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I can’t keep going like this bruh. I can’t keep trying and trying and fighting cuz at the end of the day my brain doesn’t work right and never will. I don’t get it I don’t get why I have to suffer like this I don’t understand why I feel one bad thing and all the suddenly the only thing I’m trying my best at is to die. My heart hurts and I carry that weight every day of not knowing who I am or will be tomorrow or the next day who’s pulling the strings and can you please pull the right one cuz I’m tired of not being able to function.