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Anyone know where those two work at, I think I need medical attention

I always just thought I was bad a remembering people, especially if meeting a lot at once and that I was forgetful about names.

I have this vivid memory of when I was about 7? my father explaining how brains have a special function for face recognition and how it’s „why we have it harder to tell cats apart than human faces” and I argued with him that I can tell cat faces apart just as well as humans without realising that’s just 'cause I was utter shit at human faces. In hannibal and other visual media face blindness is shown with like weird distortion or horror or smooth blank slnderman type things, so as a teen I thought that since I can see the faces that means I’m not faceblind when in actuality you can see them but they just don’t process in your brain. I’d meet people who’d greet me and I’d pretend I knew who they were, I constantly confuse people I don’t know well who have a similar build/style/hair. I’d always bug people I’d watch movies with about who the person on the screen was if the character changed clothes.

I started keeping sketchbooks at about 12 as a way to keep my hands occupied to focus, and also always drew new people I’d meet and write down their names, and if I didn’t do that I’d often not be able to recognise them later. I’m embarrassed to admit that recently, I realised that for the last two years what I thought was one classmate was actually three separate people (one of whom I literally know since high school) because they’re all blonde girls with a similar fashion taste and height 😭

“Where’s Mikey?” Taking the picture, duh

Messy eater🩸🩸 (plus some stuff from the end of last year)

"queerest place on the internet"

For @callmeasweetheart 🤍💖💙

Absolutely loved working on this one! I know most top surgery scars are typically less visible than this but consider; dude literally had this done in a radioactive desert.