsive ones that seemed like a great idea at the time but now... not so much. have you ever gone through something similar? any tattoo stories, good or bad, that you'd be up for sharing? @lumhqstarters

to be fair, i can't really say yes, but maybe that's because i'm not up there with you yet numbers wise. my first one was very meaningful, and i know that's what they all say.. but I'm going to pull the parent card. second is still debatable though... i have this massive dragon tattoo on my thigh and i swear i have a hate love relationship with it. which ones of yours do you regret though? now you have piqued my curiosity.