-`gyuromi’-

no but like. there's something so surreal about changing your hair and wearing the kind of clothes you want after a lifetime of pretending you're someone you're not and an even longer lifetime of rediscovering yourself to become the person you want to be and then finally getting to look in the mirror and going wow !!! yeah !!! that's me !!!! i want that someday and i hope everyone who doesn't feel like that yet will too soon

If I ask nicely who will rb this telling me what is the last song u listened to 🥺

just finished another day of pretending i don’t need love and attention

something i crave desperately for some reason is literal sleeping together. it’s the closeness. and the knowing they’re safe when they fall asleep first and you hear their even breathing. and the knowing you’re safe because they’re there when you fall asleep first. and them being the first thing you say when you wake up. and the starting your day together. chef’s kiss. 

one thing i’ve learnt is that u can’t put your life on hold for that perfect idealized future moment. thats just condemning your present self to needless repentance and suffering. get that haircut now — not when you’ve lost x amount of weight. go get on that long drive out to the ocean NOW — don’t sit and wait for that hypothetical daydreamy significant other to arrive. you can’t save important life experiences for a self that ultimately doesn’t exist. all you have is you, right now, at this very moment. perfection is a myth anyway, just another perfect word for procrastination. do you want to live a life of i could have’s? please do not let your life wither away right before your eyes bc u were too busy putting it off

Slowburn with a Threesome

Roommates with no plot....

Canon compliant with a threesome…. 🫣

Alternative universe with kink discovery… I..😵‍💫

all i want is to have one of those ghibli moments where the protag is just lying in a breezy field with wildflowers and big puffy clouds overhead. that’s the goal here.