💀Slowly Spiraling Into Madness🥀

Walking into the kitchen you flicked on the light, you almost jumped out of your skin when you saw Leon, your boyfriends father sitting in the kitchen, When the light flicked on, he looked up at you, from his laptop screen.

“Need something sweetheart?”

His deep voice asked and you felt it send a shiver straight down your spine right to your core, as you found yourself sucking in a breath, you knew your boyfriend’s father was attractive, anybody could see that, but he was 20 years older than you and made tired look sexy.

“Just getting a glass of water Mr. Kennedy.”

You tell him but your voice is small, almost like a squeak as you quickly walked over to the kitchen counter and grabbed a glass from the disk rack. You remember when you first met Leon, you were so nervous that could hardly speak at the dinner your boyfriend at arranged, your hands where trembling under the table and while your boyfriend was in the bathroom, Leon had reached over and gently took one of your hands in his.

The gesture didn’t feel intimate but ground as you would feel him squeeze around every minute, and with every soft squeeze you found yourself relaxing more and you were able to introduce yourself. You had found out he worked with the DSO and that he had just recently come back from a mission in the aftermath of Raccoon city.

You remember seeing an almost painful or sad expression on his face, before it was gone and he turned to you and asked about you and your interests, both ended up talking for most of the night almost as if you boyfriend wasn’t even there, but oddly enough he didn’t seem to mind.

“What have to told you about calling me Mr Kennedy.”

Leon says with a playful job which made some colour appear on your cheeks, After the night of meeting him, he had asked you to just call him Leon, Mr Kennedy makes him feel older than he already feels which made you laugh a little.

“Sorry Leon.”

You say before you finally take a sip of your water, it wasn’t as cold as you would have liked but it did the trick, you gulped down a few mouthfuls before you placed the now empty cup in the sink.

“So where is that son of mine, I hope he is treating you right.”

Leon says as he grabbed his mug and then took a sip from it, you couldn’t help but watch his adams apple bobbed slightly with each swallow, but you quickly cleared your throat as you looked away.

“he is upstairs playing video games.”

You say not being able to hit the pout in your tone, you turned around to face Leon and leaned against the kitchen sink, your hands gently resting on the metal of the sink. You saw Leon chuckle and shake his head and something about this slight grin when he laughs made your heart skip a little.

“I guess somethings never change with that boy, but it sounds like he needs to learn some priorities.”

Leon mumbled before he pushed himself off his seat, his muscles flexing and constricting as he stood, he closed his laptop screen before he turned his body towards you and started to walk his, his frame easily covering yours as he caged in you in against his body and the metal of the kitchen sink.

“he should know how lucky he is, to have a sweet little thing like you keeping his bed warm every night, if I had a woman like you…”

Leon trails off and you couldn’t help the soft squeak noise that left your lips at the implication, you could feel his lips gently brush against the bare skin of your shoulder, you where wearing just an oversized shirt and some shorts, since it was all you had packed and your boyfriend didn’t seem to like it when you wore his clothing.

“I wouldn’t let you leave my bed.”

He says with a soft growl as you felt his lips trace from up your shoulder to your collar bone, to your neck and then your jawline and then lastly just hovering over your lips. You could feel yourself gulp again as you took in a shuttering breath as your eyes never left his, you knew this was wrong that you should just push him away and match right upstairs, to get away from this temptation but you couldn’t.

“How would you keep me in your bed.”

You found yourself asking in a small voice as if you didn’t want your boyfriend to hear you, the deep growl that almost sounded painful left Leon’s lips caused you to clench your thighs together as you clenched around nothing, your boyfriend never had that effect on you before.

“Oh, sweet girl there are so many ways I could keep a pretty thing like you in my bed, firstly you would have my full undivided attention, no distractions just you letting me make you feel good.”

Leon spoke his tone taking on a gentle purr as his muscular arm wrapped around your waist from behind as he leaned in closer to you, the scent of his cologne was making your head spin it was a mix of sandalwood and earthy with notes of gunpowder. Your hands came up to his chest as if you were trying to stabilize yourself.

“I’d take my time exploring every curve of your body, mapping out all your sensitive spots with either my tongue or my hands because I know you like the look of my hands princess.”

Your head was spinning even more now, his dirty words were sending a fire down your spine hotter than anything you had felt in years, You couldn’t help the soft whimper that left your lips.

“And when I finally stretch your pussy around my cock, I’ll make sure to hit every spot that makes you mew and cry with every deep thrust, making you feel completely lost in ecstasy.”

“Fuck.”

Falls from your lips before you could stop it, you looked away from Leon not being able to meet his eyes after what he just said, you needed to leave now more than every, because you knew if you stayed any longer you would give yourself to this man. You felt his large callous hands gently moved around to your hips giving them a soft squeeze, then to under your sleep shorts as he carefully gripped your ass, pulling you closer to him.

“I can’t Mr Ken-Leon, it would be wrong and I’m with your son, even if he seems more interested in video games.”

You weakly protest as you looked up onto Leon’s blue eyes, you could see the hunger in them, the desire to have you right then and there, but you knew in your heart if you truly told him no then he would back off and in that moment you truly felt like a desired woman, even if it was with the wrong man.

“Sweetheart if you truly don’t want this, then I will respect your choice and let you go back upstairs to my son, but I have seen the way you look at me when you think I can’t see you, but if you want me I am prepared to be your dirty little secret y/n, let me make up for what my son lacks.”

Leon said before you felt the gentle pads of his index finger and middle finger gently stroke your folds from behind, making a soft whine like moan leave your lips as your nails dug into the soft fabric of his shirt.

 You didn’t know what was more embarrassing, the squeaky moan that left your lips or the fact you can hear how wet you are with him just gently stroking the outside of your folds.

“relax Sweetheart, let me make you feel good.”

Leon purred as he placed a soft kiss on your head almost affectionately, you couldn’t believe this, here you were standing in your boyfriend’s house getting fingered by his father, while he was upstairs playing video games, and what’s crazier is that you where letting him, that your body was opening up to Leon even when you knew how wrong this was.

The slow stroking of his fingers was making your body melt, the rough callous would catch on your clit, making a soft mew leave your lips as buck your hips against Leon, as you buried your face in his chest to muffle your moans.

“That’s it princess, forget about everything else and let me make you feel good.”

Leon whispered against your ear as he placed a soft kiss on your neck, before he slowly eased in a finger then a groan left his lips, causing those same butterflies in your stomach from before, you found yourself moving your hips at the same rhythm as his finger, it wasn’t that much of a stretch but it still felt good, especially when he curled it up every so slightly causing you to tremble in his arms.

“Do you want me to fill you up baby doll.”

Leon asked against your neck as he still his finger inside of your gummy walls, you where breathing heavily, your mind seemingly thousands of miles away, but when you looked at Leon you had a dazed look in your eyes as you gave me a soft nod, soon you where pressed against the kitchen counter top, Your shorts pulled down to just below your ass as Leon pushed down his sweats.

You rested on your elbows as you looked back at Leon over your shoulder, but you sucked in a harsh breath when you felt his tip gently slide through your folds, as Leon used your slick to lube up his cock.

“wait con-“

But the words die in your throat as you felt Leon push inside, you could feel every bump and ridge of his cock as he slowly slid deeper and deeper, this was the first time doing bareback. You gripped the countertop as you felt yourself going on your tippy toes, he was so much bigger than you expected but the stretch felt like heaven, you weren’t no virgin even before meeting Leon’s son, but it never felt anything like this.

The groan that left Leon’s lips was pure sin, and for the first time you let the heat wash over you as you pushed your hips back against him.

“So goddamn tight sweet girl, like you were made for my cock.”

Leon grunted as he placed one hand on your hip and the other on your shoulder, as if he was holding you in place, his dirty talk was causing your gummy walls to clench around him massaging his cock. He set a deep rolling rhythm, not to fast to seem like he was rushing, but not so slow you would get bored just perfectly in the middle.

His cock hit spot you didn’t even know existed in your body, he helped you with your movement, gently moving your hips up as if pulling you onto his cock so it wasn’t such a strain on your toes, since he was a bit taller than you. His other hand came up to gently rest around your neck, before he gently pulled you back and kissed your forehead.

You had to bit your bottom lip to keep your moans from spilling from your lips, the only sounds that could be heard from the kitchen, was the faint sound of wet skin slapping against wet skin mingling in with your muffled moans and cries and Leons grunts.

“that’s its baby, you’re taking me so well.”

Leon praised you as he kept peppering kisses on your forehead and keep his thrust slow but deep, you could feel the knot tightening in your stomach already.

Your boyfriend wasn’t this affectionate with you when it came to being intimate, the man could barely find the clit and that was just the start of his ‘issues’ but you did love him because outside of the bedroom he was sweet and kind, but sometimes it felt he was too immature or naive, but you used to think that was his charm.

But as the years started to go by you started to wonder if he would ever grow up, and maybe one day be like his father, thinking like that made your heart clench with guilt because you know you shouldn’t think like that, but in reality his son wanted to play video games all day and drink mountain dew, meanwhile Leon was a man that made your heart race and actually feel like a desired woman.

“Leon.”

His name fell from your lips, you could see his pupils getting bigger before you pulled his down kissing him hard, you felt him pick up the pace as he started pounding into you, the countertop creaking ever so slightly, but his lips against your muffled your moans but when he paused to fully hilted himself inside of you and run his pubic bone against your clit your lost it, as you came around him with a whiney sob.

Once you came down from your high, you felt Leon slowly and carefully pull out, before watching your mixed essences dripped out of your slit onto the kitchen floor. Soon he picked you up and sat you on the kitchen counter, your thighs still trembling slightly, before he kneeled down between your legs.

“What are you doing?”

You asked him in a rough voice, before you felt his tongue gently lick a flat stripe up your slit. Causing a whine to leave your lips, as his fingers went into his greying blonde hair. You could hear Leon mumble against your pussy, before he pulled away licking his lips.

“Just cleaning up my messy princess.”

He said with a lazy grin before he gives your pussy one last lick and kiss, before he grabs your shorts and re-dresses you, after Leon put his sweatpants on, he picked you up bridal style and started heading upstairs.

“where are we going?”

You asked him as he went into the opposite direction of his son’s room, where she is meant to be, Leon just smiled as he kicked open his own bedroom door and walked inside before he placed you on his bed.

I’m not done with you yet doll…..

(Y/n at the end)

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But lately you haven't been able to tell the difference, he would choose the bottle over you, start staying at hotel bars rather then coming home to you, but when he did come home he would give you the cold shoulder and go to his office. You had talked to Chris because you needed somebody to vent too and his was a good friend, you explained your worries about your husband and Chris would just give you a grim look and say he will try and look out for Leon when he can.

But tonight was another one of those nights that ended up in an argument, Leon had come home after being away for 2 weeks, he didn't give you a heads up or even a text, you had asked him why he didn't text you, because if he had you could have cooked him dinner or gotten takeout so he had something to eat, but he just ignored you and went upstairs to shower.

You had cleaned up the kitchen before you decided to head upstairs, you snuck into the bathroom and stripped off your clothes, then got into the shower behind Leon, his back was full of new scars and bruises that made you frown, but you pushed that to the back of you head as you moved over to him, your breasts gently pressing into his back as you placed a soft kiss to one of the scars on his shoulder.

"What are you doing?"

Leon asked in an almost annoyed tone as his head was under the shower head, water was running down his bruised body in small rivets, but pause instantly at the tone he used, you pulled away slightly and put some distance between you two.

"I'm sorry, I just thought...."

You trailed off feeling almost embarrassed and ashamed that you wanted to give your husband some affection, Leon turned his head and looked at you, the once blue eyes that you could lose yourself in felt as if you where looking at a stranger, the kindness had been drained and all that was left was anger and annoyance.

"I'm tired Y/n."

His voice was gruff as if he couldn't even be bothered answering you, but before you could apologize, He was grabbing his towel from the top of the shower and moved past you in the shower, before he wrapped the towel around his waist, then left the bathroom leaving you under the water that was slowly going cold, but somehow the numbness that was washing over your body was even colder.

That night you barley slept, you kept having nightmares about Leon and his cold demeanor, in one you where begging him not to go but he just kept walking further and further away, you ended up screaming yourself awake and found yourself on the couch in the living room, Ace looked at you a little confused before he walked over on his paws and gently licked your face, you hadn't even realized you had been crying.

"Yeah I'm okay boy."

you says petting the older German Shepard between his fluffy ears as he kept gently licking your face, you knew he could tell something was wrong since he never seemed to leave your side, and he looked at you with a sad look of why he didn't understand why his dad was barley home.

You ended up sleeping on the couch that night with Ace, you knew you deserved better then this, you where a well known author that made a decent amount of money off your books, but deep down you truly didn't want to leave Leon because you do love him, he is your husband even if right now he doesn't act like it, but slowly a nagging thought started to creep into your mind.

When is enough enough.....

The following morning you woke up to silence, the how was quiet as usual. You went about your morning routine, feeding Ace and then opening the sliding door, taking your vitamins and medication before changing into some comfortable clothing, you wouldn't be doing much around the house but you at least wanted to be productive.

As you where sitting at the kitchen counter, typing away on your laptop Leon appeared in the kitchen, almost making you jump since he is ever rarely home in the mornings, he gave you a soft grunt as he walked to the cabinets and grabbed a glass and then his bottle of borbon.

"Isn't it a little early."

you say in a light tone, you even you could hear the hint of worry in your voice as you looked up from your laptop screen, to see him pouring himself a 'healthy' size drink, he paused for a second and looked at you, his eyes had an almost absent look to them, as if the lights where on but nobody was home.

"Don't start Y/n."

He says with a sigh as he puts the bottle down, then downs the drink in one gulp before he put the glass on the counter and then poured himself another. You tried to not frown at his distant tone or lack of acknowledgement of your concern for him, but you couldn't help yourself.

"I'm worried Leon, the alcohol is turning you into a different person."

You tell him as you ran your fingers through your hair, you just wanted him to know how concern you are for him. But Leon just sighs heavily and downs another drink, as if he was just going to ignore you which made a twitch of anger twitch in your lip.

"So your just going to ignore me now."

You asked him as you put your laptop screen down, facing all of your attention on Leon, you could see his muscles tensing under his shirt, as if he was a snake coiling to strike, but he held back and him not saying anything was just making you even madder.

"I'm so sick and tired of this Leon, the back of fourth the arguing and the fights."

You say in an almost sad tone, when you looked at him you could see a small shimmer in his eyes, as if your words had meant something to him, but the moment it was there it was gone. His face harden and he finally turned to look at you as he leaned against the kitchen counter, his arms crossed over his chest.

"Your unhappy with me now, because I don't act like the main male characters you write in your little books."

Leon said with an almost sneer, this made your heart drop. In the past Leon had never had problems with you using him as a starter for some of your book characters, he used to pro-read your books and manuscripts before you sent them off to be published and even gave you pointers on how to right certain scenes to make it more accurate or flow better.

So for him to say that as if he wasn't your co-author and making you feel as if you were just using him really felt like a kick in the chest. You took a deep breath to calm yourself before you looked at him again, expect this time you weren't trying to hide your anger.

"This has nothing to do with my books Leon, and you know that."

You say through gritted teeth, your expression hardening as you looked at your husband who just looked at you with a blank stare, as if he didn't even realize or care about what he just said to you.

"So what if i have a few drinks, I deserve it after the shit I put up with at work."

Leon says in a defensive tone as he gestures to his body, you could see some of the scars that littered his body peaking out from under his shirt. You knew Leon had a dangerous job and of course he would need an outlet, but you just wished it was something a little more healthy, you would rather him riding those motorbike death traps then drinking himself until he passes out.

"I don't want my husband to drink himself into an early grave."

You tell him and that is even you could feel the tears welling up in your eyes again, you didn't him to see you cry again, Leon just scoffed at you as he pushed himself off the counter and walked past you into the living room.

"I'm not going to die drinking y/n your overacting."

Leon said as he grabbed his jacket, you didn't know if he was leaving for a mission or if he just didn't want to be near you turned around, and at this point you didn't know if you wanted to be around him right now, as your hands balling at your sides as you let out a humorless laugh.

"right because alcoholism doesn't kill people."

You say sarcastically as you heard Leon sigh as he grabbed his car keys by the door, but before he left you couldn't help but tell him.

"I'm tired of this Leon, i don't know how long i can keep going, i deserve better then this."

You tell him and something seems to harden in his face, he shrugs his coat on as he rips the front door open, the hinges squeaking in protest as the harsh act, he turned to look at you and for the first time since you married Leon, he didn't look like the man you marry he looked like a complete stranger.

"I'm not stopping you Y/n."

He said flatly as he closed the front door, that was when you let the tears fall as you could hear his boots walking further and further away down the hall and in that moment you knew this would be the end of your marriage....

To Be Continued in Part II .....

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Today was Christmas Eve and it had been one of the busiest days in your small little bakery, people picking up cake orders placed at the start of the year, some regular customers coming in for their coffee and baked goods and some last minute panic buyers.

To which you gave them a warm welcoming smile and offered them some are samples to help them decide, it truly had been a busy morning but you did like the rush, it kept you busy and your mind preoccupied.

But now with the bakery getting quieter and your two front of house staff on break, you finally had some time to yourself to which your mind wandered, you wondered if your husband Leon would be coming home for Christmas, he had promised you he would try his hardest but you knew how unpredictable his job could be, they always needed him at the last moment for an extra job that came up, Mr super hero.

You did hope this year he would be home for Christmas and not like last year, where you spend the holidays on the couch at your shared apartment, watching trashy TV while drinking a bottle of wine and crying to yours and Leon’s dog named Ace about why his dad couldn’t be home for the holidays.

Soon a ding sounded from your phone that caught you by surprise, snapping you out of your thoughts, grabbing your phone you found there was a text from Leon and your heart sunk, he only ever messages when he isn’t going to be home, taking a deep breath you opened the message and nearly burst out laughing.

In the text message is a picture attached of Leon and your dog Ace tangled up in Christmas lights and looking at the camera with a deadpan look, you shook your head and saved the picture to your phone.

“Funny looking Christmas tree.”

You replied back to him, within a couple of moments you decided another message from Leon, this time it had two pictures attached to it, one was of a ripped up Santa hat and another one was of a pout Leon.

“I tried to get him to wear the hat.”

Leon replied and you smiled picturing Leon trying to put a Santa hat on the older German Shepard, only for it to be ripped to shreds in seconds, shaking your head you decided to call Leon and placed your phone on the counter before going back to your piping job, Leon piked up within in a couple of moments.

“Hi Sweetheart.”

Leon purred into the phone which almost made you melt at just the sound of his voice, you paused your piping job for a few seconds.

“Hi honey, please tell me you untangled Ace.”

You asked your husband as you piped a owed frost on top of the cake, it was for a client to pick up today, they were having a floral themed Christmas party and she pre-ordered the cake last February.

“yes, he is now glaring at me from his dog bed.”

Leon said but you could hear the chuckle in his voice, even tho Ace is problem glaring daggers at his father right now you knew the older pup loved his father dearly. Finally finishing the are you carefully picked it up and placed it in a travel box before putting it in the fridge ready for the client to pick up in a few hours.

“I’m sure he will forgive you if you give him a treat.”

You told Leon as you went to go and wash your hands, you could hear Leon grumble over the phone, then a packet opening and then a bark, now they were back to being the bestest of friends.

“So your bosses gave you the holidays off.”

You asked Leon as you were drying your hands, you still had so much to do at home, like decorate the tree, set up some decorations and even start baking some desserts for tomorrow, you knew Leon would try and help you but you would rather have him out there saving the world, then helping you make a chocolate cake.

“Yeah just a couple days, but at least I’m home for the holidays.”

Leon spoke but you could hear the guilt in his tone, you knew he was still feeling guilty about last year and the year before that, but you always reassured him and told him it was okay, that as long as he got home safe then that would be enough for you, even if it hurt you knew it wasn’t Leon’s fault and you never blamed him.

“yeah, and since the snow is getting pretty bad, would my darling husband come and pick me up later on.”

You asked him with a small pout in your voice, as if he could sense your puppy dog eyes through the phone you heard him playfully sigh and a little bit of shuffling.

“I think i could fit that into my calendar.”

Leon said in a cheeky tone and you just shook your head and started your next baking order, since there was a huge list of orders you needed to get through today….

Later On

Just like he had promised Leon came to pick you up, giving you the biggest hug as he wrapped you up in his jacket and scarf, you had truly missed Leon, when you arrived home Leon took your bag for you and held your hand, walking up the stairs to your apartment you were telling him a story a co-worker old you at work, about how her brothers work Christmas party went.

When Leon opened the door to the apartment, he gently guided you inside and you couldn’t help but gasp softly, your living room had been decorated with Christmas decorations and fairy lights, the fireplace was going and soft Christmas music was playing.

“Leon, you didn’t have to do this.”

You looked up at your husband, only for him to be already looking at you, watching your reactions, seeing your face light up was all worth it to him.

“I know I missed last year and the time before that, so i wanted to make it up to you.”

Leon spoke as he gently pulled you into the apartment, closing the door behind you, everything looked so carefully placed, there was a Christmas tree by your window, fully decorated with lights, and little trinkets you had brought over the years, the only thing missing was a tree topper.

Noticing your look at the top of the tree, Leon placed your bag down and reached over to the couch to grab the tree topper, before hanging it to you, taking it from him you lean up and softly kiss his cheek, before he placed his hands around your waist and lifted you to the perfect height to put the topper one.

Once you knew it was secure, you turned back to Leon and he carefully put you back not he ground, not before you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in for a kiss, it was sweet and warm, the world seemed to melt away and the only thing you could focus on was him and this beautiful winter wonderland he had created for you.

“Thank you Leon.”

You say to him against his lips, but he just smiled and shook his head before pulling back, his blue eyes that where usually stoic or hard to read, were now warm and affectionate as he gently cupped your flushed cheek.

“No, I should thank you deserve a much better husband then me, I’m not always there for you when you need me, i have broken promises, I am so lucky to have a wife like you Y/n.”

Leon tells you and you couldn’t help but frown ever so slightly at his words, you knew it wasn’t Leon’s fault and he would be here more if he could but his job just doesn’t allow it and you knew that marrying him, it wasn’t going to be easy but you would make it work and you have.

“But you’re here now, that is all that matters.”

You tell him and before he could protest you kiss him again, to which he just melts against you and wraps his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him, then he rested his forehead against yours.

"I love you Y/n"

"I love you too Leon."

For the rest of the night you two spend it in Christmas themed pajamas, even got matching ones for Ace, making Christmas cookies to take to your parents tomorrow for Christmas day lunch, then settling on the couch with Chinese takeout, cold drinks and the classic Santa Claus movies series with Tim Allen playing on your living room TV.

You were snuggled into Leon's chest, his fingers gently running through your hair, as you watched Tim Allen's character fall off the roof, this was all you wanted for Christmas, your husband home safe and sound watching classic Christmas movies and enjoying each others company.

"Merry Christmas Leon."

"Merry Christmas Y/n"

Leon said softly before leaning down and softly pressing his lips to your in a gentle kiss, that no matter how many times he kisses you, always leaves you breathless...

———♡———

You were exhausted and sore from your day, from waking up at what felt like dawn as the sun wasn’t even up, or drill that made it feel like your bones were grinding together every time you went down while doing push ups. But as well as the physical exhaustion you were mentally exhausted from being screamed at by your sergeant as he pointed out every tiny little mistake. You knew you weren’t perfect but being yelled out wasn’t exactly positive encouragement.

Closing your door, you leaned your head against the cold wood and let out a deep sigh as your hurting shoulders finally relaxed a little bit, making you not feel as ridged. You didn’t know how much more of this you could take before you completely broke down, you didn’t even feel like you were being treated like a human anymore, just a weapon for somebody else’s gain, the thought made you laugh bitterly as you crossed your towel over the chair that was in front of your desk.

“Just another dog doing somebody else’s bidding.” You mumbled under your breath before you mustered up the last of your eagerly and pushed off the door and walked over to your bed, clasping onto the small uncomfortable cot you had gotten used too from your years living in this room. It wasn’t much just the basic’s every human needed for basic living if that’s what you call living in a box.

There was a cot that you had placed near the small window that overlooked the training ground, the floodlights could be a pain in the ass at night time, so you were grateful for the black curtains, a basic wooden desk and chair, a small bookshelf that was nailed into the wall that had a few fictional romance books on it and a small box that contained little trinkets you like to keep.

On the wall beside your cot was a few photos and drawings you had collected over the years, drawings you had done when you had a free day on base or little doodles from when you got bored on missions especially when they were stakeout missions that could take days, there was some pieces of paper that had been made into shapes such as a heart or a little dragon one of the other female rookie’s made for you.

Then there were some photos somewhere of you with your family back before the outbreak in raccoon city, one was at your university graduation your mom was smiling so widely you joked her face would get stuck like that, but she just shook her head and gushed about how proud of you she was and how far you had come,

Your father though wasn’t as emotional as your mother was also proud of you as he gave you the tightest hug and also stood up clapping when you walked across the stage to get your degree, you remembered your cheeks flushing in embarrassment and your older sibling was shouting “that’s my sister.”

Another picture was of you with your group of university friends dressed up for Halloween and where going to a campus frat party, you were dressed as a vampire bitten victim wearing a black and purple corset and a skirt with stocking and heels,

While wearing a choker around your neck with flake blood painted from a fake bite mark, it was one hell of a party that also came with a massive hangover that you had to wear sunglasses inside to class since your head was pounding and were a little sensitive to sunlight.

But one picture that held a deep memory for you was the one of you and Leon, you both looked exhausted and covered in blood, mug and god knows what else, but your both giving your best smiles even with the bags under your eyes.

It had been taken by a reporter who was running a story about the survivors of raccoon city and wanted a picture of you two, sadly the new article never got published as the government wanted to keep the news under wraps for the time being.

You still remember everything from that night, Leon a rookie cop that was having the most shitty first day and the worst luck from getting chased around the raccoon city police department by flesh eating zombies that were the co-workers he would have met on his first day, to watching his lieutenant die a slow and drawn out death from a zombie bite, only to have to be the one to put him out of his misery to hiding and Turing to survive a killing machine that was sent to kill every known or last survivors, and that doesn’t even stretch the surface of the horrors Leon witnessed.

You had been packing up your dorm room ready to head home and start your new life after graduating University, but everything had stopped when you heard an announcement being made that the whole of Raccoon city was in lock down and to head to the raccoon city police department for shelter.

At first you didn’t believe it that was until you looked out your dorm window and saw people you once knew as either classmates or professors attacking people as if they were animals, biting into their flesh and tearing it off as if they were starving.

You still remember the sound of people screaming or begging for mercy, before they choked on their own blood as there flesh was pulled from their bones, you had made an exit down the fire escape and had a rough landing, but after you picked yourself up you ran as fast of your feet could carry you to the RPD.

When Leon found you were exhausted and could barely breath, but he was kind and caring and checked you for any injuries, he knew about as much as you did so you made a play to try and find anymore survivors, to find more answers about what was going on which only led to more terrifying truths.

Shaking your head you tried to push the memories away as you closed your eyes, letting the sound of the heavy rain and distant rolling thunder try and lull you to sleep, you just prayed you were going to have nightmares again, but you already knew the answer to that they never leave, no matter how much you want them too.

———♡Later That Night♡———

You didn’t even know what time it was when you heard something hitting your window, you had contemplated just ignoring it until you heard a hushed whisper that sounded like it was right by the window.

“Y/n?”

Leon’s voice could be heard making your eyes snap open, quickly you pushed your blanket of and rubbed the sleep put of your eye, then pulling back the curtain slightly and unlocked the window latch before opening it quietly.

“Leon what are you doing here?”

You asked him a little surprised as he climbed through the window with skilled ease, this wasn’t the first time he had snuck into here, but it had been a while since he last had, he was wearing a simple pair of soaked camp pants and boots, along with a beige shirt that clung to his body like a second skin.

The boot camp wasn’t exactly known for its fashion choices, but somehow Leon made it look…good with wet messy dark blonde hair and a slight redness on his cheeks and nose from the freezing weather.

“I came to see you.”

Leon spoke his voice was rough as he sat on the edge of your cot and ran a finger through his hair as you closed your window and relocked the latch. It had been 2 weeks since you last saw Leon, he had left on a secret mission with major Krauser that he couldn’t even tell you about, but you could tell this one had taken a toll on him, not just from the sound of his voice but from how his body language was screaming in exhaustion and for a need to just exist, but you also knew it wasn’t just physical exhaustion either.

Moving on your cot you made room for him to lay beside you, it was going to be a tight fit but you had made it work before, Leon saw your hint and gave you a small smile before taking off his boots and then relaxing beside you, since the cot was so small you used his bicep like an arm rest, not that either of you minded.

In the dim light of your bedside table lamp you got a good look at his face, that pages that decorated his blue eyes that you have found yourself getting lost in, a few cut was on his cheek that would problem leave a scar, there was some bruising on his jawline and on his neck that made you frown ever so slightly as you reached your hand to gently touch the bruise on his jawline, your thumb rubbed against his stubble that had been growing.

“you look like shit.”

You couldn’t help but comment as your thumb gently ran over his jawline, being careful of the bruise. You knew Leon wasn’t ugly by any means, he was actually more attractive then most of the men here but that could also be because you both similar aged only a couple years between you, but you never let yourself think of anything more then just teammates co-workers in a sense, you didn’t want to complicate things and then it effecting your work.

Leon let out a quiet huffed laugh at your words, his fingers tracing small circles on your back the touch alone was sending shivers down your spine, but it was moments like these that made you feel more human that you weren’t just a weapon made for only destruction but maybe that somebody actually cared about you, that in these four walls and the rain hitting heavily against the window that you could let your guard down and let yourself feel human for a while.

You two spend the next few hours just talking, at first it was about past missions and then slowly the conversation started to move towards more personal subjects, like your lives before this all happened. But when you were telling him a story about how your best friend at university got expelled for sleeping with the headmaster’s son.

You could feel his eyes on you, his gaze was warm and almost affectionate a far cry from the stoic and distant look you see when your doing drill or on missions, they minded you of the ocean so vast and beautiful and filled with some many secrets, it almost made your heart skip a beat.

“You’re not even listening to me.”

You say in a teasing tone as you treat to ignore the fluttering in your chest, in this line of work attraction can be fatal, but Leon just laughed softly as he moved some hair out of your face and tucked it back behind your ear, his touch was gentle but you could almost feel the light tremble as if he was afraid to touch you.

“I am listening.”

He said softly as he moved closer to you, the smell of the rain, gunpowder and cheap soap reached your nose, the air between you felt charged as he kept moving closer give you time to back away if you wanted too, when his thumb softly swiped over your bottom lip a soft noise left your lips and made your cheeks and tips of your ears flush, you can’t remember the last time somebody touched you or even desired you like this.

Not wanting to wait any longer you closed the distance and pressed your lips to his, the kiss was soft at first, as if you were testing out the waters but then it turned into something more hungry and desperate as his tongue slid across your bottom lip,

His hand coming up to your cheek and his grazing over the soft flesh, a soft whimper leaves your lips as your guided down to the bed with Leon hovering over you, his muscular arms either side of your head on the pillow, you reached up to pull his shirt over his head.

He broke the kiss for only a few seconds to rip the material off his shoulders, before throwing it to the floor, you looked up at him in the soft glowing light of your bedside table lamp, Leon’s dark blonde hair falling over his eyes, his shirtless body on display showing some bruises and scars from either missions, some where even bullet wounds watched caused you to frown slightly, but Leon gently cupped your face and kissed your forehead.

“its all in the past now.”

He said quietly against your forehead, you slowly nodded your head and reached to your sides pulling off your own shirt. You had your own far share of scars over your body, Leon learned down and started to kiss every single one of them, when he was done, he trailed kisses up your neck and jawline then your cheek before reconnecting your lips, stealing your breath away ad his lips molded to yours.

As the kiss grew more heated between you both were clawing each other’s clothes off, there was no need for foreplay, Leon didn’t even get his pants off before he was sinking inside of you, stretching you to fit around him. Leon kissed you the swallow your moans to nobody heard you, your eyes fluttered closed and your nails dug into his shoulders. Causing him to hiss softly at the pain.

“god your tight baby.”

Leon groaned against your lips as he let you slowly adjust, you felt your cheeks and the tips of your ears heating up at his words, you just let out a soft noise and started to move your hips showing him you wanted him to move, after getting the message he started to move slowly at first, the cot creaking ever so slightly under both of your weight and movement. His thrusts were slow but deep hitting the spot that made your eyes want to roll back in your head.

You moved your hips in time with him, both of you were panting heavily and letting out soft sounds of moans and grunts between the both of you.

Leon dropped his head into your neck, you could see his neck was burning, you knew this wasn’t about romance but more about just stress relief which both of you needed, romance would just complicate things which both of you didn’t need at the moment, but it wasn’t wrong to want or crave to be connected to another person.

“Leon.”

His name fell from your lips in a soft moan, lifting his head up Leon looked at you with flushed cheeks, his eyes held a slightly dazed look, his lips were slight puffy and bitten.

You were lost for words for a moment before you leaned forward and kissed him again, you felt him melt against you and his pace quickened causing soft and high pitched moans to leave your lips.

“you’re so beautiful y/n.”

You heard him mumble against your lips, but you were too focused on the pleasure coursing through your body, your stomach soon started to tighten as you started to tremble.

Reaching down you started to rub your clit to try and push you over the edge, but when Leon gently slapped your hand away and replaced it with his own, his callous fingers rougher than yours but catching on your clit you were falling apart around him quicker then expected.

Leon soon followed with a grunt as he filled you up, you were both breathing heavily as looking at each other, his forehead against yours before you both started smiling and laughing.

Leon carefully pulled out of you before reaching into your bedside table and grabbed out some tissues, then started to clean you both up before tossing the tissues into the trash bin.

“you, okay?”

Leon asked as he walked back over to your bed as he put on his boxers, you nodded your head as you rested your head on his shoulder, you felt more relaxed and less tense than you were when you went to bed, you closed your eyes for a few seconds before letting out a deep breath.

“Yeah, I’m good, I think I just needed that.”

You say causing Leon to grin as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you to his chest, you let him pull you to him, to tried to fight him and honestly all you wanted to do right now was fall asleep in his arms, even knowing when you wake up tomorrow morning he will be gone.

“well, if you ever want to do that again…. you know where to find me.”

Leon said and you could hear the slight cheekiness in his tone, but you just huffed out a laugh as you closed your eyes and nuzzled into his chest, you felt Leon soft chuckle but his grip on you didn’t lessen if anything it tightened around you.

“Goodnight, Leon…”

“Goodnight, Y/n…”

———♡———

Leon was standing at a work bench Ace by his side on the ground sunbathing but wanting to be close to his dad as Leon’s brows were furrowed in concentration as he measured a plank of wood, since it was a hot day Leon’s shirt clung to his back damp with sweat, his hair was sticking to his forehead and stuck out odd angles from him pushing it out of his face.

Chris was sitting on the outer frame as he was nailing in a middle plank with the hammer, his muscles ripping under his shirt with every swing, he was bigger and more muscular then Leon showing off years of hard work and gulling work as an agent.

The usual tense and stoic expression had melted off his face and he was even smiling and laughing at Leon as the pair of them were bricking back and forth since Chris had come around to help Leon teasing him that he didn’t know how to build a deck, but you think Chris just wanted to spend time with the both of you.

You were just happy to see Leon so at ease and unguarded and when you head him laugh it made your heart skip a small beat, your gazed soften as you looked at both men and a soft laugh left your lips as you heard Chris make a joke about Leon not making a right measurement, and Leon just rolling his eyes and handing Chris the plank of wood and flipped him off.

Around midafternoon you took a tray of lemonade and some sandwiches, placing it on the work bench Leon’s eyes where the first to meet yours, before a small smile came onto his face.

“Hi Honey.” Leon said as he walked over to you and wrapped his arms around you, causing you to squeal since he was so sweaty. “Leeeeeeon.” You whine playfully trying to push him away, causing him to tighten his grip on you and bury his face in your neck. Chris looked at you both with a smile as he grabbed a glass of lemonade. “Chris help me.” You pleaded before Chris just raised his hands in surrender.

“He’s not my husband sweetheart.” Chris said causing you to pout and roll your eyes. “So, mean to me, my own wife.” Leon playfully teased before he titled your chin up, so you were facing him, your inches a few apart. “You’re a big boy you can handle it.” You playfully snip back before you soft kissed him, but as soon as you felt his arms loosen you slipped out of his grip.

Only for him to grab the back of your top and gently tugged you back, causing you to stumble back ever so slightly but he caught you and cupped your face and pulled you in for a deeper kiss, his thumb gently rubbing the soft skin of his cheek, you melted against his body and the kiss as you kissed him back as your eyes fluttered closed, but soon there was a splash of frozen water being squirted at you and your husband, breaking the kiss you looked up and saw Chris was holding the hose with a grin on his face.

“get a room you two love birds.” Chris says causing you to roll your eyes as you where now drenched and your sundress was now sticking to you like a second skin, showing off the lines and curves of your body. Leon just playfully rolled his eyes and moved some wet hair out of your face. “Thank for the snack honey.” Leon said as he placed a kiss on your forehead. “your welcome now I am going to go get dress before I catch a cold.” You said before walking off back into the house.

Not before hearing Leon say, “Your dead Redfield.” Before he lunged at him with the hose….

Later That Night.

As you were setting up candles and putting the bottle of lube and condom packets on your bedside table, for easy access. Chris was on his way and Leon was sitting on the edge of your bed only wearing a pair of dark navy boxers, you were wearing one of his shirts that came to mid-thigh. “you okay? We do not have to do through with this.” You told Leon as you lit the last candle before placing the box of matches down and walked over to him, your feet gently padding on the carpet before you loosely wrapped your arms around your neck.

“Yeah I’m okay, I want to do this it’s just going to be hard seeing another man touching you.” Leon confesses and a small loving smile came onto your lips before you leaned forward and softly kissed him.

“It’s Chris, he knows our limits and the rules for tonight, but if it gets too much you know the safe word right?” you asked him as you straddled his lap, Leon nodded his head as his arms wrapped around your waist as he laid his head on your chest.

“Pineapple.” He spoke and you chuckled slightly and nodded as you ran your fingers though his hair, he had freshly showered after working on the deck today and it was still a little damp but mostly dry. “Good boy.” You soft tease him to which Leon just gently bite your collarbone.

“do you think tonight will be a scene in a new story.” Leon asked as he looked up at you, his blue eyes were shining with warmth and affection. “Maybe.” You say before you heard a truck pulling up outside, you looked at Leon and he nodded his head before he let you go, sliding off his lap you headed to the front foyer of your house, opening the front door you see Chris standing there wearing pair of beige pants, a dark blue top and what looks like a Hawaiian shirt.

“Nice outfit.” You say as you open the door wider for him to enter, Chris just laughed slightly as  he walked in before you grabbed his hand and guided him upstairs to yours and Leon’s shared bedroom, you could feel the awkwardness and tension in the room.

Letting Chris’s hand go you walked over to your phone that was connected to a speaker and pressed play and soft melody filled the room making it not dead slient and make things feel even more awkward. As the soft melody filled the room you looked at both men and smiled softly.

“Now do we remember the rules?” you asked them as you walked over to the bed before you crawled onto it and sat with your back against the headboard. “the safe word is pineapple.” Leon started as he moved closer to you on your right side as he peppered soft kisses on your body.

“don’t push the limits that were discussed prior.” Chris says as he began to strip down to his boxers, he was wearing just a simple black pair similar to Leon’s, but you saw how muscular his thighs were, there were scars littering his body similar to Leon’s but there was just more on his well-toned muscles, soon he moved onto the bed just on your left side so you were sandwiched between the men.

“But most importantly we all have fun.” You spoke and both nodded before Leon titled your head to him and captured your lips in a soft and sweet kiss, but Chris wasn’t missing out he moved closer and started to kiss and nibble on your neck as his hands gently gripped your hips pulling you closer to him.

A soft noise left your lips as you felt Chris pressing against you as Leon gently nibbled on your bottom lip. Your hands traveled down Leon’s stomach following his happy trail and to the waistband of his brief, you hesitated for a second before you felt him nod giving you consent.

As your hand slipped into Leon’s brief and you gently grasped his semi hard on, you felt Chris grunt against your neck. “I need attention too Y/n.” Chris says as he was gently nibbling on your neck as he slightly grinded on your ass, pulling away from Leon’s lips you moved down the bed so you were waist level with each of the older males.

Looking up at them through you lashes you waited until you were given permission first in case any of them wanted to back out, but judging by how hard they looked in their briefs they were more than happy to stay.

Reaching up you gently pulled Chris’s briefs down, his cock sprung free causing the older male to groan at the chilly air. He was neatly trimmed which you didn’t expect, he was an impressive size but not as long as Leon but what he didn’t have in length he made up for in thickness.

You could see a thick vein running up the underside of his cock as there was a small bead of precum on the tip. Leaning forward you dragged your tongue up the length of the vein causing a hushed curse leaving Chris’s lips before you got to his tip and swiped your tongue over his slit collecting the small pearl.

“Sweet.” You couldn’t help but hum softly before you took his cock into your mouth and started to slowly bob your head as you sucked in your cheeks, one of his large hands came to your head and pulled your hair into a makeshift ponytail to keep your hair out of your face, but to also guide your head and the pace. You moaned softly around him as he filled your mouth and you took him deeper with every bob of your head.

“Such a good girl aren’t you baby.” Leon says as his hand was on the back of your neck, his thumb stroking the soft skin, you looked up at him through your lashes and he gave you a smile, this praise sent a shiver down your spine causing you to slightly gag around Chris causing the older male to chuckle.

“do you like to be praised sweetheart.” Chris asked making you cheeks grow hotter at the question; it was no surprise you had a praise kink but hearing another man ask you that was not your husband almost made you feel a little shy as you slowly nod your head. “That’s so cute.” Chris says before he pushes your head down a little further but he uses his other hand to cup your chin and front of your throat.

“such a good fucking girl.” Leon grunted before he grabbed your hand that had your wedding ring and guided it back to his briefs as he started to grind up against your hand. You moved your hand up his thigh under his boxers and took his semi hard cock into your hands and started to pump it slowly but in time with Chris’s thrusts.

“That’s its baby.” Chris grunts softly but soon you felt Leon gently tug your hair guiding your head of Chris’s cock with a soft pop before your mouth was guided to Leon’s cock to which you gladly accepted and wrapped your hand around Chris’s slick cock. “hey.” Chris groaned but it soon died down as you started to move your hand in a soft twisting motion.

Leon just chuckled and held up his hand showing the matching wedding band to yours. “husband privileges.” Leon playfully teased as he guided your head up and down, you were softly slurping as you bobbed your head. “just because she is your wife doesn’t mean…oh fuck.” Chris groaned when you swiped your thumb over his slit.

“Think of it as punishment for the hose incident before.” Leon snipped before he turned his gaze to you it was warm and affectionate. “That’s my girl breath through your nose and take my deeper.” Leon softly instructed you nodded your head, breathed through your nose, and tried to relax your throat as much as you could, trying to ignore your gag reflex protesting every time Leon’s tip brushed against it.

Chris was now thrusting into your hand chasing his high, you knew he was frustrated that Leon had pulled you away because you knew Chris was close as he was twitching on your tongue.

As Leon started to gently roll his hips a tear sprung in your eyes, but Leon gently wiped them away with his thumb. “you’re so pretty with your mouthful darling.” Leon praised you softly as a small steam of drool was running down your lips and soaking into his navy briefs that were only slightly pushed down his thighs.

“Don’t she look pretty Chris.” Leon asked but there was something about his tone that made you clench; it was sweet but in a hint of teasing. “She looks gorgeous.” Chris groaned before he let out a string of curse words before he came around your hand, it was warm.

With the praise from both of them you decided to lay your tongue flat, running it up the underside of Leon’s cock knowing it was where he was the most sensitive, he grunted softly and you felt his grip tighten ever so slightly on his hair but his cock twitched, you let out a soft hum as you brought your mouth higher and gently suckle on his tip, swallow the small bead of precum coating your tongue.

“Princess.” Leon warns as he gently tugged your hair, you knew he wanted you to stop but you just kept going and within a couple of moments he was coming down your throat and you were greedily swallowing every drop.

When you released Leon with a soft pop you opened your mouth and stuck your tongue out to show him you swallowed it all. “Fucking hell.” Chris whispered softly to which Leon just smiled before he leaned forward and kissed you soft, you melted instantly into the kiss and kissed him back, when Leon broke the kiss you gently trailed kisses down his jawline and stubble to his neck.

“why don’t you repay the favour.” You heard Leon say to Chris as he was running his hands up and down your spine under his shirt you were wearing, there was a little shuffling before you were gently turned over so you were laying with your head on Leon’s lap, Chris trailed kisses up your thighs as he kneeled on the edge of the bed.

His muscular arms coming up and hooking around your legs and thighs as if he was going to hold you open for him to devour, the thought alone was enough to have you clenching around nothing. “so wet.” Chris says under his breath as he was pressing kisses and little nibbles on your inner thigh.

“taste her Redfield.” Leon says as he gently running his fingers up and down your sides and even slightly teasing your clit with his index finger and thumb, without needed to be told twice Chris leaned forward and ran the flat of his tongue up your folds to the very top of your clit.

A soft squeak like moan left your lips as your hips arched slightly as your hands went into his short dark hair, a soft growl left his lips that was nearly animalistic as he began to feast on you like a starved man, the wet and slurping sound would make you feel embarrassed if you could control your moans and the pleasure that was coursing through your veins.

“Chrrrrris.” You moaned his name as your hips bucked, it was not helping that Leon was teasing your clit and spreading you even wider for Chris, they really did work well together. Your other hand gripping Leon’s forearm when you felt him use the same fingers he used to spread your folds, then sunk two fingers inside while Chris’s tongue was lapping at you.

You felt the familiar knot forming in your stomach as your moans and cries filled your bedroom, along with Chris grunts and groans and Leon whispering sweet nothings in your ear. But when you felt Leon start to move his fingers at a rapid pace you knew what he was trying to get you to do. “L-Leon no I-ill make a mess.” You pleaded to him through your moans but he just gave you a sweet smile as he gently kissed you like a sweet and loving husband does.

“it’s okay baby, I’m sure Chris can manage a little bit of mess.” Leon says with a grin as if his fingers were hitting that perfect spot inside you that was making you see stars, your toes were curling and thighs were trembling against Chris’s head, you were so close, your eyes were almost rolling back from the sheer amount of pleasure.

But soon you could not hold it anymore, you came with a gush soaking poor Chris’s face as the knot in your stomach finally snapped, your nails dug into Leon’s forearm enough to almost draw blood causing him to hiss softly.

After a couple of moments Chris raised his head and looked at you with a grin, as he wiped his lips with the back of his palm. “you okay princess.” He asked as he gently rubbed your trembling thigh, you nodded your head as you tried to calm your breathing down or at least the trembling in your body.

“Do you want to take a break?” Leon asked you but you shook your head, even though you just came there is something you wanted even more. Reaching over to the table beside you grabbed out two condom packets and a bottle of lube, Both the men nodded their heads and took a condom packet from you.

You had decided on the position where you would lay on top of Chris and Leon would be behind you. As the men rolled the condom’s on you grabbed the bottle of lube and started to prepare your ass, you choose Leon for there because you had done anal before a few times.

Unbuttoning your shirt you hear both of them gasp as they saw your fully naked form, no matter how many times Leon sees you naked he is always in awe of you. When Chris laid on the bed you straddled his waist and then felt Leon slide in behind you and press a kiss to your shoulder.

“There is still time to back out.” You whispered and you felt Leon shake his head as he peppered kisses on your soft skin, meanwhile Chris’s hands softly gripped your hips and carefully squeezed. “Not in this life time.” He says making you chuckle, after making some final adjustments you slowly sank on Chris’s cock.

You did it slowly since the stretch was a little painful at first since he was thicker then Leon, but then you leaned forward for Leon, to which Leon leaned forward and trailed kisses down your back and even a few cheeky ones on your butt cheek before he teased your back entrance.

“Relax darling we will take it slowly okay.” Leon reassures you, Chris was gently rubbing your hips and peppering kisses on your neck and collarbone, you nodded at Leon’s words and slowly relaxed as he slowly began to push in. At first it was a little painful because you were so full having both men’s cocks inside you, but the lube was helping a lot with the slight stinging feeling. “deep breaths.” Chris encouraged you as Leon sunk deeper and deeper into your ass.

You nodded your head and closed your eyes, as the pain was fading and an overwhelming feeling of pleasure rushed through your body. “you can move.” You told them softly and in a gentle rhythm they moved together as Chris would push in, Leon would pull out and so on. The feeling itself had your eyes rolling back instantly, your nails dug into Chris’s chest causing the older male to hiss softly.

“You feel so good doll.” Leon praises you as he buried his head in your neck his breath was warm; his arms were around your chest just under your ribs. “feels so good.” You were able to choke out.

The music in the room as move to a more sensual rhythm and you noticed the men were following the rhythm of the music. “Harder.” You whispered softly and at the suggestion you felt Chris twitch and Leon grind against your neck.

Before you felt one of Leon’s hands come up to around your throat and softly squeeze causing a soft whimper to leave your lips throat your moans. “What are you doing?” Chris interjected as he saw your husband’s hand around your throat.

“She likes this kind of thing don’t you love.” Leon says as he gently flexed his hands and that feeling alone had you clenching causing both men to groan. “Tell Chris how much you like it when I choke your doll.” Leon says as he gave a sharp thrust in your ass causing a hitch pitched moan to leave your lips.

“I love it.” You managed to slur out as your brain was starting to feel fuzzy as it was consumed by pleasure and these two men, they were all you could think about, your senses were filled with just them.

“Dirty girl.” Chris says as he reached down and started to play with your clit, your body was trembling, toes curling, Leon just smiled before his hand came down on your ass, the spank was crisp and made your hips buck as a loud moan left your lips.

“it’s rude to not answer princess.” Leon teases as his hand sooths your ass, but you were too far away, lost in pleasure that your brain had completely turned off. “I’m sorry.” You hiccupped but Leon just smiled before him and Chris picked up the pace, working together to make you feel like you were on cloud nine.

“It’s okay baby, we will forgive you if you come for us.” Chris said in a sweet tone, a thin layer of sweat was covering all of your bodies. “Will you be a good girl for us.” Leon asked as he was breathing heavily, both his hand Chris’s hips were hitting you with a thump. “Yes.” You cried out and when you felt Leon bite your neck you lost it and came with a cry, your eyes rolling back and feeling as if your body had shattered into a thousand pieces.

Both Leon and Chris followed soon after with grunts, you fell on top of Chris panting heavily, all the energy from your body had left you could barely keep your eyes open. Riding out your highs you were all left breathless, Leon was the first to pull out before he went to deal with his condom, then when he came back with a warm and wet cloth to help clean you, Chris then went to the bathroom to clean up.

“You okay Y/n?” Leon asked as he gently cleaned you nodded your head and gave him a tired smile. “What about you?” you asked him and he smiled and nodded his head. “I’m okay.” He said as he tossed the now dirty cloth into the laundry basket by your door and pulled you closely to him. “So, what happens now?” Chris asks as he came out of the bathroom wearing a new pair of briefs. “Babe?” Leon asked looking at you.

“Shower and movie night.” You say with a smile as you looked at both men. “Didn’t think you had the energy for a second-round sweet cheeks.” Chris teased to which you just flipped him off as you sat up in bed. “Separately you pervert.” You say causing him to chuckle and put his hands up in surrender.

And that is how you spent the rest of the night freshly showered and cuddled between both of the men, watching some random movie on Netflix with pizza, making you wonder if this would really only be a one-time thing….

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As the memory flashed in your eyes a sad smile came onto your face as tears welled up in your eyes, grabbing the hoodie you were going to put it in the basket but you brought the hoodie up to your nose and inhaled, as the familiar scent of his cologne, fabric softer that Leon claimed made his clothes smell like warm summer day and something that was uniquely Leon tears started to run down your face and soaking into the fabric.

The dam broke as sob left your lips as your grip on the hoodie tightened, it wasn’t a neat or quiet cry it was the kind that felt as if your ribs had caved in your chest, that made your throat tighten and breaths come out in choked gasps.

“I can’t do this without you Leon.” You gasped through your sobs as your voice broke and squeaked. “We had plans, you where going to propose, you promised me forever not this.” You cried as you tried to control your breathing knowing if you didn’t calm down soon you would have a panic attack.

Curling in on yourself you pulled your knees to your chest as you clung to Leon’s old hoodie, the ache inside you body was dense and heavy the grief didn’t scream in your head, but it dragged in your mind with each passing moment, you hate the sun for rising, the air continuing to move around you and world expect going as if nothing had happen while you had just lost your world.

Soon There was soft footsteps padding into your bedroom, you didn’t have the energy in your body to even look up but when you smelt a familiar sweet and floral perfume you knew it was your mother, she must of rushed over this morning.

“Oh, baby mom’s here.”

Your mother cooed before she wrapped her arms around you from behind but firm as if she was holding the broken pieces of you together, you collapsed into her embrace as another fresh wave of sobs broke past your lips. Your mother didn’t say anything which you were grateful for as she started to gently stroke your hair, as she rocked back and forth slightly like she did when you came to her as a child after having a nightmare, but sadly this nightmare was real and your mother couldn’t make this one go away or protect you from it.

“He was a good kid Leon was, selfless and warm.” Your mother whispered softly as she placed a gently kiss on your forehead as she was still gently rocking you. “He was a part of this family, and he always will be.” Your mother spoke as shakey breaths left your lips as you breathing was slowly coming down.

“It hurts mom.” You whispered softly, your voice was rough and dry from all the crying. “I know darling it’s going to hurt for a while but promise your father and I will always be there to help you with whatever you need.” You mom reassured you which made you feel a little better but not a whole lot. “We weren’t meant to grow old together, have kids and get married.”

“I know sweetheart, I know.” Your mom’s voice cracked as she tightened her grip on you and her fingers never left your hair. You both stayed like this for hours curled up on your bed with the curtains drawn, even though the would outside the room didn’t stop with cars driving down the road, children laughing and playing outside and birds chirping, but in the bedroom time did still for a moment, the pain in your chest was there but with your mothers affection it was slowly dulling.

Years Later.

It was the kind of made the world warm even though it was cold outside, golden, yellow and red hue coloured leaves decorating the roads, pavements and streets. The scent of cinnamon and pumpkin spice lattes where a stable scent in café’s at this time of year.

Autumn was always Leon’s favourite season, he loved jumping into piles of leaf’s which would then cause you to have to pluck them out of his hair as if he was a messy puppy with his big and bright blue eyes looking up at you with warmth and affection that would always melt your heart.

You hadn’t been back to town since Leon’s funeral it was a very small service but you were grateful people came out, you got to meet some of his friends from the police academy and some friends you shared in your friend group. You moved out of town not long after you needed to get away from everything a fresh start but you always held Leon in your heart, his ring sat against your chest on a chain you never took it off and haven’t dated anybody new since their was only one man for you.

The reason you were back in town is because your sister was getting married, but there was dull ache in your chest as you walked down the familiar streets, she would have changed the wedding venue but you knew how much she wanted to get married at the church here because of the beautiful views and it was a beautiful church itself and you didn’t want your sister to miss out.

Currently you where sat in a small café, it was an old one you and Leon used to visit when he would drop you off for your morning classes, when you were still half asleep because you missed your alarms and rushed to get everything ready in time without being late. A warm cup of coffee was between your hands but it was mostly untouched.

It was a caramel latte with extra caramel Leon always had a massive sweet tooth which would cause a lot of trips to the dentist for tooth aches, but yet he never lessen his sugar intake claiming “I’m a big boy and don’t need adult supervision.” Yet whine when his teeth where aching because he ate to much sour straps.

The world move outside, slow and quiet with leaves tumbling from the trees like burnt paper falling to the ground, then being crushed by either somebody stepping on them or by a car tire, but as your eyes watched life past by a set of eyes caught your attention, they belonged to a man across the road he was wearing a long black coat and a grey scarf.

His legs where crossed as he sat outside reading the paper he looked exhausted with bags under his eyes and his skin was a little gaunt as if he wasn’t taking care of himself or overworking himself, his dark blonde hair fell in front of his eyes caused by a soft breeze which made your heart clench slightly as if it knew this man.

But when he titled his head up as a waitress came over to him you felt all the air escape your lungs. “No it can’t you.” You choked out softly as your fingers started to tremble around your glass, your heart tightening in your chest slowly you stood up and made your way outside your coffee forgotten about as you walked over to the man.

There was no way after all this time your mind was playing tricks on you. Crossing the road you where only a couple steps away from him, you heard him curse about the cold weather before you took a deep breath, deep down you kind of hoped it was your mind playing tricks on you and this wasn’t the man that had been haunting your dream for years, that slipped through your fingers.

Before you could get any words out he looked at you and his eyes widened slightly as if he never expected to see you here, he coughed slightly before he stood up you froze on the spot before he came towards you his steps purposeful before his body crashed against yourself and his arms wrapped around you tightly in a bone crushing hug.

“L-Leon.” You choked out as you where trying your hardness to not cry again, but it was so hard when this man felt like your Leon. “I’m so sorry sweetheart.” The man spoke before he pulled away slightly and when you looked up at his face and you knew in that moment this man was your Leon, you broke down into a loud sob as you clung to him tightly your hands digging into the fabric of his coat but you could feel him holding your body close to his.

“Your alive.” You say against his chest as he rubbed your back with his hand as he whispered sweet nothings into your ear to try and calm you down. “I know explain to do and I want to tell you, but I just can’t not yet.” Leon says but you silenced him by kissing him hard, there was nothing gentle about the kiss it was raw, rough nearly borderline painful as if years of grief and pain mixed with desperation and desire for one and another. You devoured Leon as if his kisses where oxygen and not in the middle of the street but lucky it was mostly empty today because of the weather.

You felt Leon’s hand trail down to your jawline as if he was holding you with the outmost care and tenderness as you were sure both of your lips would be bruised and puffy when you pulled away from the kiss. You moaned into the kiss and tightened your grip on his coat, scared that if you let go he will disappear or that this was a dream that you never wanted to wake up from. Your tears started to mix into the kiss before you felt Leon wipe them away with his thumb before breaking the kiss leaving you both panting.

“You’re an asshole.” You whispered softly before Leon just nodded his head as he rested his forehead against yours. “I know I had no choice.” He spoke as he was still gently rubbing your cheek softly. “I suffered because of you, cried for you.” You say to him, and he nodded a pained look on his face. “I know and I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you Y/n cross my heart I will, if you will let me.” Leon says as he pulls you into an alley, his back was against the brick wall as he pulled you against him.

Then his lips found yours again, expect this time the kiss was different it was more slow, gentle as he cradled your head as his hands went into your head, you melted into the kiss instantly your eyes fluttered closed and you let him take the lead of the kiss as your mind was a whirlwind of emotions. His other had was mapping out your body as if he never forgot what made you trick and shudder. When you felt his cold hand on the bare skin of your back you gasped softly and arched your back slightly.

“I missed that sound.” Leon groaned softly against your lips before his lips trailed down your neck placing soft and gentle kisses. “I dreamt of touching you again, hearing your whimpers and moans.” Leon mumbled softly against your neck causing a soft whimper to leave your lips. “Leon…” you breathed out his name as you gently tugged on his hair so he would look at you, he looked at you with slightly puffy and bruised lips, his pupils where blow wide but they still held that warm and affectionate look that made your heart melt every time.

“if you disappear again or make me thing you’re dead, I will hunt you down and kill you myself.” You softly threaten him, and this caused him to chuckle softly as he rested his head on the top of your chin. “yes ma’am.” He said with a laugh, but you knew that he knew you weren’t joking not after this time, but for the first time in 6 years your heart finally felt a little lighter and your mind was finally slient and not filled with guilt and grief, you felt like you could actually breath.

A Little Later.

By the time you and Leon stumbled into the GlassLane hotel foyer you were both drenched, Leon’s coat you were wearing was now sticking to your body like a second skin and your hair sticking to your face, Leon’s t-shirt was almost shrink wrapped over his body letting you see every detail from his well built physic to some new scars you could see on his body causing you to frown slightly. The woman at the front desk just gave you a friendly smile as she handed over the key after Leon paid before you could protest.

Room 208….

You two didn’t even make it to the elevator to go to the second floor before your hands where on each other again, lips clashing together and if you where devouring each other as the elevator door opened, Leon gently pressed you in and pushed you up against the wall as he pressed the button for the second floor without breaking the kiss.

As you both stumbled into the hotel room your breaths where ragged as you both where pulling at each other’s clothing, as the door finally closed behind you Leon gently pressed you against it using his body, your arms instantly wrapped around his neck as he gently tugged off his coat you were wearing, then started to unbutton the top you were wearing, his movements were a little clumsy before he got a little frustrated before he grabbed the sides of the shirt and ripped as if it was paper, buttons flying on the ground as you gasped softly.

“Leon.” You scold him but he shushed you by kissing you and gently rolled his tongue into your mouth causing a soft noise to leave your lips as your cheeks coloured. Your own hands tugged off his shirt and threw it somewhere in the room, a shiver ran down your body when you felt the cold breeze on your wet skin.

When you felt Leon’s lips on your neck his hand’s gently tapped the back of your thighs, you instantly wrapped your legs around his hips as he lifted you up with ease then he walked over to the bed.

You fell with a soft thud before you looked up at Leon breathing heavily, his cheeks were coloured slightly pink as his breath came out in soft pants, you wanted to cover up it had been so long since Leon saw you naked and somethings didn’t look as ‘youthful’ as they used too, but when Leon kneeled down you went up on your elbows to watch him.

He look your right leg and started to place gentle kisses on the wet fabric but it sent small little shocks up your body, each kiss was soft and slow as he trailed them higher and once he reached your hips, he did the same with the left leg. You had to bit your lip to keep a moan from leaving your lips, as you felt Leon’s kisses trailing up your hips to your stomach.

“Can I take these off.” Leon asked as you felt his hand’s on your pants, you nodded your head giving him your consent, your body was almost buzzing at the feeling of his hands on your body. Carefully he unbuckled your belt and then popped the button to your pants then slowly slid them down leaving you in your panties and bra, as well as the ripped sheds of your shirt.

“God your still so beautiful.” Leon groaned softly as he looked at you, the look in his eyes made you blush even more, you weren’t as skinny as you used to be but lately you had been starting to go back to the gym since your therapist thought some physical activity would be great for your mental health. “Leon.” You were about to protest but he shook his head as he placed a soft kiss on your stomach, his hand’s either side of your hips almost holding you in place.

“I love you just the way you are, we are human we aren’t going to look like we did when we were younger, but seeing you like this makes me want you even more.” Leon says as he placed open mouth kisses and soft little nips. Your fingers went into his dirty blonde hair and softly tugged causing him to groan softly as he leant into your touch with a soft rumble, while your other hand trailed down his back feeling the new scars and bumps as you tried to memorize it, you hand followed the muscle shape and lines, your touch gentle.

Soon you felt Leon’s tongue gently glide over your clothed folds causing a muffled moan to leave your lips as your nails dug into his back causing him to groan at the painful sensation. “Leon..” his name left your lips as your body tensed up, but Leon just smiled and gently laced his fingers with yours and softly squeezed.

“It’s okay sweetheart, I got you.” He whispers before he uses his other hand to gently pull your panties to the side revealing your slick folds, you felt embarrassed because of how you wet you were, but it had been so long since somebody touch you.

Leon placed a soft kiss on your clit causing you to arch you back a little, your grip on his hair instantly tightening, but Leon welcomed the pain before he ran the flat of his tongue up your folds, your thighs tensed up around his head. His tongue gently circled your clit before he teasingly lap at your entrance. When he would tease soft whimpers would leave your lips and when he gave in soft moans would leave your lips.

When you felt the familiar knot forming in your stomach you gently tugged on his hair, causing Leon to pull away his face was covered in your slick, his pupils were blown wide and he almost had a love drunk look on his face as there was a soft blush on his cheeks, how could somebody look so dirty yet so innocent at the same time.

“Why did you stop me baby.” Leon asked in an almost breathless whine, his breathing was heavy as he looked up at you not even bothering to wipe his face. “want to touch you too.” You managed to say before a small almost goofy look came onto his face. “as much as I want that, it’s been 6 years since I last tasted you.” Leon purred as he placed a soft lazy kiss on your pubic bone, you pouted slightly before soft moans left your lips as Leon leaned his head back down and as he slid his tongue back inside your entrance he gently squeezed your hand.

“Leoooon.” You whined softly but he just chuckled against your folds and just pulled you closer by your thighs to a point you were almost suffocating him. But when you would try and pull away he would just pull you closer to him. It wasn’t long before your back was arching off the bed as Leon’s name fell from your lips as you came on his tongue, to which he greedy lapped it up, when he finally pulled away he trailed kisses up your body, then captured your lips in a soft kiss.

You could taste yourself as his tongue rolled against yours, causing you to blush even more. When you finally broke the kiss Leon rested his forehead against yours. “We can stop of you want; we don’t have to..” Leon trailed off but you silenced him by pressing a soft kiss to his lips then leaned over to the bedside table and grabbed out a condom. Leon just smiled at you and kissed your forehead before he took the packet from you as you undid his belt and took his pants off, stripping him with the same carefulness he had done with you.

Once he was bare you took the condom packet from him and rolled it onto his cock, which you couldn’t help but think was bigger since the last time you saw it. “Your staring.” Leon says with a teasing tone to which you just playfully rolled your eyes before you laid on your stomach on the bed, not before Leon placed a pillow under your hips to make you more comfortable. There was a little bit of shuffling behind you before you felt Leon pressing his hips to the back of your ass.

“You Ready.” Leon asked you looking back over your shoulder you nodded your head as you bit your bottom lip as you felt the tip of his cock tease your entrance before he slowly started to push inside, inch by inch. His hand gripped the pillow by your head, and you could see the muscle and veins bulging as his fingers gripped into the soft material.

“Fuck Y/n.” Leon hissed, the sound of his voice caused you to clench around him, as he finally bottomed out inside of you, your gummy walls were fluttering around him and trying to pull him deeper. “Please move.” You whined softly you needed some kind of friction. Leon let out a ragged breath before he started to move his hips in a lazy roll at first, pulling soft moans and mews from you as you pushed your hips back against him, the pillow causing Leon to hit a certain angle when he fully bottomed out.

You where gripping the pillow under your head as you could feel your eyes rolling in the back of your head, you had forgotten how pleasurable sex was, you had tried once a couple of years after Leon’s ‘death’ but it just didn’t feel the same it didn’t feel this good.

“Faster Leon please.” You softly begged him, you let out a little squeal when he gripped your hips but that soon died down as Leon picked the pace and your moans and his grunts filled the room, you could almost see stars in your eyes as you felt your orgasm approaching as Leon was constantly hitting your sweetspot, as you started to tighten and clench around him. You turned your head and captured Leon’s lips in a kiss swallowing his grunts and groans as he pounded into you could feel him twitch with every thrust, he was close.

Gently nibbling on his bottom lip Leon groaned as he moved his hips faster and soon the knot in your stomach snapped as you came around him with a muffled cry, your body trembled as your back arched against him, he soon followed as he spilled into the condom with a muffled grunt against your lips. After a couple moments and the trembling subsided in your body Leon slowly pulled out and placed a kiss on your shoulder before he went to deal with the condom.

Watching him you finally got a good look at him, he definitely looked older but not a youthful older but a tired and worn out older, there was a new scar on his cheek that didn’t look older then a couple of days, but his body was littered with new scars and even some bruises that you only saw now but as you where going to say something Leon smiled and shook his head.

“We can talk about it later, but for now we are going to enjoy this moment okay.” Leon says as he slides back into bed and pulls you against his chest. “Okay but don’t think I am letting this go.” You says causing him to chuckle softly but his grip on you tightened ever so slightly. “I know sweetheart.” He says as he kissed your forehead.

And for the first time in years, you both felt at peace in each other’s arms, you were finally home and it was going to take a while to figure everything out but you would finally be okay, you both would be….

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It needed a little work and fixing up but that was a project you loved doing while Leon was at work, but he would send Chris over to help you or make sure you didn’t injury yourself on the job. Leon wanted his own bit of land that he could play around with Ace, you where happy to be out of your city apartment even though you loved it very much especially with the home Library Leon had built you last year for valentines day you both knew you needed a bigger space.

For the last couple of weeks you had been traveling for the new release of your books and going to signing and meetings fans, which was such a fun experience and just made you feel so lucky and blessed for the career you have as a writer and your amazing fans.

You were a little bummed Leon couldn’t join you this time since he couldn’t get the time off work but he promised he would be home to pick you up from the airport, giving you his special home delivery service where included him carrying you to the car and your bags, getting you your favourite drink and treat on the way home and of course getting take out for dinner.

Tonight, you were sitting in the living room on the couch, Oero sleeping and softy purring on your lap, Ace as asleep beside you, if you moved he would move with you. The house was quiet since Leon was out on a mission for the next couple of days so the house was quiet, you knew you should be writing tonight but you didn’t really have the energy to even get up from the couch. This had been happening the past of days these depressive episodes, you didn’t want to worry Leon because his mission needed his full attention.

You had gone to see your doctor when these episodes started and she changed your medication, you even told your therapist what going on and she gave you some tools such as things to do to distract yourself like maybe writing since your where an author, but right now the hobby that used to bring so much joy and happiness to your life now felt like a work and pressure that she didn’t need.

But you didn’t really feel a difference with either the medication or techniques, you knew your friends and family where seeing a difference in your mood but you reassured them with a smile not wanting them to worry. But when you were home alone like this, and you could hear the small voices you always pushed to the back of your head or tried to ignore.

Not good enough…

Useless at writing….

You won’t amount to anything…

Leon deserves a better wife….

You knew none of these words where true, but you couldn’t help but think about them or entertain the idea. Maybe Leon deserved better, maybe a wife that didn’t just write smut for a living, feeling tears start to gather in your eyes you pulled your knees to your chest as a soft sniffle left your lips, Oero hissed as first before settling beside you on the couch, Ace on the other seemed to know something was wrong and light pressed his wet nose into your cheek and tried to lick the tears from your face.

“Its okay Ace.” You tried to reassure him, but it was almost as if he could tell you where lying because he nuzzled up closely beside you and let out a huff, sometimes Ace reminded you of Leon when you didn’t tell him what was wrong at first, he would then wrap his arms around you and pull you close to him and then let out a sigh. You laid your head against his and let out soft sniffles as she let herself sink into her little whole, not realising how deep it was.

4 Days Later

You didn’t even realise the days had been going by, you had mostly been spending your time laying on the couch, your laptop was abandoned in your new library upstairs that will be constructed when Leon gets back because he wants to build you a new and bigger one, he even got you to send him Pinterest pictures and aesthetics so he can create something you will love. You hadn’t been answering your phone just laying on the couch in a blanket watching whatever pops up on the tv absentmindedly, you did feed and take care of Oero and Ace just because you didn’t have the energy didn’t mean your pets should suffer, you knew Ace could tell something was wrong, he brought over his most prized toy it was a toy rope, he always played with it with Leon when he was home, he would sleep with it too that is how much he loved it.

So, you were a little surprised when he grabbed the toy and brought it over to you and dropped it beside you on the couch. Your heart ached at the gesture knowing he was trying to make you feel better in his own way, you gave him a soft kiss on the head and opened the blanket for him, to which he happily got in and snuggled up next to you and gave your face a soft lick.

Later that day you stirred hearing the front door open and close, you felt Ace leave the couch growling deeply before it turned into happy barks as the person walked into the house, you could hear hushed whispers as heavy boots hitting the floor then the soft thud of a bag being placed on the ground then the coldish gloved hand touching your face. “Darling you awake.” Leon spoke softly as you felt him gently stroke your cheek, you nodded your head and slowly opened your eyes.

Leon gave you a small smile and leaned forward and softy kissed your cheek, but there was a worried look on his face. You turned over so you where fully facing him. “You okay?, Chris send me a message saying you where replying to his text or answering his calls, he wanted to drop off some supplies for your library yesterday.” He asks you in a soft tone as he keep stroking your cheek, you causing a lump to form in your throat, you knew you weren’t okay but didn’t want to worry him. “yeah I must have been busy writing.” You told him and he looked at you for a second before nodding his head seeming to believe you or at least you thought.

But later that night you were lying in bed the blankets pulled up to your shoulders, this was the first time you had slept in your own bed in the last 4 to 5 days, Leon was currently in the shower so there was only his bedside lamp, you had replied to Chris’s message apologising and making up a small lie about not answering either his messages or calls and that he could drop his things off tomorrow, to which he sent you a thumbs up.

But just as you where about to put your phone down a email caught your eyes it was from your best friend/ editor for your books. She was wondering when you would be starting on your next book and what would it be about, you knew the message was harmless but the peace you had felt since Leon came home seem to vanish and it felt as if a weight had been put back on your shoulders.

You replied with ‘just brainstorming’ before you locked your phone for the night, you ran your fingers through your hair and gently tugged as you could feel tears welling up in your eyes in frustration, you knew this was your job and that soon you would have to start thinking about your next book but what used to feel like a fun hobby to connect with people and share things now felt like a jail sentence of expectation of are people going to like it?, what if they don’t’ like certain characters or ways you write certain characters or if you try something new and nobody likes it, a lot of what if questions started flooring your mind and your reasoning went out of the window.

You were so deep in your head you didn’t even hear or notice Leon had come out of the shower and was now putting on some sweatpants then coming over to the bed, you only noticed him when he wrapped his arms around your waist and pull you towards his chest and he placed a kiss on your shoulder. “its okay sweetheart you can talk to me.” Leon encourages you softly and that was when your walls crumpled, and you started crying in his arms.

“I don’t know what I am doing anymore.” You cried into his arms as he gently rubbed your back and placed soft kisses on your forehead. “Its okay, I got you.” Leon said gently against your forehead as his other hand was gently rubbing the back of your neck knowing it helps calm you down. “I feel like I am failing, I’m a terrible writer and wife, I can’t do anything right and even when i try i just mess things up.” You sobbed at your words you felt Leon’s hand stop before he pulled back slightly so he could look into your eyes.

“never and I mean never say that again you hear me, you’re an amazing writer Y/n it takes a lot of talent to write even a paragraph, and you can write thousands of words a day, just because it’s not getting 1000s of like a day like some other writers doesn’t mean your work is any lesser then theirs, you just need to find your group, your people that love your work because they either connect with you or with what you have written.” He says as he reaches up and gently wipes your cheek with his thumb a small smile on his lips. “as for being my wife, sweetheart you are the heart of this home I brought you this house, but you made it a home for us, you gave me the space for me to fix my motorbikes and have my own personal gym, I love you so much that it hurts me to see you like this, but I don’t want to spend my life with anybody else that isn’t you.” Leon says before placing a soft kiss on your forehead.

“but all I do is sit at home and write smut about characters based off our sex life all day.” You tried to weakly protest, but Leon just smiled and put your head against his chest and started playing with your hair. “as long its not about somebody else and it makes you happy then I’m happy.” Leon says causing a small smile to come onto your cheeks.

“how do you always know what to say.” You asked him as you turned your head to look up at him, he had a small smile on his lips before he his face went serious. “because I have been where you are mentally, the doubt, the expection you put on yourself which causes anxiety, depression, it’s a dangerous slope without the right support that if you fall to deep then it could be game over." He says before his eyes softened and he started to trace random shapes on uoir back with his thumb.

"it was because of you helping & guiding me that I was able to find my way back and try and become a better man and not try and not try find solutions at the bottom of bottle.” Leon says as he looks at you his blue eyes sparked with a small hint of guilt for what he had put you through, from having to pick him up from bar’s across town and drag him home, or having to hold his hair back as he vomited into a toliet at 4am when he finally stumbled home smelling like a brewery.

"Some day you will have great days, bad days and then just days where you just exist and that is okay, nobody is perfect and we all have our own struggles in life, but it's better to speak about it rather then bottle it up." Leon says with a soft hum, but his words caused you to look up at him with a raised eyebrow.

"When did you get so....wise?" you asked him but there was a small smile on your lips. "Instead of drinking I've been reading in my spare time while on missions." He says with a small embrassed blush slightly coloring his cheeks, you smiled and leaned up and kissed him.

“I love you.” You whispered softly, he smiled against your lips and kissed you back before pulling away slightly. “I love you too honey." He said as he pulled you closer and let out a soft breath as he rested his cheek on top of your head.

"You want a blowjob?" You asked him and all Leon did was chuckle. "I'm trying to be a supportive husband and you are being a little pervert." Leon says causing you to playfully roll your eyes. "It's been a while." You tried to argue but soon Leon was pulling you closer and his eyes where closed.

"Yes it has been a while, but not tonight and your not in the right headspace." Leon says before you could protest, you wanted to argue but you knew he was right so you settled down next to him and closed your eyes falling into a light sleep.

The following morning.

You had been working on a small paragraph, you where taking Leon’s advice and taking it slow and one day at a time and not pressuring yourself to write and trying to find the passion that you once had for the hobby, your doctor changed your medication again and this time you felt better, not so weighted down and the small voices in your head seemed to have stop for now, you knew some of the reason the voices stopped was because Leon was home and he could always reassure you vs when he is away on a mission, but you tried to not think about that as you tapped on your keyboard.

currently you were sitting cross legged on a bench press as Leon worked out in his gym, he had wanted to start getting into shape but didn’t want to go to the gym, glancing up from your screen you saw Leon pulling himself up on some bars causing his back muscles to bulge out slightly, you found yourself biting your lip as your eyes trailed down his body not even being subtle about it, his sweatpants hung dangerously low on his hips and threatened to slip off any second.

“Enjoying the show, why don’t you join me?.” Leon comments causing a blush to colour your cheeks as he looked at you through the mirror, you just smiled and closed your laptop before setting it to the side. “tempting offer but I’m getting enough cardio in just by watching you.” You said with a smile as you got off the bench press and walked over to him.

Leon dropped down from the bar with a soft thud as his feet hit the ground, only he could make looking sweaty sexy. “I could think of another way for you to get your cardio in.” Leon suggests with an innocent smirk, but you knew these was nothing innocent about his expression.

“Oh, and what do you suggest?” you ask him before you are backed up against the mirror, your inches apart you looked up at him through your lashes as you bit your bottom lip, you could feel the cold temperature of the glass even though Leon’s shirt you where wearing but you didn’t find in fact you welcomed it because it help with the rising temperature of your own body.

Leon began to open his button up shirt you where wearing only to see you wearing a bralette and panties underneath, you heard him softy groan and curse under his breath because it was his favourite set, It was a simple black lace bralette and panties combo, it was mesh and see through with small floral designs sewn in gold thread, it was one of your favourite because of how comfortable it was.

“you beautiful darling.” Leon purrs softly against your neck as his hands gently gripped your waist and pulls you closer to him. “Your too sweet.” You softly whisper and Leon just chuckled before he captured your lips in a soft kiss, but soon turned into something hungrier and more desperate as you wrapped your arms around his neck, as he hooked his hands under your thighs and picked you up with ease.

Soon you started to grind your hips against his as you could feel his bulge pressing against you. “You know what mirrors are good for sweetheart?” Leon asked with a groan against your lips, you shook your head and let out a soft whine as he broke the kiss.

“watching you cum.” Leon spoke in your ear causing a soft gasp to leave your lips as you looked at him blushing but your bottom lip was between your teeth, to which he captured your lips in another kiss but this time it was slower and more sensual as if he taking his time to taste every inch of your mouth.

When he pulled away from the kiss you started to kiss, suckle and bite his neck leaving little marks. ”gods look at you darling, breathless, flushed and so beautiful.” Leon spoke as he gently pulled you away from his neck and ran his thumb across your bottom lip.

“Please Leon.” You whined softly as you looked at him, you wanted him no you needed him either inside you or his fingers. “we don’t have condoms in here.” Leon says looking up at you wanted to groan before you looked at him.

“you could always pull out.” You suggested and in that moment you swear you saw Leon’s pupils dilate and get slightly bigger. Soon Leon is pushing down his sweats with your legs still around his waist, his shirt you where wearing was now open, and your bralette was pushed up exposing your hard perky nipples and your panties where pulled to the side.

“You ready?” Leon asked his face was flushed as yours was as well, you tightened your legs around his waist and let out a soft gasp as you felt him gently tapping the tip of his cock on the quivering entrance of your slick folds. “Yes.” You says nodding your head as you rested your head on his shoulder.

When he finally pushed inside you couldn’t help but whimper and arch your back as he took him inch by inch as he rolled his hips, almost hitting your sweet spot with each roll of his hips. “fuck you feel so good.” He gritted his teeth groaning softly as he finally bottomed out. You had to keep your eyes from rolling back, gently tugging his head down you captured his lips in a kiss that was nearly all teeth and passion.

“Harder.” You whispered against his lips as your fingers went into his hair and softly tugged causing a strand moan to leave his lips. He didn’t need to be told twice and soon he started moving his hips rougher but hungrily as if it wasn’t him that just craved your touch but also his body.

“Oh god Leon.” You cried out as your nails dug into his shoulders, you could hear how wet you were and felt it running down your thighs with each of Leon’s thrusts, his rhythm was angled so he would hit your sweet spot with each thrust, it was enough to make you see stars as your orgasm was fast approaching.

You knew Leon wasn’t too far behind as the hand that was on your ass helping stabilize you tightened, you knew you would have a bruise there later but when you felt his teeth sink into your neck you lost it and came with a loud hitch pitch cry of his name as your back arched and your eyes rolled back, he soon followed with a grunt as his hips stilled and you felt him fill you up.

It took a couple of minutes for your breaths to calm down, Leon pulled out with a soft hiss leaving you feeling empty as his come started to run down your thighs. “did you forget to pull out.” You asked him with an amused smile as you looked at him, to which he gave you a boyish grin that melted your heart.

“sorry but you got to admit you look fucking sexy like this.” Leon commented as he spread your butt cheeks slightly to watch his come drip out of you, playfully rolling your eyes as you grabbed his shirt you had been wearing. “I’m gonna go and shower, since Chris is dropping somethings over.” You says putting on the shirt, but Leon pushed it up slightly and before you could ask him what he was doing you felt his tongue between your legs.

“Wait I’m too sensitive.” You gently protested trying to push him away, but he just grabbed your hand and laced your fingers together as he licked and sucked your folds, you mewed softly and bit your lip as your eyes fluttered closed.

But thankfully he pulled away after a few minutes and to your surprised he kissed you and used his tounge to push the come into your mouth causing you to go wide eyed ad you tasted your combined juices, you swallowed and looked at his playful grin. “we better shower Chris will be here soon with paint.” Leon says nonchalantly as if he didn’t just feed you his come in a kiss.

You nodded your head and followed behind him, thinking your husband may seem stoic but underneath that make he was a little pervert....

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Y/n closed the door behind her softly and made her way over to the shower. "Need some help." she asked and she heard Leon curse under his breath before he stopped. "darling its ok, just go back to bed, I'll be there in a minute." Leon says as he was breathing heavily.

Shaking her head Y/n stripped off her clothing and stepped into the shower behind Leon, going up on her tippy toes she placed a gentle kiss on scarred shoulder. "Let me help you." Y/n says softly as she looked up at him through her lashes. Her hand trailed down his sides feeling every ridge, curve and scar, she could feel him shivering under his touch.

"Y/n." Leon groaned softly but Y/n just smiled and placed another kiss on his shoulder before she gently took his cock into her hand, before she started to gently stroke it was warm but firm in her hand, she could tell Leon was pent up but also holding back.

"I don't deserve this." Leon grunted out as if he was trying to resist her touch, this left Y/n a little confused as she kept going, peppering soft kisses around his neck and shoulder as she worked him with her hand. "Why don't you deserve this." Y/n asked softy as she placed a soft kiss just under Leon's ear, she was grateful for Leon being taller then her so he shielded her mostly from the water.

"I've been a terrible husband, I have treated you horribly." Leon whimpered out as he leaned against bathroom wall on his arm, his breathing was shaking as his body trembled ever so slightly. His dark hair was sticking to his face and forehead, his face decorated with a light stubble.

"I won't disagree with you have treated me badly, but that doesn't mean you can't make it up to me." Y/n says as she pressed her chest against his back, she could tell he was close as she saw one of his fists balling. "I can't forgive myself for how I treated you." Leon tried to argue but Y/n smiled at him and used her free hand to gently tilt his chin then softly pressed her lips against his.

He instantly melted and relaxed as she spilled into her hand with a couple jolts of his hips, with a soft grunt like whine as he kissed her back. Y/n smiled against his lips before she pulled away ever so slightly and looked at him with a look of warmth and affection. "I love you Leon, yes you made some mistakes and your actions have hurt people, but you have the chance to make things right." Y/n told him as he pressed her forehead against hers.

"I love you so much." Leon spoke causing Y/n heart to flutter at the affection words, it had been so long since she had heard those three special words. "I love you too." Y/n told him and she saw Leon's body relax and the tense muscles in his body relax.

As the warm water cascaded over them Y/n pulled away slightly only for Leon to gently grab her chin and pull her face to his and captured her lips in a soft kiss, she can taste the toothpaste he used to brush his teeth on his tongue, she melted into the kiss and wrapped her arms around his neck.

Soft noises left her lips as she felt Leon move backwards to sit on the shower bench but he didn't break the kiss once, He lifted her onto his lap with ease, Y/n could feel Leon's cock against her stomach, he was hard again. She pulled back slightly breaking the kiss. "Please Y/n." Leon softly whined, she had never seen him also submissive before.

"Beg." Y/n says with a teasing tone not thinking Leon actually would. "Please Y/n I know I don't deserve it, I've been a terrible husband, let me make it up to you, let me make you feel good." Leon begged and as much as she felt herself clench she couldn't help the aching feeling in her chest.

"Leon." Y/n started by Leon shook his head, as he rested his head on her shoulder. "I want to feel good enough to be your husband again, I want to show you I can make you feel good, that I deserve your love and attention." Leon says his voice cracking slightly, Y/n reached down and cupped his face bringing it to hers.

in that moment she didn't see Leon, the harden DSO agent or government weapon, but her Leon the same Leon she used to have food fights with every time she baked something, or when she used to rest against him as he cleaned his weapons after a mission, the same Leon that reminder her of a tried puppy coming home and curling up by her side soaking up her affection like a sponge, in that moment she knew what he needed.

"You are good enough Leon, yes you messed up but that doesn't make you a bad person, it doesn't make you undeserving of love, I love you and only you will always be my husband." Y/n says looking down at Leon, to which he gave her a small smile, but inside his heart had jumped at her words.

"I need you Y/n." Leon spoke and Y/n nodded her head biting her lip, she raised her hips slightly and Leon angled his cock tip at the entrance after he applied some spit for lube on it, slowly and carefully Y/n began to sink down, his cock stretching her slick walls causing a soft moan to leave her lips as she buried her face in his neck.

She could feel every bump, ridge and vein reminding her truly how long it had been since they where truly this intimate. Once she sank down fully she felt Leon's arms wrap around her waist holding her closely to his body, no space left between them, she could feel him trailing kisses down her neck as if to distract her from the slightly uncomfortable adjusting.

"Don't push yourself to much sweetheart." Leon groaned softly as Y/ started to move her hips in a slow space, soft mew where leaving her lips as a warm and fuzzy feeling ran through her body, she did slowly start to sped up ever so slightly when she finally fully adjusted. "Fuck Leon." she cursed under her breath causing Leon to chuckle but it was choked back by a groan of pleasure.

"That its doll, use my cock however you like, its yours." Leon grunted softly as her silk walls clamped around him, Y/n clenched at his words as she started to pick up the pace, Leon moved with her and she placed her hand on the wall just above Leon's head to stabilize herself, she was close and she knew it.

Y/n melted in the feeling of being so filled by Leon's cock that stretched her open so deliciously, her sharp nails clawing down his back leave little red lines she knows will be there in the morning, when Leon began to meet her thrusts she was a gonna as she came with a cry of his name as her body trembled, Leon soon followed as he was close himself, he knew he should have pulled out but it felt too good.

The water soon went cold and that was their cue to leave, after catching their breaths, Leon cleaned Y/n up and wrapped a towel around her, even stealing a few cheeky kisses before taking her to bed, Y/n rested her head against Leon's bare wet chest as he walked down the hallway holding her bridal style.

"I love you Leon." Y/n said almost sleepy, Leon looked at her and smiled softly. "I love you too, my wife".....

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(Bathroom inspiration for this scene.)

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Where the only sound could be hear was Y/n faint snores in the bedroom as she slept in soundly and her boyfriend Leon who had just recently showered was downstairs preparing coffee for the both of them, it was quiet and peaceful in the apartment.

Y/n face was buried in Leon’s pillow ever since he had left their shared bed, her hair was a tousled mess from tossing and turning last night as well as Leon playing with it until she feel asleep. Leon always found her ‘messy bed hair’ adorable even when she would whine and protest saying she looked like she had been pulled though a hedge backwards and upside down by her ankle.

“Wake up sleepyhead.” Leon softly whispered as he walked into their shared bedroom, holding a cup of her favourite coffee, Y/n could hear his footsteps coming closer towards the bed causing a soft unintelligible whine to leave her lips as she pulled the blanket over her head in resistance. Leon chuckled at the gesture as he placed the mug of coffee down and gently tugged the blanket down from her face. “there’s my girl, I made your favourite.” Leon says trying to convince her to come out of the blanket and drink her coffee before it gets too cold.

But Y/ was stubborn and kept the blanket over her head. Causing Leon to playfully sigh before a small smirk comes onto his face. “Well since your not going to put the blanket down I guess I will just have to eat the breakfast I made for you downstairs then.” Leon says in a joking manner, but it was enough to get her to drop the blanket. Y/n eyes fluttered open but she quickly squinted them at the brightness of the room.

“You wouldn’t dare.” She mumbled her voice was raspy from sleep, but Leon just chuckled and shock his head but there was still that teasing smirk on his lips. “oh, I will sweetheart.” Leon says causing her to groan and roll onto her side but there was a smile on her face. But soon she sat up in bed and reached over and grabbed the ug Leon had prepared earlier, she took a small sip and hummed softly just the way she liked it.

“Your too good to me, you know that.” y/n said as she sipped her coffee, Leon looked at her with a gentle smile and shook his head. “No Princess I am the lucky one I mean your willing to sneak around another’s back just so we can be together, and I know the last week has been stressful because of exams for you but I want to take care of you even if its as something as little as making you a cup of coffee in the morning.” Leon spoke making Y/n heart swell with affection.

“Your too sweet sometimes.” Y/n says with a small, embarrassed blush on her cheeks but there was some truth in Leon’s words, she had been so busy with exam this week and she had been sneaking around with him since he was her law and criminal justice professor, but soon she was snapped out of her thoughts when she heard Leon’s voice again.

“now come on, you need to get dressed then I’ll drop you off at the library just before the campus.” Leon spoke and Y/n nodded and pushed the blankets off her body, she grabbed her phone and looked at the time and saw she had a message, she knew it was from her best friend asking if they are meeting at the library before class because she needed Y/n help with some homework, since both of them had a few classes before Leon’s in the afternoon. After replying to her best friend’s message, she made quick work of getting dressed and gather her books for classes.

*Later that Afternoon.*

The Lecture hall way buzzing with chatter and laughter as student’s talked about what they plan on doing in this weekend, who’s frats were throwing parties and gossiping about who slept with who or any other drama that was circling around the campus this week, As Y/n shuffled into her seat she let out exhausted yawn as she sat down on the padded seats at the front, the lack of restful sleep had been starting to take effect, she was nearly falling asleep in her last class but that was because it was really boring, but it was a class her best friend convinced her to try at the start of the semester.

At least she knew Leon’s class was going to be chill hopefully because she don’t know if she could take any more formal writing after writing the 10k paper on how the criminal justice system works and analyzing policies and legislations, she had even tried to sweeten the deal with Leon to just give her a passing grade, but being the gentlemen he was he declined and told her she could do it and helped her.

Just as Y/n was grabbing her textbooks for class a coffee cup was slid over to her; she could smell the bitter coffee and sweet sugar. “You look like shit.” Her best friend comments causing Y/n to cringe ever so slightly because she knew she did, she had her hair in a bun and was wearing an oversized hoodie and a pair of Leon’s sweatpants,  since she had ran out of clean clothes and couldn’t be stuffed going back to her apartment this morning. “I know.” Y/n agreed with her as she tried to get comfortable in the lecture hall padded seat, once she was comfortable she placed her hand on her chin and sipped her coffee.

Leon walked in soon after, today he was wearing his dark navy-blue suit set with an undershirt, he looked smart yet there was something undeniably sexy about seeming him in a suit. Y/n could hear some of the females in her class whispering about Leon, wondering if he was single or even married.

Sipping her coffee Y/n couldn’t help smirk slightly as Leon stepped up to the front podium, the summer afternoon sun filtered though the floor to celling windows giving the lecture hall a warm orange, yellow an golden hue that reminded her of when the leaves changed in autumn, she really missed the colder seasons.

“good Afternoon class.” Leon addressed the classroom, his voice cutting though the chatter and gossiping, most of the students started to settle while some where chatting in hushed whispers at the back of the class, most of the students gave him there full attention while there where a few like Y/n’s best friend that was mindlessly drawing in their notebooks, others were trying to make it look like they were listening when in reality, they were fighting against zoning out and class had only just began.

“Today we will be reviewing the last assignment I gave out, because it seemed like somebody people didn’t understand the assignment or didn’t even try.” Leon says causing some of the students to groan, even Y/n could feel a headache coming on at just the thought of the last assignment, Y/n spent most of the class spacing out to distracted by Leon to even really focus, the way when the sun caught his skin giving it a warm glow, or when he used his arms to further explain his point.

She was too busy staring at his forearms or listening to his voice to even really be paying attention, he could be explaining the store receipt to her, and she would hang off his every word like a puppy listening to its owner for a treat, but soon she was soon snapped out of her thoughts when she felt something tap her nose, snapping her train of thought and she looked up and saw Leon with a rolled up piece of paper. “Miss y/l/n zoning out are we, are my classes really that boring?” Leon asked with a slightly teasing tone and with a raised eyebrow, you couldn’t help but flush in embarrassment.

“Sorry Mr. Kennedy.” Y/n says with an embarrassed blush and she sank back in her chair as she could hear some of the girls giggling behind her, even her best friend. “See me after class in my office.” Leon said and Y/n gulped slightly and nodded her head. “Yes sir.” She said quietly as Leon went back to teaching the class and Y/n wished the ground would open up and swallow her.

*After Class In Leon’s Office.*

After saying goodbye to her best friend after class since she was heading to her part time job at the local diner, Y/n wanted to try and catch her before her shift finished she loved the black forest cake that the owner always makes. Reaching Leon’s office Y/n took a deep breath before she reached up and knocked on the oak door and waited for permission to enter his office because he would have a other student or a member of staff in there, Once she heard Leon’s voice telling her to enter, Y/n quickly entered the office and closed the door behind her.

“Lock the door.” Leon spoke as the door clicked softly closed, Y/n nodded her head and turned the lock and a soft click rang out through the dimly lit office, the only light that was-on-was Leon’s desk lamp. He beckoned her over and Y/n slid her bag off her shoulders and placed it on the couch by his door before walking over to him, her feet gently padding against the hardwood floor. Once she was within reach Leon gently tugged her closer so she was straddling his thigh.

“What had my baby so distracted today hmm?” Leon asked with a small teasing but loving smile, Y/n couldn’t help a small whine leaving her throat as she is reminded of what happened earlier today. “I know I know I’m sorry.” Y/n said before she rested her forehead on his shoulder, a shiver ran down her spine as she felt his touch as he gently caressed his back. “are my lecture’s really that boring?” he asks as he gently grabs her chin with his thumb ad index finger, Y/n could hear the playfulness in his tone and it caused her to roll her eyes.

“Maybe I should punish you, since you seem to be acting like a little brat.” Leon says smoothly as his voice dropped a few octaves deeper, as his hand trailed down from her back and to her hips then to her thighs before he grabbed the side a gentle squeeze through her sweatpants as a playful warning. “I’m sorry I spaced out in your lecture Leon.” Y/n said as she bumped her forehead against his as she tried to cute her way out this punishment, but she knew it was fruitless.

“Over my lap sweetheart.” Leon says causing Y/n to pout slightly, but she did as she was told and moved so now she was laying across Leon’s lap. She felt his hand gently massaging her ass through her sweatpants before carefully tugging them down to her mid-thigh, revealing her black lacy strappy thong. “it was the only clean pair of underwear I had at your place.” Y/n weakly protested as she felt him gently tugging on the top of panties causing them to ride up against her ass.

“And it just so happened to be the black lacy ones.” He says as he rubs his hand over the soft skin of her ass cheek, just before she was going to say another weak protest his hand came down on her ass with a firm but careful spank causing her to gasp in surprise and slightly buck her hips against his. “Count sweetheart.” Leon spoke as he rubbed his hand the pink handprint mark that was forming on her ass, as if he was trying to sooth the stinging.

“One.” Y/n said in a soft breath as the stinging in her ass cheek was slowly subsiding now, well that was until she felt another spank against her ass, causing her to grip the edge of his pants in her hands. “Two.” She called out softly this time a little more breathless, she could hear Leon humming to himself as she repeated the same soothing motion as before. “Such a good girl for me.” He softly praised before he softly lifted her chin and kissed the top of her forehead, the kiss causing a purr of affection to leave her lips.

“just a couple left princess, you okay.” Leon asked concern clear in his voice, it made her heart flutter at his concern for her wellbeing and safety. Y/n nodded her head giving Leon a small and reassuring smile, she knew he was punishing her for a reason and he has never spanked her more than 5 times, she would be a good girl and take them because she wanted to be his good girl. When the third spank came her grip on his pants tightened more, the stinging was a little more painful this time since the area felt as if it was already starting to bruise.

“Three.” Y/n called out this time a bit more pained then before, Leon must of noticed this because instead of rubbing to sooth the stinging he leant down and placed a soft kiss on the bruise that was forming on her ass. “Color?” Leon asked Y/n knew Leon never actually want to hurt her or frighten her, he wanted her to feel loved, safe and comfortable in his presence, and that just made her love him even more than she already did.

“Green.” Y/n says with a small smile before he spanked her over cheek causing a soft hiss of pain to leave her lips. “Four.” She says through her teeth before she gently tugged up and Leon peppered kisses all over her face, forehead, cheeks and lips as he knew she was at her limit even if she wouldn’t admit it.

“Such a good girl for me darling taking your punishment so well.” He praised her and before she could get a word out, she felt his middle finger and ring finger start to gently tease her folds, causing Y/n to catch her bottom lip between her teeth to muffle the soft mews that were begging to leave her lips at the pleasure she was feeling. “Leon, please.” His name fell from her lips like a sweet plea for more, she could feel her walls clench around nothing as she was aching for his touch, she wanted his fingers inside her, she needed him to touch her.

“Well since you took your punishment so well sweetheart.” Leon says before sinking those same two fingers inside her warm and wet silk walls, a soft groan like growl leaving his lips as he realized how wet she was, a mew like moan left her lips at the stretch of his fingers but it was soon muffled by Leon’s spare hand covering her mouth.

“Quiet love there are still some professor’s here.” He whispers softly as he slowly worked his fingers in all the right spots that could make her eyes roll back in her head, from the hours he spent exploring her body behind closed doors. Y/n nodded her head as she moaned into his hand, her eyes fluttered closed as she was melting at the sensations and her thighs started to tremble ever so slightly. Her back arched when she felt him use his thumb to gently rub circles on her clit.

She was melting under his touch and she could feel her climax fast approaching, but quickly she moved his hand away from her mouth, causing him to stop what he was doing in fear he was hurting her or making her uncomfortable. “What’s wrong? And I hurting you?” Leon asked worriedly but Y/n shook her head as she was breathing heavily. “No, I just want you inside me as I come.” Y/n said with burning cheeks and the request made even a small color flush on Leon’s face.

Leon cleared his throat and she could feel how hard he was through his pants, since his cock had been poking her in the stomach since he started spanking her. “There is a condom in my middle draw in a small tin.” Leon said as he tried to adjust himself, Y/n nodded her head and reached over to the middle draw and pulled it out, inside was a few files of paperwork and up and coming homework which Y/n knew was going to give her headache, but she didn’t think of that right now.

When she found the small tin, it looked like a small first aid kit with band aids in them and maybe some Panadol not condoms. “And what is a professor doing with these in his desk.” Y/n asked him with a slight tease in her voice, to which Leon gave her bruised ass a spank causing a stinging spark to run up her back, but she just playfully rolled her eyes and handed him one of the condom packets.

Y/n got up on Leon’s desk not caring about the files ad paperwork that where under her body, she heard Leon hiss softly the cold office air hit his cock as he unbuckled his belt, his cock sprang free with a small bead of precum on his tip.

“You might want to close your mouth princess; you might catch flies.” Leon now teases her causing a deeper blush to color her cheeks, she looked away but she could hear him chuckling before a soft gasp left her lips as she felt Leon’s tip gently poke her entrance, both of their bodies shuddering in pleasure.

“You ready Darling?” Leon asked her and she nodded her head and wrapped her legs around his waist, he reached down and grasped his cock, before lining it up and slowly and carefully pushing inside.

A sweet cry of pleasure left her lips as her hips arched off Leon’s desk, his cock stretching her out perfectly like it always does, her hands went to grip his shoulders but he pinned both of her arms above her head, caging her between his desk and his body.

“Quiet Sweetheart.” Leon shuddered as he was trying to stay quiet as well, but he was having as much trouble as she was. Y/n bit her bottom lip hard nearly enough to draw blood. But one of Leon’s hand came up to her mouth to muffle her moans so she won’t hurt herself.

Y/n couldn’t believe what was really happening, she was getting fucked by her boyfriend in a nearly headlock against his desk, and who also happens to be her Law and criminal justice professor, it also felt like a fever dream and that she didn’t want to wake up.

“you close darling I’m not going to last long.” Leon groaned as he rested his forehead on your shoulder, you nodded your head against his hand, you knew she weren’t going to last long either as her thighs where trembling around his waist. “Yes.” Y/n choked out in between her moans; her head was feeling foggy. “Cumming.” she cried out as she let out a hitch pitch squeal like moan and came around Leon and she felt him soon follow spilling into the condom.

After a couple minutes of them both breathing heavily but there was a smile on each of their face, Y/n reached up and gently cupped his cheeks and pulled his face to hers pressing a soft kiss to his lips, to which he returned with equal softness before breaking the kiss and leaning up to place a kiss on her forehead. “you okay, I wasn’t too rough.” Leon asked as he slowly pulled out causing a soft hiss to leave Y/n’s lips and then she suddenly felt empty.

“No you were perfect as always, but I don’t think I can feel my legs.” She say with a small laugh and even Leon chuckled slightly as he tied a knot in the used condom and tossed it onto the bin. “Well, why don’t we get dressed and I’ll take us back to my place and I’ll cook us some dinner.” Leon suggested causing Y/n smiled and nod her head and noticed he was fully dressed and only had messy hair and a slightly flushed face.

Now Y/n wasn’t with Professor Kennedy but her boyfriend Leon who made her heart race as he treated her like a princess making her always feel loved and cherished, not her professor that made her want to rip out of her hair because she has to read 5 pages of boring legislations for a stuipd assignment, She liked this Leon more.

“can you help me get dressed.” Y/n asked him, and he nodded his head and grabbed his sweatpants she had been wearing today and slowly pulled them up her hips then bent down to pick her up bridal style, he had her backpack over his shoulder.

Y/n rested her head on his shoulder while he walked out of his office and locked it behind them both, Y/n couldn’t wait to get to his place and have some food, watch some TV and maybe even go for round 2….

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Sometimes she felt as if Leon treated her as if she was dumb, she knew this wasn't what he really thought of her, but when he was drunk he would treat her as if she was an idiot and it was getting on her last nerve, there is only so much a person can take before they snap, as Leon passed out on the living room couch Y/n had thrown a blanket over him and left a bottle of water and Advil on the coffee table before going upstairs to what used to be their shared bedroom.

Leon mostly slept in the spare bedroom when he was home, it was strange feeling to feel alone in her own house even with Leon home. Shaking her head Y/n closed the door and started to get ready for bed, such as doing her nightly routine of showering, changing into comfortable pajamas, drying her hair and doing nightly skincare and brushing her teeth and taking the last of her medication for the day.

When she got into bed, she couldn't help but wonder how did her and Leon's relationship end up like this, she knew Leon had alot of trauma before they had met, he had warned her that he wasn't the most easiest person to get along with but that didn't stop Y/n, she didn't see Leon as the government agent or the weapon that most people seemed too, but just a man that had the worse timing most of the time but once he started to open up he was a complete sweetheart.

When they had gotten married Y/n and Leon had gotten married in 2006 she thought everything would be perfect, they would have a house maybe out of town, maybe a fixer upper they could do together as a couple project, like an old historical cottage that has a nice front yard where she could plant flowers, maybe have a dog or a cat.

Leon would have left the government and got a less dangerous job after he found out she was pregnant, everything was meant to fall into place, but sometimes promises are broken even by the people we love the most, this had lead Y/n to start wondering was Leon still the man she had fallen in love with and married all those years ago, or was that man gone and replaced with an drunk, anger hollow shell of his former self.

Shaking her head Y/n turned off her bedside table lamp and layed back in bed, all this thinking was hurting her brain so she decided to try and get some sleep, even if she had to force herself too.

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Later on in the night the small city apartment was quiet, the only sound was a ticking clock and the soft hum of the fridge, but upstairs their was a soft buzzing sound and muffled soft mews filtering from under the door. Y/n had her eyes closed as she worked the toy on it's medium setting, after forcing herself to sleep only to end up tossing and turning, she knew the perfect thing to put her to sleep.

It was the ultimate relaxer or so she thought, her bottom lip was between her teeth as her middle finger and ring finger where working her clit, her other hand was working the toy inside her quivering walls. She couldn't remember the last time she had to use her toy to get off, usually her fingers would work just fine but she knew her body was craving something or somebody else.

In her mind was replying the last time Leon had touched her, when her hands where gripping his pillow as her hand was buried in it, his hand was in her hair, tugging firmly but not to roughly as he thrusted into her from behind, he had come home from a stressful work day and needed to let off some steam and who was she to say no to her husband, with Leon's stamina they would at least go for 2 maybe 3 rounds.

But she was soon pulled out of her fantasy when she heard footsteps, she slowly turned off the toy before hearing a soft knock on the door. "Come in." Y/n spoke softly soon the door opened and Leon sheepishly walked in only wearing his briefs and no short, he looked more sober but their was still bags under his eyes. "Did I wake you?" Y/n asked causing Leon to shake his head as he closed the door behind himself.

"I'm so sorry sweetheart." Leon spoke as he started walking towards their old shared bed, Y/ was at a lost for words this was the first time he apologized for anything in the past few weeks, so she was a little surprised but before she could get any words out, Leon slowly lowered himself to his kneeled in front of her, his head down as if he couldn't make eye contact with her.

"I'm so sorry for being a shitty husband, I know I should have come to you, I just didn't want to burden you with my problems, I wanted to protect you from them, but instead I did the exact opposite." Leon says before he shakes his head before finally he looks up at her. "I know I don't deserve you Y/n or your forgiveness, but I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you." Leon says causing her heart to skip a beat.

"You really hurt me." Y/n started and Leon put his head down like a puppy that was in trouble, "I know princess." Leon says shamefully. "But I am willing to forgive you if you promise this behavior stops now okay, I want you to go to counseling and get help." Y/n says and Leon listens and nods his head. "I'll start looking in the morning." Leon says causing Y/n to smile ever so slightly and nod her head, maybe this wasn't the end of their marriage.

"Good." Y/n said and just as she was about to move over in the bed, Leon reached out to grab her wrist to stop her, but as he did she knew he felt her hand was wet, she saw his eyes widen slightly before he started to bring her hand to his lips. "Leo-." she tried to protest but soon his lips where around her fingers.

the warm and soft feeling of Leon's mouth on her fingers caused her to gasps softly, their was something so erotic about a man on his knees lapping and sucking his wife's juice's off her fingers, especially a man that hasn't tasted her in months. she watched Leon her thighs clenching together as his tongue gently gliding between her fingers.

But soon Leon let her finger's go with a soft pop, a string of his saliva was between her now drool covered fingers and his lips, he looked up at her she could see the desperation and the lust in his eyes, because her were probley mirroring the same look ad if she was honest she was too pent up to let this moment slip through her fingers.

"Can I have more." Leon asked his voice was more husky but still had a slightly desperateness to it. "Will you be a good boy?" Y/n asked with a small tease in her voice but Leon nodded his head quickly, instead of getting up onto the bed so he could be comfortable, Leon was still kneeling on the ground but moved her so she was sideways on the bed but her ass was on the edge of the bed.

Leon started peppering kisses down her ankle, to her legs and then to her thighs, her body was starting to warm up, her thighs clenching with every soft press of his lips, she was nearly about to put him in a headlock between her thighs. When he finally got the edge of her panties that she knew where soaked, she let out a little mew as she could feel his warm breath against her.

"Please can I taste you now sweetheart." Leon softly pleaded as he looked up at her, she knew he was pulling the puppy dog eyes but even with the bags under his blue eyes and the stubble on his face that she knew would be scratching against her inner thigh. Y/n nodded her head again biting her lips.

She could see a small smile come onto Leon's face, as his index finger hooked into the side of her panties, he then lent in and placed a gentle kiss on her aching clit and quivering folds causing a soft moan to leave her lips and her fingers to go into his dark hair. She heard Leon groan softly as he started to lick and suckle as if he was savoring every moment of this.

His name falling off her lips in sweet moans and mews, the sound filled the bedroom as she gently gripped his hair, this was what she had missed the most between their fighting, she missed the intimacy between them, the love, affection, desire, want and need for each other what they can only get for each other, it almost made tears spring to her eyes.

Looking down Y/n saw Leon's face was buried between her holds, his eyes closed as he feasted on her like a starved man, she knew she wasn't going to last long as she already felt the familiar knot forming in her stomach. "It's okay, darling you can come for me." Leon grunted against her flesh, his stubble starching against her inner thighs.

With Leon's permission she came on his tongue with a high pithed cry of his name, her back slightly arching off the bed as her thighs trembled around his head, Leon helped her ride out her orgasm before he pulled away after placing a gentle and loving kiss on her folds, his face was coated in her slick but their was a small blush on his cheeks and the tips of his ears, there was a slightly glazed over look in his eyes.

But when she looked down, saw that Leon's cock was straining through his brief's he shook his head before slowly standing up. "Tonight was about you, I'll do deal with this." Leon spoke causing her to pout slightly but she nodded his head, he gave her a soft kiss on the forehead before he headed to the bathroom that was connected to their bedroom.

Maybe this was the start of the new beginning, maybe their was hope for their relationship, Y/n could only hope and pray but this was a good start and it could only get better for here....

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Her grandfather had he worked in the government, he wasn’t that much into the political side of the government but more helping people and doing as much as he could for his community, he was truly loved by the people.

As Y/n flipped to the next page of her book she smelt the scent of the freshly cut roses that had been placed on her desk this morning, most likely Leon’s doing since he knew how much she loved the smell.

When she first arrived to the estate she had first met Leon at the front door, he was wearing a tailored dark navy waistcoat with a tie and a white button down undershirt, his hands where covered by a pair of white gloves and his dark blonde hair was slicked back on one side, letting his fringe cover half of his face, he held a stoic but professional look on his face when his blue eyes had meet hers for the first time, but he was polite nonetheless.

Over time you came to learn that Leon was an ex-agent having suffering a back and arm injury that left him unfit to work as an agent anymore, her grandfather had found out Leon was looking for a job and offered him a job at the estate and with the position Leon was in at the time, he didn’t argue and accepted the work, it wasn’t what Leon had in mind for a job but he was desperate for anything.  

Skipping forward to now Y/n had closed her kindle and placed it on her desk before she laid her head back in her chair and let out a soft breath as she fanned herself slightly with her hand, the heat of the room was starting to get to her, as much as she loved to sit in this room and read her book it does get almost unbearably hot in here, but just as she was about to get out of her chair and go to the kitchen to get a drink, there was a knock on her door.

“Come in.” she calls out and soon Leon enters the room, wearing his usual dark navy-blue waistcoat with matching tie, white button-down undershirt and white gloves, in his hands was a tray with what looked like an ice-cold glass of peach iced tea and some frozen grapes. Even in the blazing heat of the summer air Leon was dress impeccability, not a crease in his suit or even a drop of sweat on his forehead, it made Y/n a little jealous since she felt as if she was sitting in a sauna.

“Leon.” Y/n says with a soft exasperated sigh as she looked at the older man as he placed the silver tray on her desk. “Yes Mistress?” Leon asked giving her his full attention after placing the tray down.

“how are you so unaffected by this heat, it’s witchcraft or something.” Y/n says as she reaches forward to grab a frozen grape out of the bowl on her desk, Leon just gives her a small chuckle as he tucks the tray under his arm. “It is my duty mistress, no matter the season as one’s appearance reflects back on the estate.” Leon spoke calmly as he looked at Y/n with an also amused look on his face.

“Well, your duty to keep up appearances no matter the weather because of how it reflects back on the estate is maddening.” Y/n couldn’t help but complain but it wasn’t said with malice or hurtful intent

more like a playful jab, but suddenly her eyes lit up and a smile came onto her face. “Oh, I know that look.” Leon says with the same playful jab knowing his mistress has cooked up an idea. “I have decided something.” Y/n says after she chewed and swallowed the frozen grape that was in her mouth, causing a cold shiver to run down her spine. “and what is that you have decided?” Leon asks as he looked at her with a small smile, Y/n took her glass of ice-cold peach tea and took a sip of it, letting the cold liquid run down her throat before she answered.

“this heat is unbearable, and I refuse to suffer any longer, we are going on holiday effective immediately.” Y/n says as if she was leaving no room for argument, this caused Leon to raise an eyebrow at her suggestion or more like order. “A holiday?” Leon asked her as he was now standing beside her as he leaned back against her desk, he was a little surprised about her sudden suggestion, but a holiday did sound pretty nice at the moment. “Yes a holiday.” Y/n said matter of fact as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“I want to go somewhere colder, maybe snowing even if we are lucky we could go to antarctica.” Y/n said excitement clear in her voice as if she was imagining the cold weather and maybe even playing around with some of the penguins. “Mistress not to rain on your parade, but you need permits to go to antarctica.”  Leon says causing Y/n to pout slightly as she took another frozen grape from the pop and popped it onto her mouth.

“I just want to go somewhere where it doesn’t feel like I am slow roasting in my own house.” Y/n says with a small sigh as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, the warm air filling her lungs and causing a drop of sweat to run down her back, reminding her she could always take a cold shower.

“Well since we can’t go to antarctica so you can’t play with your penguin friends, what else do you envision for the holiday?” Leon asked as he looked at her, he could see the small pout on her face when she was told she couldn’t play with her penguin friends. Y/n could hear the faint questioning in his tone making her open one eye to look at him.

“I just want to go somewhere cold where I can be comfortable.” Y/n said, and Leon have her a small smile and nodded his head. “and I presume I am coming with you on this little holiday?” Leon asked as she nodded her head as she took a sip of her drink, that now condensation was now coating the glass.

“Of course, I think I would go insane if I was left along on a plane.” Y/n said as Leon grabbed one of the grapes out of the bowl on the desk. “Very well then, I will start looking into places that you can have your little getaway.” Leon says as he pushes himself off the desk and started to head to the sunroom door.

“good and make sure it is somewhere far enough that I can forget about this awful heat for a little while, but not to far that we will have to spend hours cooped up in an airplane.” Y/n says, and Leon nodded his head. “of course, Mistress I will make the preparations necessary before you melt entirely.” He says politely but their was a hint of playfulness in his tone.

Y/n just shooed him away before she drank the last of her drink, she couldn’t wait to get out of this heat, to not feel as if her brain was melting and her body wasn’t sticking to the back of her chair, she knew her father had a winter home in Switzerland, him and her mother where currently in New Zealand since it was summer over there and they loved the heat, sometime she shouldn’t believe how different her and her parents really where.

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It had only taken Leon until the afternoon to arrange the plans for the holiday, they would be going to Y/n’s parents winter home in Switzerland so they wouldn’t have to look around for accommodation and they would both have peace and quiet, currently Y/n sitting in her comfortable leather recliner chair with a champagne flute in one had while she was reading on her kindle.

The air conditioner of the private jet had already made her forget about the sizzling heat back at the estate, it was cool on her skin making her hum softly happily. Leon was currently making some last-minute arrangements such as a vehicle and grocery delivery since there won’t be anything to eat at the house.

Finally, after him making all the arrangements Y/n felt as if a weight had been lifted off her shoulders knowing everything was sorted and prepared, but as she read her book she couldn’t help but feel a pair of eyes on her watching her. “you staring.” Y/n said not looking up from her kindle knowing it was Leon how was staring at her.

“I know.” Leon says his tone was slightly smug but also affection, looking up she gave Leon an amused look before she closed her kindle. “and why could you be possibly staring at me for.” Y/n asked him with the same amusement in her tone, they had always had this sometimes flirty back and forth with each other.

“You know why.” Leon spoke and that caused a small blush to colour her cheeks, it was no secret that she found Leon attractive she meant what woman wouldn’t, and it’s not like she haven’t fantasied about him wondering what he looked like with his hair not slicked back, or what his body looked like under the tailcoat and white button down top he is always wearing, did he have scars from when he worked as an agent like the one on his cheek, their had even been times when she thought about him taking her in her sunroom or even the kitchen counter.

Y/n knew she couldn’t have these thoughts about Leon, he was her worker employed by her grandfather to look after the estate and to take care of Y/n and it would break so many clause in his contact and the reputation her grandfather had built over the years, the news would be too scandalous and could possibly ruin everything.

But there was a part of her deep down that tried to argue with her brains reasoning, saying she is a fully grown woman with wants desires and needs, that as long as they are both consenting then what’s the problem, she pushed those thought aside and playfully pushed Leon away causing the older man to chuckle as well.

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With still 6 hours left of their flight Y/n decided she would change into something more comfortable and warmer and take a little nap, so she had taken her carry-on bag to the bathroom and was starting to get changed, she had successfully gotten her sweatpants on and was pulling her shirt over her head when the door opened.

“Somebody is in he-“ she started but she soon froze when she felt arms wrap around the bare skin of her waist causing her body to tense up. When she finally pulled the shirt down her head she saw familiar dark blonde hair and a playful smile on his lips. “Leon what are you doing in here, I’m changing.” Y/n said slightly flushed as she glared at him through the mirror of the bathroom.

“Just coming to check up on you, Love.” Leon spoke as he rested his chin on her shoulder, she could feel his breath on her neck and his chest against her back, even with their clothes separating them she could feel how warm Leon’s body was. “I’m getting dressed.” Y/n said as she started to pick up her clothes she had changed out of and put them in her carry-on bag.

“I can see what sweetheart.” Leon purred softly as he left out a soft hum, his voice was a lot more husky his eyes never leaving her reflection in the mirror. Soon a soft gasp left her lips as she felt Leon’s hand go under her shirt and run down her spine, causing a shiver to go up Y/n’s spine.

She had to bite her bottom lip to prevent any noise no matter how soft or whiney it was from leaving her lips, but her eyes fluttered closed as she braced herself against the bathroom sink, trying to give herself some stability. “You’re so sensitive.” Leon softly teases as one of his hands trails down her arms and lace’s his fingers with one of her hands that is bracing herself on the counter.

“Leon.” She softly breathed his name, but Leon just smiled and took his hand out from the bottom of her shirt and moved her hair to the side, before placing a featherlight kiss on the soft skin of her neck, causing a small yelp to leave her lips. “We shouldn’t be doing this.” She tried to protest but Leon just keep leaving trails of soft kisses down her neck and to her shoulder.

“I know we shouldn’t, but I can’t help it Mistress.” Leon says and the way he called her mistress sent another shiver down her spine, Y/n knew he had to stop this before things got too out of hand but the rational side of her brain was losing the battle to her desire and want side.

Deep down she didn’t want Leon to stop and she was willing to face any consequences at that moment if it meant she could have him once and then leave this bathroom and pretend nothing happened. Deciding to just go for it Y/n turned around and wrapped her arms around Leon’s neck before she went on her tippy toes and pressed her lips to his in a soft kiss, testing the waters and giving him plenty of time to pull away.

But Leon didn’t in fact pull away or even try and break the kiss, he growled softly against her lips as he tightened his arm around her waist before he lifted her onto the counter with ease, his other hand went onto her hair from the back, Y/n back was pressed into the cold bathroom mirror.

That did nothing to cool down the heat that was burning in her body as her and Leon passionately made out, almost as if this moment had been simmering from the moment they met and is only now boiling over in hungry kisses and soft gasps and moans. But soon Leon broke the kiss and rested his forehead on hers, both of them where breathing heavily their pupils blown and their lips slightly swollen from the intensity of the kiss.

“Fuck.” Was all that left Leon’s lips causing Y/n to smile and giggle slightly as her fingers gently ran though his dark blonde hair, but before she could say anything Leon reconnected their lips but this time it was different, their was a hunger and also desperation in his kiss, as if he was devouring her like oxygen it made Y/n head spin as she kissed him back, her eyes fluttering closed as she wrapped her legs around his waist to pull his body closer to hers.

Soon Y/n’s hands fell from around Leon’s neck as she gently pushed Leon’s tailcoat off and started to unbutton his shirt, Leon didn’t protest he even helped her by shrugging his shoulders and let the cotton material fall to the floor.

Finally Y/n broke the kiss for air as she was starting to feel a little light headed, she had ever experienced a kiss that intense before it almost left her weak in the knees, a soft whine like noise left Leon’s lips when she broke the kiss as he moved his head chasing after her lips, but she stopped him when she gently placed her index finger on his bottom lip and there was a small smile on her face.

“I needed some air.” Y/n tells him as she rests her forehead against his, finally being about to catch her breath she saw the top half of Leon’s body, there where scars that littered his chest and stomach.

Some looked to be as small surface scars but there where bigger more deeper ones, some looked like blade cuts while others looked at bullet wounds, she hadn’t really knowing what type of work Leon did when he was an agent but by the looks of how nasty some of these scars where it was a little bit more then just some simple paperwork. “Do you they hurt.” Y/n asked him as she reaches up and gently touches one of the bullet scars on his chest, a solemn look came onto the older man’s face before he shook his head.

“Physically no but…” he trailed off and Y/n could already guess what he was going to say. “Mentally yes.” She finished for him and all he did was simply nod his causing her to frown slightly. “But I’m alive now aren’t I.” Leon says in a happier tone trying to lighten the once electric mood.

“Yeah.” Y/n says as she traced one of the scars on his chest with her index finger, but Leon reached down and gently took her hand and brought it up to his lips and gave it a gentle kiss. “You don’t need to worry now, it’s in the past.” He tried to reassure her as he trailed kissed from her hand and up her arm, to her shoulder and then to her neck and then her jawline.

Y/n closed her eyes as she felt Leon’s lips traveling up her body, some of the kisses where soft and sweet while the one on her bare skin where a little hard and even little nibbles, as if he was trying to leave his mark on her, his name falling from her lips as she leaned against the bathroom mirror.

“Say my name again Darling.” Leon purred against her skin as he pulled her closer to his body, his lips trailing from her jawline then her cheek and lastly the corners of her lips. Y/n fingers where back in Leon’s blonde lock gently tugging roots between her fingers, no to hard but enough to let a groan like growl from Leon as he reconnected their lips in the heated and passionate kiss.

“You drive me crazy sweetheart.” Leon groaned against Y/n lips as he broke the kiss for air, both of them where breathing heavily and blushing. “I can tell.” Y/n said in a cheeky tone as she soft bumped her nose again his in a sweet gesture only to shiver softly as a sweet moan left her lips, Leon cold gloved hand had slipped into her sweatpants and was gently teasing her folds, making her mew soft as her eyes fluttered closed.

The cold leather was warming up against her skin as her slick coated his fingerless gloved hands, Y/n could see Leon’s eyes darken with desire as he felt how wet she was, knowing his precious mistress was wet for him.

Biting her lip Y/n moved ever so slightly on the bathroom counter, her legs lazily wrapping around Leon’s waist to give him a little more room in the already small bathroom, her arms where loosely wrapped around his neck and her head rested on his shoulder.

Soft moans and whines left her lips as she felt Leon’s fingers work her, gently teasing her clit in small circles, his middle finger and ring finger carefully teasing her entrance but not entering her just yet, Y/n let out a soft whine and bumped her forehead against his shoulder as a plea for him to touch her more, to which Leon just chuckled to himself softly.

“Just wanted to have your consent first, I know I should have asked before putting my hand in your pants, but I couldn’t help myself, I know I shouldn’t take without permission but-“ Leon was cut off by Y/n giggling softly and gently placing her index finger on his lips, her heart swelling in affection at his gesture.

“its ok you can touch me.” She says giving Leon her full permission, she saw Leon’s body relax as he let out a shaky breath as soon as she said it was okay to touch her. Soon Leon buried his face in her neck breathing in her scent as he peppered kisses all over her neck and collarbone, but as Y/n’s eyes fluttered closed at the soft sensation she felt his middle finger and ring finger slowly and carefully pressed inside causing a sweet mew to leave her lips.

Y/n bit her lip to muffle her moans, even though this was a private plane it would be embarrassing if she got caught by somebody especially the pilot, it would just make future trip even more awkward. “Feel good princess.” Leon asked as he used his free hand to rub circles on her thigh as if his fingers aren’t 2 knuckles deep inside her.

Y/n nodded her head as she bit her lip harder, she didn’t touch herself to not moan loudly if she tried to talk. But when Leon curled his fingers and find the spot that made her squeal ever so slightly and clamp her thighs shut around his waist, his eyes went wide in surprise before his smile turned into a smirk, knowing he had just found her sweet spot.

“Bingo.” He mostly mumbled to himself as he started to target that area, he could feel her silk wall start to clamp around his fingers, his leather gloves now completely covered in her slick, he knew she was close as her thighs began to tremble. Y/n had put her hand over her mouth not trusting herself to bite her bottom lip hard to muffle her moan but also not to bite hard enough that her lip will start bleeding.

“fuck Leon.” Y/n moaned softly as she arched her back off the bathroom mirror. “come for me mistress.” Leon spoke softly as he gently bit her neck and that was enough, Y/n buried her face in Leon’s neck and bit down on his shoulder before she came undone at his touch, her body jolting with electricity as she rid out her orgasm.

Leon let out a strangled moan as he felt her teeth bit down on the soft skin of his neck, he tried so desperately not to come right then and there. “That’s my girl.” He said as he slowly he pulled his fingers out of her quivering folds and brought them up to his lips and licked them clean, his eyes not leaving hers.

Y/n watched him lick her slick off his fingers before she reached up and gently tugged him down, kissing him deeply and tangling her tongue with his, she could taste herself on his lips. As the pair kissed Y/n’s hand trailed down Leon’s bare chest and came down to his belt, but she stopped herself before she broke the kiss, she looked up at him through her lashes asking for his consent.

He let out another shakey breath, but Y/n could see his eyes where darken with need and lust. Leon nodded giving her his permission, carefully Y/n unbuckled his belt and pulled it from his pants, once it was free she dropped it on the bathroom ground with a soft clatter, before she reached up and undid the front button and pulled down his zipper, her hand’s trembling ever so slightly.

“You’re trembling darling, are you nervous?” Leon asked Y/n as he took her slightly trembling hands in his. “A little.” Y/n admitted a small blush colouring her cheeks, Leon used his free hand to push his pants and briefs down to mid-thigh.

His cock sprang free from its confines of his brief’s and pants, it stood at attention and Y/n could see it twitching as it had a small bead of precum on his slit, he had a small patch of dark blonde hair but it was neatly trimmed. Slowly and carefully Y/n slipped off her sweatpants, leaving no barriers between them.

She felt Leon press himself against her both of their bodies trembling with need and desire for each other. Leon slowly grinded his hips causing a soft moan to leave Y/n’s lips. “I don’t have a condom with me.” Y/n said causing Leon to curse under his breath making her think he didn’t bring one either.

“Damit it, I didn’t one either.” Leon says as he pulled away slightly, he looked at her with a slightly disappointed and sad look, Y/n felt a little frustrated at herself, but she didn’t think she would be having a moment like this on a plane especially with her butler. “There is another way.” She says quietly as she bit her bottom lip it was risky, Leon looked at her a little wide-eyed knowing what she is hinting at.

“You sure sweetheart, you know the risk right.” He said a little cautious. “I take birth control daily, and I’ve been tested in the last couple weeks, I haven’t had sex since then and if your that worried you could just pull out, just please don’t get it in my hair.” Y/n pleading her case slightly, but she didn’t want Leon to feel pressured or obligated too.

Leon was quiet for a few moments before he nodded his head, seeming to have decided. “Okay we can try it your way, but you have to promise me if it gets to much you tell me okay.” Leon said and Y/n nodded her head with a small smile on her face, it made her heart flutter at how much he seemed to care about her pleasure and feelings.

“of course.” He reassured him as she felt him gently squeeze her hips, before he reached down and grabbed his cock and gently tapped it against her folds a few times, causing a soft whine to leave her lips, her back was pressed against the cold bathroom mirror, but that didn’t matter to her since her body was on fire from Leon’s touch.

“its okay.” Y/n whispered softly, and Leon nodded before slowly and carefully pushing inside her, stretching her and causing her nails to dig ever so slightly into his shoulders, causing him to groan softly. “Leon.” His name falls from her lips in a sweet moan, she almost forgot they where in a airplane bathroom, 5000 meters in the air, her back arched ever so slightly causing Leon to grab her arms and pin them against the mirror as he pressed his chest against hers.

So their was no space between them, his cock sliding between her folds with ease as he thrusted carefully but precisely as if he was trying to find her sweet spot again. “Fuck Y/n.” Leon groaned softly his voice was ragged as he was also holding his groans and grunts back, not wanting to be too loud either.

The bathroom counter was slightly rocking under the both of them, Y/n buried her face in Leon’s neck and her legs tightened around his waist as her walls where clenching around his cock with every thrust. Her moans where muffled but Leon chuckle finding it cute that she was trying to muffle her moans. Y/n squeezed her eyes shut as she could feel her body begin to tremble again, she was close, her nails dug into his back leaving angry red marks, but she knew Leon would be looking at them in the mirror later when they finally reached the log cabin.

“so good for me love, your taking me to well.” Leon praised her as he gently squeezed her wrists in an affection gesture, he was close as well, but he was going to make sure his mistress came before he did. “Leon I’m gonna come.” Y/n warned Leon her moans where getting more high and whiney, her walls where fluttering around his cock like crazy.

“it’s okay darling, come for me.” Leon said through gritted teeth as he speed up his thrusts, causing them to go deeper, feeling as if a knot in her stomach finally snapped, Y/n let out a soft cry of his name as she came around him, leaving her extra sensitive.

“God you look beautiful when you come princess.” Leon growled lowly before she felt him spill inside of her, a deep growl leaving his lips causing her to clench around him at the sound. After a couple of minutes later Leon slowly and carefully pulled out of her and watched his cum drip from her slick folds.

“Can you grab me some tissues, so I can clean myself up.” Y/n asked him as her legs felt like jelly and if she stood up she would instantly fall onto the ground. Leon nodded and grabbed her some tissues and clean her gently, then helped her get dressed back into her sweatpants.

“Thanks.” Y/n said softly as Leon got dressed, once he was dressed he picked her up and started heading back to their seats in the plane. When they got back to their seat’s Leon had settled her on his lap and even grabbed her kindle and a blanket for if she wanted to nap, Y/n smiled softly at him as she rested her head on his chest and tossed the blanket over the both of them, she felt exhausted and their was still a few hours left on their flight.

“get some sleep mistress I’ll wake you up when we are landing.” Leon assured her seeming to be back in butler mode she gave him a small nod and closed her eyes, she felt so lucky to have Leon by her side, she felt like the luckiest girl in the world….

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