Updates on my horny beta life
Lidocaine. I finally started using that miracle tonic and committed more hardcore to touching myself every other day. After a few weeks? Well, after a few days I noticed the changes immediately. But, no, it's been a few weeks and even with lidocaine I'm lasting less longer each time. 2:20 is about where I'm at with my increased amount of lidocaine. 2:20 feels like a very, very long time to me. Not joking at all, because the couple times I've gone with out it I lose control of myself in under a minute. So minuteman for sure now.
But the biggest change isn't even related to my intense desire to speedrun myself into a two pump chump. I feel in the last month I have become way more hornier than usual. Like, all I have to do is bump my unimpressive groin against the surface of something by accident and that's enough to get me horny now. Think about that. I only have to touch my tiny pecker to get it going. I personally imagine it's the every other day part of the routine since I basically wanna fap twice a day but I'm depriving myself of it to keep fap days fully charged. Geez, I'm hard just writing this. See, I'm way hornier now. Cock is basically a horny button. Emphasis on the button.
Currently it's kinda awkward at work if I bump my cock against a counter or something. I'll get a little stiff but not fully erect. I have to sort of consciously focus on what I'm doing to beat back the excitement. If this keeps up though? Gawd, if this gets worse I'd have to excuse myself entirely before a whole boner takes form (Not that it would be impressive mind you, I'm barely 4 inches hard these days).
I'd go on longer about how delicious it feels to becoming hornier or more beta, and how I always ache for that first HFO pop in public, but oof, I'm getting too hard writing all this so I better stop myself now. I'll just end this by saying I hope I can come back with even more pathetic details next time!
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