So This Is What It’s Like

I honestly never thought I’d have a roster in my 30’s yet here we are. I spent my 20’s in long af relationships and never had my time in these streets. Dude some 24 year old gave me his number the other day and I texted him for the plot. He tried lying about his age 🫢 Like why am I attracting all these young af fuck boys in their 20’s? These boys hungry and confident af like what?

So I met this guy at work right? He walks in, we lock eyes and he doesn’t look away. He’s seems curious and so am I. We exchange pleasantries as I check him in and he say he loves my hair color. Asks if it’s natural and I laugh and say I wish. We banter back and forth and he says well it looks good and I volley back with “right back atcha’ and smiled. That man was smitten, tell me why he come’s back out and says I’m fun to talk to and if I wanted to exchange info. Giiiiirl I grabbed that nearest note pad and pen and threw it at him. We’ve been texting and it’s so nice and refreshing. Like the conversations aren’t dry, he legit asks questions and responds thoughtfully. Like this man genuinely wants to get to know me. We have a date on either Monday or Tuesday that he himself is planning. The only thing is he’s a bit younger, I’m 34 and he’s 26 but I don’t get that young fuck boy energy from him at all. He says he wants to buy a house in 2 years. It’s seems a bit all too good to be true, but I’m really nervous and excited to see him again. And I don’t really have this anxious attachment to him like I’ve had with guys in the past. I guess that means I really am in my healing era and ready to receive love again and give it back. Thank you Universe for sending me Andree, even if it’s not a for sure thing, I’m happy to just be chased again. Omg and when he was writing his number down, I asked him for his name because I was so flustered I forgot 😭 I told him mine and went to shake his hand and tell me why this man grabs my hand with both of his and squeezes it like he didn’t want to let go and looks deep into my eyes. I wanted to melt right there. He’s so hot and I’m so excited, I can’t wait to make out him 😈🙈🙂‍↕️

I’m in my sexual awakening and I just wanna fuck any hot emo/goth/muscled tattooed guy that walks now. Even tho I know I won’t. I’m ready, waiting and seething. Be ready mf 😈💖

When you have to block an ex because he’s married and keeps following your insta stories and you know she has no idea. Blocked and be gone my guy. That shit hurt when you did it to me, I refuse to be apart of your toxic cycle. You ever reach out again and I’ll ruin you. Go away and leave me alone.

I’m gonna rat on you if you ever reach out. You’re married, you’re gross, go away. Stop watching my stories weirdo 😉🖕🏼✨