that’s a pretty accurate description about my life and myself at the moment

In a way of thinking about people who are not in my path of life anymore

The way I feel like I’m walking alone at the moment

Even if my friends are still around and still spend time with my empty self

It just feels like something or someone is missing

And I’m not talking about my mom I haven’t been in contact with for about 3 weeks again because I’m ok without her

It’s something different but I’m not able to find the words and thoughts, even if they seem to be so close

As if they were right on my tongue

Waiting for me to say them

But I’m not able to put those words and thoughts together

So they build the answer