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hi everyone sorry for abandoning u. sometimes i get scared for no reason and make a new blog and dont tell anyone because im silly (see: diagnosed with ocd). if u want to follow me im over at @bugfossil now
hi everyone sorry for abandoning u. sometimes i get scared for no reason and make a new blog and dont tell anyone because im silly (see: diagnosed with ocd). if u want to follow me im over at @bugfossil now
My first ever attempt at a comic bc it truly felt like the most powerful way to depict this. Additional commentary under the cut
First of all- this is not an invitation to take any sort of action about my safety without my consent. To do so would completely miss the point of the art Iโve just put my heart and soul into. If youโre concerned about me, check on me directly. This is truly just me wanting to be heard. Anyway
I named the comic this because when the GPS robot voice says โstarting route to home,โ I am overwhelmed with emotion. Iโm rarely at my literal home theses days, and I donโt know what to expect from a future home. I feel like Iโm constantly, and somehow never, โstarting route to home.โ
The bridge at the beginning connects my current two homes; my hometown and college campus. I keep hearing that theyโre going to close the bridge for construction for several years, meaning Iโll have to take a scarier way home. (And yes, I deal with some difficult thoughts about the bridge. Yes Iโm safe)
The parking garage is downtown where Iโm planning to move soon. The swirly ramp lights up at night. I almost included a frame of a picture I took in the garage elevator, of a sign saying that the roof was closed for construction. I felt it was a bit too on the nose, as I purposely avoid seeing the roof.
The red car pictured throughout is mine, its name is Winston. I bought it used after a severe crash totaled my first car two months after I started driving independently. Winston has had a dent on the front since before I got it, and I always wonder what happened. That dent is the reason I could afford the car
The picture of my deceased friend Josh is displayed in my car as a reminder to drive with him in mind. He died in a car crash at 19
I got the โbe safeโ tattoo on the 11 year anniversary of meeting him
The screenshot of a song is really the song I believe I almost died to. I donโt remember what part of the song was playing during the crash, but I remember the end of the song blaring from my car as I escaped the wreckage.
The State Champs concert panel is my favorite panel in the comic. Itโs the one I had to take breaks from drawing bc it hit hard. Driving myself to concerts is what wanting to live rly looks like to me
The timestamps in the GPS route panel are Joshโs birth and death dates. The route I drew is from my school to Baltimore. This is a route I drive for concerts + Iโve entertained the idea of living there someday. I almost drew the route between the North Carolina towns Josh and I lived in as children, but that felt too certain; I know where we lived. I donโt know where Iโm going to be in a few years
My mom, best friend, and partner tend to be the first few people I text after a long drive. I try to do this quickly bc I know what it feels like to never get the โhome safeโ text. The timestamps on the messages are their birthdays. The additional messages are meant to convey that I have many more loved ones, *and* that I canโt keep up with my life
The Bratz keychain is one of the newest additions to a lifelong collection of Bratz items. Also pictured in this panel is my first tattoo, also for Josh.
The color scheme I used throughout is Joshโs favorite, and I always notice it at traffic lights.
Regarding the โice on the roadโ panel: This is a metaphor pls for the love of god does anyone hear me. Itโs also quite literal in regards to driving tho. Get off my ass
The warning lights I chose to highlight are ones that seemed closest to how I feel mentally in winter
I wrote the words to this comic in a parking lot on the way back from Dan and Phil in November. That drive felt exactly like what the comic describes, and the ideas developed so clearly that I had to create something about it immediately. I didnโt get to draw it until January but have re-read it every day
My first ever attempt at a comic bc it truly felt like the most powerful way to depict this. Additional commentary under the cut
First of all- this is not an invitation to take any sort of action about my safety without my consent. To do so would completely miss the point of the art Iโve just put my heart and soul into. If youโre concerned about me, check on me directly. This is truly just me wanting to be heard. Anyway
I named the comic this because when the GPS robot voice says โstarting route to home,โ I am overwhelmed with emotion. Iโm rarely at my literal home theses days, and I donโt know what to expect from a future home. I feel like Iโm constantly, and somehow never, โstarting route to home.โ
The bridge at the beginning connects my current two homes; my hometown and college campus. I keep hearing that theyโre going to close the bridge for construction for several years, meaning Iโll have to take a scarier way home. (And yes, I deal with some difficult thoughts about the bridge. Yes Iโm safe)
The parking garage is downtown where Iโm planning to move soon. The swirly ramp lights up at night. I almost included a frame of a picture I took in the garage elevator, of a sign saying that the roof was closed for construction. I felt it was a bit too on the nose, as I purposely avoid seeing the roof.
The red car pictured throughout is mine, its name is Winston. I bought it used after a severe crash totaled my first car two months after I started driving independently. Winston has had a dent on the front since before I got it, and I always wonder what happened. That dent is the reason I could afford the car
The picture of my deceased friend Josh is displayed in my car as a reminder to drive with him in mind. He died in a car crash at 19
I got the โbe safeโ tattoo on the 11 year anniversary of meeting him
The screenshot of a song is really the song I believe I almost died to. I donโt remember what part of the song was playing during the crash, but I remember the end of the song blaring from my car as I escaped the wreckage.
The State Champs concert panel is my favorite panel in the comic. Itโs the one I had to take breaks from drawing bc it hit hard. Driving myself to concerts is what wanting to live rly looks like to me
The timestamps in the GPS route panel are Joshโs birth and death dates. The route I drew is from my school to Baltimore. This is a route I drive for concerts + Iโve entertained the idea of living there someday. I almost drew the route between the North Carolina towns Josh and I lived in as children, but that felt too certain; I know where we lived. I donโt know where Iโm going to be in a few years
My mom, best friend, and partner tend to be the first few people I text after a long drive. I try to do this quickly bc I know what it feels like to never get the โhome safeโ text. The timestamps on the messages are their birthdays. The additional messages are meant to convey that I have many more loved ones, *and* that I canโt keep up with my life
The Bratz keychain is one of the newest additions to a lifelong collection of Bratz items. Also pictured in this panel is my first tattoo, also for Josh.
The color scheme I used throughout is Joshโs favorite, and I always notice it at traffic lights.
Regarding the โice on the roadโ panel: This is a metaphor pls for the love of god does anyone hear me. Itโs also quite literal in regards to driving tho. Get off my ass
The warning lights I chose to highlight are ones that seemed closest to how I feel mentally in winter
I wrote the words to this comic in a parking lot on the way back from Dan and Phil in November. That drive felt exactly like what the comic describes, and the ideas developed so clearly that I had to create something about it immediately. I didnโt get to draw it until January but have re-read it every day
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bf said to me "i kept saying i needed someone who matched my freak and now i think im the one trying to match Your freak" be careful what you wish for i suppose? LOL
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i can be happy with getting a B in o chem and a B in my 400 level bio class.....but if that one exam ruins the A ive had the entire semester in my stats class.....i will do something drastic
the way that i was planning to lock into finals and maintain my As and bring up my one B and then got so so so sick and fucked up all my finals.........feeling sore about it
i have this habit of talking too much LOL and my bf makes fun of me for talking when he's trying to sleep and i just said "oh god sorry am i preventing you from sleeping again" and he was like "....no.........." and then i stopped talking and he started snoring in under 30 seconds
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