THE BREAKFAST CLUB

Have to forgive myself?

Not so sure about it though

Could be okay, wouldn’t I

Can being bad help?

Must be a lie, no

maybe because I forgot to mention that something creative that I do is write in my interview or the fact that I feel lonely for no reason at all, or that I’ve never experienced young love. Whatever the reason. . . I feel empty, but that’s fine, just to remember that life sucks because the world is falling apart and I am actually afraid, even though I say I am not, it’s okay once in a while isn’t it? Because if that is not normal, then what is?

break the thing

leave it there

one can never

come back to that

poet or not

pot or kettle

you will feel

alone when you are

because we think

when we break

the thing, leave

it there and

never come back

we think that we live

but whatever it is

human outside

does not just

Writing letters, I want to do that, I want to live in the times of this type of conversation, I hate messages, but I love writing and I want to know what my friends think. To be honest, the problem actually is that I want to be there for people 100%. I cannot stand that nowadays we write these short texts which don’t actually mean anything, it gives us a false feeling of a close relationship. I don’t care how much or how daily I talk to someone, when I am with this person I give it all, I am LISTENING and I am INTERESTED. And besides, how do you feel about the fact that everybody expects for you to be completely reachable all the time? You have your phone by your side all the time, why not answer? Do you hate me? Am I not enough important to you? NO, I just hate messaging and it is so complicated to explain...