i think about this blog often. it doesn’t help how nostalgic i have been lately.
i think about how much i miss this fandom. i think about the joy i felt whenever i came on here to interact with you guys. i think about how we all laughed about zak, the crew, and just the show in general.
i know i have written a lot of posts like this, or i say i’m thinking of coming back when i actually never do. i want to become active on this blog again, but i think it is best i don’t because this place became stressful for me. which is upsetting because this used to be an escape route.
but this is not gonna be another sad post. this time i am logging on to say,
thank you for the laughs. thank you for the applause to my lame shit posts, as well as my occasional meme edits. thank you for the compliments. thank you for the support. thank you for the memories. thank you for joining me on my journey through this blog over the years.
although this sounds like a goodbye post, it is not. i will check in every now and then like i have been doing. take a peek inside my askbox and reblog a thing or two. i just wanted to say thank you because regardless of the drama, my time here was enjoyable. it is unfair i have never really spoken about it. i act like my whole experience was bad when it wasn’t. i don’t wanna say anything was ruined; it is just things changed drastically in the end and it overwhelmed me. 2017 also kicked my ass; it drained me mentally and emotionally. especially because i lost a special family member... logging on here during discourse did not benefit me in any way, so i skipped.
like i said, i want to become a part of this community again, but i don’t think it is possible. i still actively support zak and the crew, i just feel strongly that this is not my place anymore. i am also coming out of a looong depression episode and i’m still kinda recovering from the emotional distress i endured last year. so with that i will be bowing out. not completely, but my activity will be more sporadic than it already has.
once again - thank you. if you guys want to remain in contact, ask and i will give out my other whereabouts. i wish y’all the best.
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