After smoking weed for 9 years, I'm finally 100% sober and I've never felt so great. I fucking love the way my life is going. And I have no time at all for pathetic, immature, manipulative people.

People reckon I'm 100% unhappy? That's bullshit, I have my moments, but I am now happier than I've ever felt. Everyday I feel loved and adored. I'm loving myself, yeah I said that, loving myself, I'm starting to appreciate parts of myself I absolutely loathed. I have not cried myself to sleep in nearly 4 months now, nor have I even worn a binder to bed. Sometimes I'm even cocky about myself now, and I'm not ashamed of it because I spent so many years hating myself. I'm finally on the road to sobering up. Have cut back so god damn much and have medical support to help get clean. I'm going to the gym every god damn day, working to get my body the way it's suppose too. I'm even eating so much healthier than I ever have. I may be homeless right now with my girlfriend, but we are making the most of everything. Soon, we'll have a gorgeous place, an even more amazing routine than what we have. I'm so god damn content with the friends I have. My mother was always right in saying "if you can count the amount of friends you have on 1 hand, you know they're pure and true and that's what matters, it's not about having the most friends, but the truest and purest". For the people who sit there and still bitch about me, keep doing it, because you're wasting your breathe on a person you use to know. I'm changed, I've become the person I'm striving to be, I'm full of love. You don't know the person I am today and that's because you never deserved to get to know that person. I've now realised how much I let people walk all over me and use me, that will no longer ever be the case. I now have friends who bring out the best in me. So to pretty much everyone in my past, fuck you, you don't deserve to know the person I am now. :)