greatness isn't far away..
do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try you just go in circles and nothing gets better? Me too.
I've always thought that I was more mature than those around me, that I knew what I wanted and how to get the life I want. If only it was that easy but it's not. I'm still here trying to loose my weight, improve my health, still alone, still trying to finish uni. It's like constant obstacles and I hate it. I keep telling myself that everyone's time comes and that god has a plan for me and that when it's the right time it'll be my time to shine. but the wait is never ending. I'm in a constant state of pretending there's nothing wrong and that everything going on in my life isn't tiring me out and making me loose it But it is. They say you are the main character but they don't tell you that the film isn't worth going to watch. I try to live my life positively and help others by giving them somewhere to rest their head when they need someone. When is it gonna be my turn? When am I going to find someone to rest my head on when the world is too tough for me to bare? In all of this hopelessness there is something that I am sure of. That no matter how desperately lost you are; it will get better. There is an anwser for everything. There are good times coming. Everything is going to be amazing. You just have to hold on even when it feels like you should just let go. The time is coming when everything's going to be okay, when your going to be happy. Better times are on their way. Don't loose hope. Do your best and know that god has a plan. There must be a plan.
